Chapter 302: Do you really want to break up with me?
When Shi Runrun heard his words, she felt as if an invisible hand had strangled her throat, making it difficult for her to breathe.
Indeed, he has reason to be angry...
If she were to put herself in his shoes, she would also be very angry if Xiao Xuezheng treated her like this...
She lowered her head, not knowing how to answer him.
Xiao Xue Zheng looked at her like this and couldn't help but pursed his thin lips.
His heart was screaming!
I'm really fed up with her silent and aggrieved look!
I want to scold her but I can't bear to do it. But if I don't say anything to her, I will be filled with anger!
Xiao Xue Zheng simply stopped talking, took a deep breath with difficulty, then stood up, sat up, rocked the bed, and leaned against the headboard.
He looked at her lazily, listlessly, as she sat uncomfortably beside him, her hands folded in her lap.
He couldn't bear it and couldn't help but reach out to hold her hands, but he couldn't reach them. In the movement of his body, he couldn't help but pull the wound on his arm, and he groaned in pain.
"What's wrong? Where does it hurt?!"
Shi Runrun reacted quickly and asked with a hint of anxiety.
Xiao Xuezheng curled his lips and laughed: "Do you care whether I'm in pain or not?!"
Shi Runrun: “…”
Silence again.
Xiao Xuezheng took her small hand and wrapped it with his own big hand. Then he lowered his dark eyes, curled his lips and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I guess you don't have me in your heart anymore, and you don't care about me anymore, so if you want to give me to another woman, then give me to another woman."
Shi Runrun: “…”
My heart was pulled violently and it hurt so much.
But it was a bit unfair to her that he denied her love for him!
Shi Runrun pursed her lips, took a deep breath, then pulled her hands out of his palms and said softly, "Xiao Xuezheng, let's calm down and talk it over, okay?"
The man looked up, met her twinkling eyes, and motioned for her to continue.
Shi Runrun wiped the corners of her eyes and continued softly, "At that time, you were in City Z, not with us. The doctor gave Weilai a critical illness notice for the second time, and she only had 24 hours to live. You couldn't come back for a while, so what should I do... At this time, Chi Zaozao showed up. She asked me to kneel down for her, and I knelt. As long as I could save Weilai, let alone kneeling to her, even if it cost me my life, what would it matter?! And my own child... How could I bear to let him leave me like this... Later, Chi Zaozao proposed to make a deal with me. I was very sad and in pain, but when I thought about Weilai, who would die in a few hours, I was desperate, so at that moment, I decided to give up on you..."
As Shi Runrun spoke, tears couldn't help but flow from the corners of her eyes.
"What agony it was... I still feel the lingering fear... Sending the man I loved most to another woman's bed... No normal woman would do that... But... But for the sake of the future, I had no choice... Xiao Xuezheng, I'm sorry, I really had no choice... At that time, all I thought was, as long as the future could be saved, no matter what, even if it meant walking through fire and water, I would do it..."
As Shi Runrun spoke, she couldn't help but tremble, and her heart felt extremely sad.
He wasn't the only one who was sad about this whole thing...
She was also very sad, very painful, and heartbroken...
Xiao Xue Zheng's eyes darkened as he listened.
He turned his gaze, looked out the window, and said in a deep voice, "So you made the decision yourself. You didn't trust me at all. You didn't believe that there was a way to save the future. You made the decision for me and pushed me to Zao Zao's side."
When Shi Runrun heard his words, her heart tightened again.
Yes, she made the decision herself...
But……
"But by then, there was no time... Xiao Xuezheng... there was no time... The future would die... The future would die..."
As she spoke, she couldn't help but burst into tears.
She couldn't help it, so she dropped her head onto his chest and cried heartbreakingly.
"Xiao Xuezheng... at that time, Wei Lai was about to die... all my calmness and rationality disappeared... I had only one thought in my mind, and that was to save Wei Lai... Xiao Xuezheng, I'm sorry... it was me... it was my fault..."
After hearing what she said, Xiao Xue Zheng's heart, which was originally filled with resentment, softened.
I can't bear to see her sad, and I can't bear to see her cry...
When she cried like this, he couldn't control his heart anymore...
Maybe in this life, I will be ruined by this woman...
This heart has been tied to her for a lifetime.
These affectionate eyes, I can only see her for the rest of my life...
Xiao Xue Zheng sighed, and reached out his trembling right hand to stroke her little head that was shaking due to sobbing.
It was also during this action that he was not paying attention and the needle in his arm suddenly fell out.
He hissed in pain as waves of pain came from his arm.
Shi Runrun, who was still sad, didn't care about her crying when she heard him say that. She quickly looked up and saw him covering the back of his right hand, and quickly pulled it over to look.
"What's wrong? Oh my god, the IV needle came out... I'll call the nurse to give you a new injection!"
As she spoke, she wiped her tears and wanted to run out of the ward!
But the next second, her wrist was grabbed by his big hand.
With her slightly widened red tearful eyes, he pulled her back, pressed her on his knees, squeezed her shoulders with both hands, and made her eyes meet his.
Then he looked at her and said solemnly, "What are you doing?! You want to give up on me and give me to another woman, and now you care about me! Shi Runrun, I really don't understand you!"
His eyes revealed a fragile and silent look, like a veil, tightly covering Shi Runrun at the moment.
Shi Runrun looked at him, stunned for a moment, and sat on his knees blankly, with only tears still flowing from the corners of her eyes.
The next second, he took her hand, put it to his lips and kissed it gently, then his voice softened: "Shi Runrun, you are worried about me now, which means that you have me in your heart. If you really don't have me in your heart anymore, then you'd better leave as soon as possible and don't give me the wrong impression!"
When Shi Runrun heard this, she lowered her eyes and didn't dare to look at him for a moment.
Xiao Xue Zheng continued to look at her. Although he felt very sad and reluctant, he still spoke.
"I know that you haven't been happy even for a single day while you've been with me... Before you came, I thought about it carefully. Whether it was four years ago or four years later, the pain you've felt since you've been with me has always outweighed the happiness. You've always been hurt by my side. I've thought it through. If you want to break up with me, I agree, but I want to hear it from you in person."
"Shi Runrun, let me ask you now, are you sure you don't want me? Are you sure you want to break up with me?"
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Chapter 1~Guess what Runrun will say~Anyway, everything is fine now! Next up is sweet! Sweet as can be! There's another chapter to come~
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