In fact, at the beginning, she didn't see herself this way.
She would also joke with her and treat herself gently, just like she does now with Han Yue and Gu Yu.
When they were in the crew, the four of them often cheered each other up and occasionally fantasized about the future, imagining that they would move forward together to a better and higher place in the future.
They also agreed that since they had known each other before they became famous, they would be good friends for life.
At that time, they were simple, straightforward and pure.
But there is no friendship that will remain consistent in the face of interests.
Now looking back, she found that she was the only one who had changed.
Su Xia and the other two are still very good friends, but she is the only one who is going further and further down the path of interests, gradually forming an unbridgeable gap between her and them.
After all these years, has she ever regretted it?
She seemed to have no right to regret. She also knew that she had done a lot of things to hurt Su Xia. She even dreamed of pulling her down and killing her in the end.
But now, Chen Yiran herself knows that she had regretted it before.
During countless late nights and sleepless nights, when she watched the interactions between Su Xia, Gu Yu and Han Yue on Weibo, she felt regretful and her heart ached as if it was being gnawed by countless ants.
She would also wonder, if she had not done those things in the past, would she be as successful in her career as the three of them, and would she be among those they were interacting with now?
But time cannot be reversed.
If time could really go back and everything that happened before would happen again, Chen Yiran felt that he might still do those things as before.
That's just the way she is.
All the pain of being haunted by nightmares over the years and the countless self-denials after waking up are now coming to an end.
Chen Yiran felt his consciousness gradually becoming blurred.
Even the limbs were under the control of the drugs and some had lost sensation.
Perhaps Su Xia and the others will just be glad and happy that Chen Yiran, the man who had always been at their mercy and sucking their blood, is finally dead.
No one will be sad about her death.
I will just think that she deserves it and that people like her deserve to die.
if...
But there are no ifs in the world.
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The person on the bed finally stopped moving.
The night is passing and the day is coming.
Cao Jianfei narrowed his eyes slightly, stood up, walked towards Chen Yiran, and put his hand between her nose to test.
There was no breathing.
His whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.
He was so scared and excited that he couldn't stand still. He could only hold on to the bed and slowly sit on the ground.
The room was messy and chaotic, and there seemed to be a not-so-pleasant smell in the air.
His back was leaning against the bed, but the excitement in his eyes suddenly went out.
Only the fear of terror remains.
He killed another person, and the affair with her had just been exposed. He was the first target of suspicion by the police and he couldn't escape.
He knows it himself.
But if Chen Yiran is still alive and well now, if the murder of Liu Zhengyuan is investigated, she will only be regarded as an accomplice and will not be sentenced to death. She will be the only one to die.
It is obvious that all his current fate is because of Chen Yiran, but in the end he is going to die. Why is Chen Yiran still alive and well?
If we have to die, let's die together.
He can't escape, and neither can Chen Yiran.
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