Chapter 714 A passing light
Since the day she lost Xuxu and left her to face the world alone, Wen Ruo has become a failed mother.
She missed Xuxu's time for fifteen years.
In addition to teaching her how to protect herself in the shortest possible time, she couldn't even see her in her original appearance. It
's not that she didn't recognize her.
But... she didn't dare to recognize her.
"Knowing that it's impossible to stay, if I appear as a mother, after you finally accept me, one day you have to accept the reality of losing your mother again. This is too cruel for you."
If people have never seen the sun, they can endure the darkness.
She didn't want to be a passing light, but let Xuxu feel the taste of being abandoned again.
She also thought about letting Xuxu return to the Jiang family.
But at that time, Ge Zhou's magic made Xuxu and the daughter of the Guan family's fate tightly entangled after fifteen years.
In order to break the influence of her fate, Xuxu must untie the shackles herself.
So, even though she knew that letting her stay in the Guan family would make her continue to suffer.
But for Xuxu, she must be cruel.
Whether it is the Guan family or Ge Zhou, they are the last trial stones she left for Xuxu.
"...The only thing I didn't expect is that you would come to me."
Wen Ruo really didn't expect it.
She approached Xuxu as Hu Lizhi, and it took no more than two years.
She originally thought that even if Xuxu had feelings for her "master", the feelings would not be too deep.
Unfortunately, she miscalculated.
The moment she knew that she ran to another world for her master, Wen Ruo felt a little subtle at a certain moment.
Her daughter ran to another world, not for her mother, but for her master
Inexplicably... I felt jealous of myself.
Jiang Xuxu had been listening to her quietly.
She told me the reason why she abandoned her.
She told me the reason why she didn't recognize me.
She told me that
she didn't expect me to come. She thought she should know why she came .
Jiang Xuxu lowered her eyes slightly, feeling the warmth of the arm that tightly wrapped around her.
She didn't tell the person in front of her.
In the eighteen years before her, she didn't feel the real mother's love.
But the appearance of the master made up for her imagination of her mother.
The master was the first light that passed by in her life.
She didn't know the blood relationship between her and him.
She just wanted to catch that light again.
…
"Xu Xu, you will live in this room tonight."
After talking about the matter, Wen Ruo quickly recovered her mood and began to arrange it for Xu Xu enthusiastically.
"I decorated this room according to your preferences. There are clothes and gifts prepared for you in this room."
Wen Ruo pointed to another room,
"This room is for Jiang Huai. He was still very young when I left. I don't know if he still remembers me."
Jiang Xuxu looked at the two rooms that were obviously cleaned up frequently.
The small apartment was divided into three rooms.
Even Hu Meili could only squeeze into one room with her, but she would rather leave two rooms vacant for people who were almost impossible to live in. At
this moment, she seemed to really feel Wen Ruo's mood.
For eighteen years, she lived alone in a strange world where no one knew her, and engraved her longing in every corner of her life.
The same bed sheets and quilt covers she had used before,
the brand of instant noodles they had eaten together,
and a fox that looked as beautiful as her that they had raised together.
There was an inexplicable bitterness in her heart.
Jiang Xuxu did not blame her.
If it were her, perhaps she would make the same choice as her.
If she had taken her away from Guan's house and returned to Jiang's house as soon as she found her, she might have experienced the feeling of being protected by her loved ones earlier.
But she would only be protected forever.
Then one day, when danger appeared, she could only watch her loved ones running around to protect her, and she could only passively wait for others' protection...
This was not what she wanted.
So she did not blame her choice.
On the contrary, she was grateful for giving herself the ability to choose.
However, she seemed to have forgotten how to live a good life in another world.
"Since you know you may not be able to go back, why don't you go find your father?"
Even if she can't go back to her original world, at least in this world, there is always someone she is familiar with, right?
Why would she rather hide and spy from time to time than re-enter the other person's life?
She remembered that Li Qingzi said that Jiang Yucheng in the other world had no children, let alone a family.
Even if Wen Ruo went to find Jiang Yucheng, it would not interfere with too many tracks in this world, right?
"You don't understand."
Wen Ruo smiled and said, "Even if it is the same person, because of different experiences, the person is no longer the original person."
What's more, she is not from another world.
Being able to survive in another world as a demon is already a blessing. If you force yourself to get involved with the people in this world, it will also attract the attention of the heavens in this world...
Wen Ruo didn't tell Jiang Xuxu too much about this world. Seeing that she was still looking at him, he couldn't help but pat her shoulder and explained in a serious tone,
"I love the father in the original world. Although he in this world is also him, he is not the one I love.
Although I often go to peek at Jiang Yucheng in this world, I don’t want to peek at him, but I want to see Jiang Yucheng in the original world through him. Can you understand this?
Of course it’s okay if you don’t understand. After all, you are only eighteen years old and still a child... "
Wen Ruo didn’t finish her words, but Jiang Xuxu interrupted her directly.
"I understand."
Jiang Xuxu said,
"Although I am only eighteen, I have a fiancé. To be honest, this fiancé was chosen for me by you..."
From this perspective, she has fulfilled her "duty" as a mother in advance.
Wen Ruo was still chattering, but when she heard Jiang Xuxu's words, she was stunned.
"Fiancé, you know everything? You have decided? Is he willing to be with you? "
Wen Ruo's words were a bit incoherent, and Jiang Xuxu couldn't help but narrow her eyes slightly.
What does it mean that he is willing to get married to her?
Didn't she calculate her own marriage fate and use the marriage contract to help her determine her destined other half in advance?
Seeing Jiang Xuxu's obvious doubts, Wen Ruo's face flashed an awkward smile,
"What I mean is, that kid looks difficult to get along with. Although there is a marriage contract, I didn't expect you to get married so quickly..."
Jiang Xuxu looked at Wen Ruo's reaction for a long time, and only said,
"He is easy to get along with."
After a pause, he said, "You have some misunderstandings about him. "
Wen Ruo:...
Are you sure, is it a misunderstanding?
Without going deeper into this topic, Wen Ruo asked Jiang Xuxu to go back to the house to rest first.
After all, the chaos of passing through the alien world passage had obviously drained her mental and physical energy.
After closing the door and lying on the bed, Jiang Xuxu's eyes showed a little fatigue.
The system's voice came in a weird tone,
[You lied to me that you were looking for your master, but it turned out that you were a tadpole looking for your mother!
Are you happy to meet your mother? Are you going to take your mother back next?]
Jiang Xuxu listened to it quietly for a long time before whispering,
"Maybe I can't go back. "
Although Wen Ruogang just explained a lot of things, she
still hid something from her. For example, why didn't she choose to recognize herself immediately after she found the other world and her?
Mom, what else did you hide?