From the day she lost Xuxu and left her to face the world alone, Wen Ruo had become a negligent mother.
She missed fifteen years of Xuxu's time.
Apart from teaching her how to protect herself in the shortest possible time, she couldn't even see her in her true form.
She didn't deny her.
But... I dare not recognize her.
"You know it's impossible for me to stay. If I show up as your mother, after you finally accept me, one day you will have to accept the reality of losing your mother again. This is too cruel for you."
People could have endured darkness without ever seeing the sun.
She didn't want to be a passing light, but let Xuxu feel abandoned again.
She had also thought about letting Xuxu return to the Jiang family.
But by then, Ge Zhou's magic had made the fate of Xuxu and Guan's daughter tightly entangled after fifteen years.
In order to break the influence of her fate, Xuxu must free herself from the shackles.
Therefore, even though she knew that letting her stay in the Guan family would make her continue to suffer.
But for Xuxu, she had to be cruel.
Whether it is the Guan family or Ge Zhou, they are the last trial stones she left for Xuxu.
"…The only thing I didn't expect was that you would come to me."
Wen Ruo really didn't expect this.
She had been close to Xuxu as Hu Lizhi for only two years.
She originally thought that even if Xuxu had feelings for her as his "master", those feelings would not be too deep.
Unfortunately, she miscalculated.
The moment Wen Ruo knew that she had come to another world for her master, she felt a little weird.
Her daughter ran to another world, not for her mother, but for her master.
For some reason... I feel like I'm jealous of myself.
Jiang Xuxu listened to her quietly.
Listen to her talk about the reasons why she abandoned her.
Listen to her reasons for not recognizing herself.
She said that she didn't expect me to come.
Why did she come? She thought, she should know.
Jiang Xuxu lowered his eyes slightly, feeling the warmth of the arms that were tightly around him.
She didn't tell the person in front of her.
In her first eighteen years, she had never felt true maternal love.
But the appearance of the master made up for her imagination of her mother.
Master was the first ray of light that passed through her life.
She was unaware of the blood bond between her and her.
She just wanted to catch that light again.
…
"Xu Xu, you will stay in this room tonight."
After talking things out, Wen Ruo quickly recovered his composure and began to make arrangements for Xu Xu enthusiastically.
"I decorated this room according to your preferences. There are also clothes and gifts prepared for you in this room."
Wen Ruo pointed to another room.
"This room is for Jiang Huai. He was still very young when I left. I don't know if he still remembers me."
Jiang Xuxu looked at two rooms that were obviously cleaned frequently.
The apartment is not big, but it is divided into three rooms.
Even Hu Meili had to live in one room with her, but she would rather leave the two rooms vacant for people who would almost never be able to live in them.
At this moment, she seemed to truly feel Wen Ruo's feelings.
For eighteen years, she lived alone in a strange world where no one knew her, and engraved her longing in every corner of her life.
The same bed sheet and quilt cover she used before,
The instant noodles brand she and she had eaten together,
With her, she raised a fox that looked similar to her in beauty.
There is an inexplicable sourness in my heart.
Jiang Xuxu didn't blame her.
If it were her, perhaps she would make the same choice as her.
If he had taken her away from the Guan family and returned to the Jiang family as soon as he found her, she might have experienced the feeling of being protected by her loved ones earlier.
But she will only be protected forever.
Then one day, when danger appeared, she could only watch her relatives running around to protect her, while she could only passively wait for others to protect her...
This is not what she wants.
So she didn't blame her choice.
Instead, I thank her for giving me the ability to choose.
However, she seemed to have forgotten how to live a good life in another world.
"Since you know you may not be able to go back, why don't you go find dad?"
Even if she can't go back to her original world, at least in this world, there is always someone she is familiar with, right?
Why would you rather hide and spy from time to time than re-enter the other person's life?
She remembered Li Qingzi saying that Jiang Yucheng in the other world had no children and had never started a family.
Even if Wen Ruo goes to find Jiang Yucheng, it won't interfere too much with the trajectory of this world, right?
"You don't understand."
Wen Ruo smiled and said, "Even if they are the same person, they are no longer the same person because of their different experiences."
What's more, she is not from another world.
Being able to survive in another world as a demon is already a stroke of luck. If I force myself to get involved too much with the people of this world, it will also attract the attention of the heavens of this world...
Wen Ruo didn't tell Jiang Xuxu too much about this world. Seeing that she was still looking at him, he couldn't help but pat her shoulder and explained in a serious manner,
"I love the father of the original world. Although he in this world is still him, he is not the one I love.
Although I often go to peek at Jiang Yucheng in this world, I don’t want to peek at him. Instead, I want to see Jiang Yucheng in the original world through him. Can you understand what I mean?
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