"Mu Xiaoxing...Mu Xiaoxing, your mother is here to take you home..."
These were the words she had longed for, but she felt nothing at the moment.
The voice was very gentle, completely different from what he remembered. This tone of voice was something he had only heard from his younger brother. It was something he longed for but could never reach.
Mu Xiaoxing shook his head and put aside all the unrealistic voices behind him. Fake is always fake. What's more, he no longer needs their company at the moment and is not as eager as he was at the beginning.
"Mu Xiaoxing... I'm your mother... Come home with me, I'll be behind you... Turn your head and look at me... Turn your head and let's go home... Child, I'm sorry..."
Her voice was filled with sobs and regret, but Mu Xiaoxing remained indifferent. Instead, she tightly grasped the Buddhist beads bracelet in her hand to calm herself down.
"Don't let those fake things make you lose yourself."
He didn't know what voices the girl heard, but he knew that they were all fake and were misleading.
The young man's deep voice rang in Mu Xiaoxing's ears, and Mu Xiaoxing became more clear-headed.
You can't let your emotions control your path, otherwise, you will be doomed.
Acting on emotions is a big taboo in military strategy.
"Mu Xiaoxing, what's wrong with you? Why are you hitting someone for no reason? I'm telling you, if you don't give me an explanation, you won't be able to eat today."
"What do you mean by others bullying you? Why do they bully you? Don't you know? Don't even think about eating today, you bitch. No one wants you. No wonder your family abandoned you. You're a petty thief and a troublemaker. Who wants you?"
It is obvious that I am the one being bullied, but no one believes that I am the victim, simply because I have no one to rely on and no one cares about me.
"Hurry up and apologize to me! Someone hit you, you must apologize to them, otherwise, don't even think about coming back today!"
She was beaten and bullied, but because she had no relatives around her, she had no choice but to do so. The victim became the perpetrator. After being beaten, she had to apologize to the person who beat her and beg for forgiveness.
...
Not only did he not respond to the soft approach, he also tried the hard approach and even used the self-torture trick. Mu Xiaoxing hated the person who was doing this behind my back so much that he wanted to kill him.
These memories may seem insignificant, but sometimes they are like shadows that accompany us for a lifetime and we can never let go of them.
"Don't be sad, those are all fake. If you keep nitpicking, you will only put yourself in a desperate situation. Why don't you let it go? The past is the past." The young man played according to the routine and guided Mu Xiaoxing out of the shadows.
"I'm fine, let's keep going, I'll just treat those words as bullshit!"
Mu Xiaoxing forced a smile, but there was loss in his eyes. How could he let go? These had become nightmares, his own nightmares.
"well."
The boy couldn't see Mu Xiaoxing's expression, so he could only sigh softly, not knowing whether it was sympathy or self-mockery.
"Don't look back. No matter what sound you hear or who calls you, don't look back. You must go all the way to the end, otherwise, there will be no turning back."
The young man pulled Mu Xiaoxing, and the strength in his hands was a little stronger than before, probably because he was afraid that Mu Xiaoxing would turn around and be taken away when he was not paying attention.
"Don't use so much force. I really didn't look back. Why are you so nervous? I, the person involved, am not worried, so why should you be worried?"
Mu Xiaoxing moved her arms and said to the boy helplessly that this man suddenly pulled her hard and scared her. She had never had such close contact with a man, except for that idiot Mu Chen.
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