Song Yuwei listened attentively to her finish speaking, "I don't know what your position is in this family, what you want to get from this family, or what you are planning, but all I know is that any decisions or choices I make have nothing to do with you."
You don't need to drag me into this. I can't possibly be the same kind of person as you. To be honest, I'm not as complicated as you think. It's just that you have a lot of prejudices and perceptions about me. I know that it's actually very difficult for you to get rid of these prejudices.
Many things are not like that; we can change them with ease. We should accept what we cannot change, even if it is difficult. You never need to prove anything.
As for the others, I think they're quite interesting too. After all, we live in the same family now, and we'll probably encounter many more problems in the future. If you're someone who wants to obtain these things, then you should work hard for them yourself, instead of constantly thinking about relying on others.
Because these are things you can't control, if you want to find someone to rely on, you should do it yourself.
Madam Jiang shook her head. "Why do you think I'm trying to curry favor? Maybe that's how it seems to you, but for me, it's just gaining a good friend. After all, you'll meet many people, and if there's someone you feel you can be a good friend to, then I should be that friend."
Instead of taking all of this as something to be overly eager to please, because there are many things in life that are beyond our control. Sometimes you might regret something you did, and you'll think about why you did it in the first place and why it led to this outcome.
But since it has already happened, we can't change it, or rather, we can only change our opinion of him. You may have a very bad opinion of him at this time, but if you change your opinion, he will mean nothing to you.
If you don't change your perspective, then at this moment it will make you very sad and heartbroken. There are even very complex things; if you change at this moment, everything will change. You're just waiting for this moment, unable to accept things you can't accept.
But actually, I'm just caught up in my own thoughts. I think life is meaningless. No matter what you do, no matter who becomes your good friend or has any relationship with you, it will all eventually vanish into nothingness. So don't worry about it so much.
After all, life is a very complex and diverse world. If you look at it carefully, you'll find that your world is actually quite interesting and fun. If you look at it from a pessimistic perspective, your world might actually be quite happy.
These are all things that can be multi-dimensional, but if you accept them, then they don't really matter to you.
Song Yuwei looked up at the night sky, "From the moment we are born, it seems that others are telling us how to live, what kind of person we should become, what is right and what is wrong, and these ideas can even influence all our actions throughout our lives."
All of this may be contained in these ideas, but I have actually discovered a pattern: these are just other people's opinions. If you can ignore other people's opinions, then you really don't need to think about these things.
It's all just a conflict of ideas. There's no other story. You see, if we agree with someone else's ideas, we might feel that doing so is right in the eyes of most people, but we won't feel happy because we know very well deep down that it's true.
Once we do this, we are no longer the person we imagine ourselves to be. We always have many demands and opinions about ourselves, or we care a lot about others, but in reality, this world has always only ever had one person: ourselves. You can't care about anyone else except yourself.
Because once you die, it means they all disappear too, even if they still exist in their own world. But once you die, they cease to exist in your world.
That's why I've always felt that none of this matters, because in the end it's all just a dream. All the struggles you have with others are ultimately just struggles with yourself.
There is no perfect solution or thing. We will always be dissatisfied with everything we do. Perhaps if we choose this, we will regret why we didn't choose that. If we had chosen that, we might have gained more than we have now.
The world will never lack intelligent people, but we still need to know: what does a person truly need in this life? You might say, "All I need is a bowl of rice or a glass of water." But all of that disappears the moment you eat or drink it; it only exists in that moment.
Perhaps we feel that our daily lives are very repetitive, and that all of this is just a lot of messy things. We never need to think about things that we can't change. Let's just pretend that none of this ever existed. After all, in the end, we will lose all our current memories and become someone we can't even imagine.
We often do a lot of random things to gain a so-called sense of satisfaction. We think that buying pretty clothes will make us happy, but in reality, we don't feel any happiness after we get them; that happiness only existed a long time ago.
I still remember that I was easily satisfied when I was a child. Maybe I won't be like that when I grow up, but in fact, I have never changed this mindset.
Everyone makes mistakes. There's no need to be too demanding of yourself, including now. Actually, when you open your eyes, you can see all the beautiful scenery right before you; you don't need to worry about things you can't imagine.
We always blame and complain about things we have control over, but in reality, we don't feel any happiness when we have control, because it's just a desire.
It's like wanting something a lot, but after buying it, you don't really feel anything special about it; you realize it's not as good as you imagined.
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