The man was very patient and listened to what she had to say.
"To be honest, I have to say you're a very eloquent person. There are many truths in what you say. Including what you said about the past, as long as I don't try to think about those things over and over again, they don't exist."
In general, I agree with it. For example, I also experienced some bad things a long time ago, but I forgot about them later. Even now, those things are very vague memories. I may not even remember the names of those people.
What happened between me and them? But as for your parents, I really can't forget them. After all, the trauma they caused me is irreparable, and it's something I've dreamed about again and again for many years.
A long time ago, I thought I could forget them, but now my company is doing exceptionally well, and I've made a lot of money. I'm a successful entrepreneur in this area. At that moment, a sense of imbalance arose in my heart. I thought to myself, my life has become like this, while they are so happy now.
I really don't understand why things have come to this. I don't understand why things turned out so differently when we were planning to do business together and start a business together. Maybe they were just lucky.
But if it weren't for me, they probably wouldn't even know how to make money from this skill. I remember a long time ago, I always hoped these things would bring me some income, but it wasn't until later that I realized...
The reason these things have brought me benefits is entirely because of them. Indeed, I know better than them how to run a company. When it comes to project management, I am no match for them. They are very capable, and can be said to be unmatched by others in many fields.
I admire their talent and envy their ability to have such talent and skills. But over time, some people in the company have said that they think I am a useless person, or that I am just a filler, and that my existence is purely dependent on them.
If they weren't here, I probably wouldn't be able to make any money at all. Then I thought, maybe that's really true. Without them, I really wouldn't be able to stay in this company, including making money. Without their projects, the company would have gone bankrupt long ago.
Indeed, if it weren't for them, my skills wouldn't have amounted to anything. For a long time afterward, I felt quite inferior, thinking that my abilities were not as good as theirs, and that I was not as good as them in many ways. After a while, they told me that they felt I had too much negative energy.
And sometimes it even bothers other people, which makes me learn to adjust. But I have tried to adjust, and I still can't let go of that inner turmoil. In my heart, I am indeed a very useless person who can only rely on them.
If it weren't for them, I would never have this position or the achievements I have now. I even wondered if everything I have is because of them. So, all I could do was tell them that I could no longer do business with them.
Because if I rely on them all the time, not only will I feel unbalanced and inadequate, but others will also think it's all because I'm incompetent. And although the employees in the company broke up with me because I'm a high-ranking executive...
They were quite respectful to me, but behind my back, no matter what they said about me, I always felt I couldn't ignore it. However, I could always hear certain words echoing in my ears. At that time, I always wanted to block out the outside world, but I am clearly a person with ears and eyes.
If I hadn't died, I would have heard all those gossips they were saying. Your parents heard them too, and I thought they would defend me, after all, I was their friend and their business partner.
We are all doing the same thing. No matter how others see it, I have also contributed. I can't say that everything was done by them and had nothing to do with me.
But instead of defending me as I had imagined, they told me not to mind, since people's mouths are the hardest thing to control in this world. People always like to gain a sense of moral superiority by belittling others, and this sense of moral superiority is very false, or rather, it doesn't exist at all.
This is because it only happens when a person is extremely empty inside. A person who is extremely empty inside will try to gain a sense of moral superiority by belittling others to fill their own void, because their world is very empty, even extremely boring.
They told me there was no need to bother with such people, but as time went on, I still remembered what they said. Later, for a long time, I even stayed at home and didn't go out.
I've had my doubts repeatedly. After all, I used to be such an outstanding person. In the eyes of students and teachers alike, I was a very hardworking and ambitious young person. But when I started working, many people felt that everything I had was only because I knew two very capable friends.
They felt that everything I achieved was not due to my own abilities, but only because of my reliance on them. This feeling made me very uncomfortable, and for a long time, I was plunged into deep self-doubt.
Until one day, my parents told me that they were sick, and that they had various illnesses that couldn't be cured even after spending a lot of money. I was unwilling to let them just wait to die.
I also hope they can get better. From then on, no matter how much I doubted or lacked confidence, I still chose to work and strive. Because my life requires money; without money, I will be unable to move an inch—that's just how things are in this world.
I simply cannot say that a person can live well in this world without a single penny, including supporting their parents. It's completely impossible, so I have no choice but to work.
My work life after that was incredibly unlucky. Every time I went to work in a new place, I would almost always encounter some particularly difficult clients. These people would always make things difficult for me, saying that my proposals were inadequate and my projects weren't good enough.
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