Song Yuwei shook his head. He had already figured it out. This person didn't really want to hurt others; he was just caught in a misconception. Most conflicts between people stem from this kind of misconception.
That's why all sorts of contradictions are sparked. Once we stop this kind of misconception, we'll see a completely different world.
"It's okay, the past is the past. As long as you don't think about it, it doesn't exist in this moment. As the saying goes, 'The mind arises from nowhere.' Once your mind is pure, nothing in this world can bother you."
In that moment when hatred is gone, did you also feel a sense of peace and tranquility within yourself, along with a faint joy? This joy can last as long as your mind is not disturbed by other things.
The man nodded. "You're right. When you told me I wouldn't do anything to you anymore, that feeling was really different. I shouldn't be thinking about so many messy things, and I shouldn't keep thinking about hatred and the past."
Those things are like yesterday's death, they shouldn't bother my refined self. Just like before, although I could live a very wealthy life every day, and even earn more money each month than many people could earn in their entire lives, I couldn't find inner peace and a quiet smile. I just kept blaming my parents for the pain they caused me.
What I can't let go of is the past, but I'm not happy at all now. Thinking about it now, it's really ridiculous. It's something that no longer exists, but I kept clinging to it. In the end, it was myself who was troubled, not anyone else. I only have this insight now because of your guidance. Without your words...
Perhaps after I see you today, I will do something even more terrifying. Even when I forced that woman to pretend to be an old lady to deceive you, I always felt insecure. I always felt that my approach to her was not good enough. The reason why she was so loyal to me and did so many things for me was not because I was so good or because of what she had to offer to make her loyal to me.
It was because I exploited her weakness. But now that I think about it, I didn't need to do that at all. Instead, I should have helped others with their weaknesses instead of taking advantage of them. This feeling doesn't bring me any joy or happiness; instead, it gives me a deep sense of guilt.
And this guilt only intensifies over time. The guilt I feel towards others causes me headaches day and night; I haven't been able to sleep for days, which is why I decided to come see you today.
I was really curious about what kind of person you are. Are you like your parents, or even better than them, or even worse than them? But the truth is, I completely underestimated you. You are much better than your parents.
And you are even more peaceful and kinder than them. You gave me a feeling I've never had before. I hope you can do what you want to do, and carry it forward, doing it better and better. Keep going! In you, I see unprecedented hope, and I believe that hope will continue.
Song Yuwei took a deep breath and looked at him. "Do you know why you feel guilty, or rather, why you're in such a painful situation that you haven't been able to sleep for days? It's because you're doing things you're not good at and don't like that brings you those bad feelings."
You won't feel this way if you're really doing the things you imagine you enjoy doing. The joy a person experiences when doing what they want to do is unparalleled by anything else.
So, it's not as malicious as you imagine. Otherwise, you wouldn't have decided to be a good person now. A truly bad person never regrets the bad things they've done, nor do they ever have any desire to do good.
Once you have these two thoughts, the first proves that you are just trapped in your own mental dilemma, and you are blinded by this dilemma. You think you are the fake person you imagine yourself to be, but in reality you are not. You are just confused for a moment.
Secondly, it proves that you are actually very kind-hearted. Otherwise, you wouldn't want to help others and experience that wonderful feeling. You also said that you were someone who really wanted others to be well during your student days, and the joy that feeling brought you is something that nothing else can compare to.
So when you receive feedback from what you want to do, you'll know what kind of person you are. A good person always receives positive feedback from the good things they do. Just do what you want to do. I'm also very grateful for your blessings, and I extend those blessings to you as well.
I only hope that there will be fewer disputes and struggles in this world caused by misconceptions in thinking. Those are completely unnecessary and have far too many messy negative impacts on humanity. If everyone could be a little more clear-headed, perhaps these negative impacts could be reduced by more than half.
So the reason you were able to come to your senses is because you are this kind of person at heart. If a person is too obsessed, no matter what others say, or even if they write a book for him, he may not be able to understand whether he should do this or not. He will only think that this is something he has to do.
The reason for doing this is because he is trapped in the emotion of hating others in his mind. Once he has this emotion, he will have a vengeful mentality or a dislike for others. These two thoughts will make him constantly attack others. However, the damage that this attack brings to you is far more serious than the damage to others, because anything you do to others will eventually come back to you.
Even the unhappiness you experience while doing it, and the subsequent consequences that follow, are intertwined. This will further diminish your initial pleasure, replaced by a continuous cycle of pain. Your brain won't let you off the hook; it will keep repeating itself endlessly.
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