After being rescued, Fu Guang, who used to recover in just one day even if his heart was pierced, took three whole days to barely escape danger.
When he finally opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was a pair of scarlet eyes, filled with suppressed pain and overwhelming hatred, as if they wanted to destroy everything.
The little girl hugged him tightly, her tears soaking her clothes, but she didn't make a sound.
In that instant, Fu Guang felt utterly powerless.
He tried everything to heal his little goddess, but she could only grasp his hand to escape hell; her soul remained trapped in that abyss. The moment he was gone, she would plummet back down!
The little goddess relied on his companionship, but he could no longer walk with her.
Does he want to watch his precious child go completely insane and fall into eternal hell because of his departure?
Chang Le hugged the person who had finally come back to life tightly, ignoring Fu Guang's complicated gaze, and stubbornly held onto the warm sun.
As Fu Guang slowly recovered, he deliberately intensified his efforts to cultivate Chang Le's independence, even intentionally sending her to the side of Wolf Lord Lu Yanhuai. However, although Lele seemed to have recovered and grown up well, she would often wake up in the middle of the night and then cling to him and not let go.
Fu Guang taught her that she would have to walk alone in the future, and that upholding the kindness in her heart was the only way to leave herself a chance for survival.
Ke Changle countered with:
"Why do they want to kill you, Fuguang, when you're such a good person?"
Fu Guang remained silent in rebuttal.
He also wanted to ask why his precious child, who was so good, was not treated well.
If he could, wouldn't he also want to let his precious child act as he pleases, killing whomever he wants?
But such a person is one whose true nature is blinded by desire, a monster devoid of humanity, a mindless, walking corpse. One day, they will be attacked by the masses, leading to a tragic end.
This is not what he wanted.
He wanted to live a happy and peaceful life, to know how to love and protect, and to have someone who loves and protects him. To be treated kindly, to be praised, and to walk alongside others.
Therefore, even if Chang Le harbors resentment towards the world, Fu Guang can only teach her to protect herself and not be bound by evil thoughts.
The trauma leaves a deep imprint, and the light of life is the last restraint to suppress evil thoughts and nurture good thoughts.
But Chang Le was still in shock and stubborn at that time.
She was not afraid of being seen as a monster by the world in the future, but she was afraid of losing Fu Guang. She conveyed her dependence to Fu Guang and only showed him her obsessive side; but Fu Guang comforted her obsession and asked her to plan for her future.
The feeling of being pushed away terrified Chang Le, and the two had a disagreement. When Chang Le was twelve years old, he was sent away to be thousands of miles away.
...
"Yes, what he's saying is all high-sounding nonsense! Only by taking control of your own life and death, your own destiny, the destiny of others, and the destiny of the world, can you truly keep what you want!"
Wei An circled around the pensive Chang Le, tentatively offering him the knife in her hand: "You're not afraid of becoming a monster, nor are you afraid of becoming an evil person, you're only afraid of losing him, aren't you?"
Chang Le stared blankly at the knife, slowly raising his hand and moving closer to it.
One hand grabbed her wrist, stopping her from moving.
The white-haired man came to her side, his golden eyes, so similar to Fu Guang's, bringing her peace: "Lele, listen to the voice in your heart. It understands Fu Guang's worries. You don't want to become a monster who has lost yourself."
Wei An's face contorted with rage as she shrieked, "You, who chose to obey, have lost him! Shen Fuguang abandoned you, he's dead—"
It was like a bolt from the blue.
She saw that when she was twelve years old, the Qin and Ying families led the coercion, and Fu Guang used her as a hostage to push her away from the Ninth District.
On the night before his departure, Fu Guang put himself into a deep sleep, reinforcing the second seal and sealing away the past he vaguely glimpsed in his dreams, along with the memory of killing two groups of remnants of soldiers in the wasteland.
It was as if the evil thoughts that had driven her to madness had been sealed away, allowing her to leave with resentment towards him, heading towards a new world.
The heart, wavering between good and evil, is tormented.
On one hand, the calm, dignified, and perfect young lady brings peace of mind; on the other hand, darkness gradually emerges as she struggles in the shadows.
Finally, at the moment the news of his fall and death arrived, it all erupted.
The madman rolls around in the pale world, crying and laughing; Wei An's hoarse and insane voice stirs up evil thoughts; Ye Buqi tentatively seeks to possess the woman while trying to soothe her; and the young lady contemplates her creation in a place far from the noise.
Chang Le, located in the center, was filled with noisy and chaotic sounds.
She covered her ears, but the noise was still driving her to the brink of collapse.
What is good, and what is evil?
What does she want? What does Fuguang hope for?
Who exactly is she, and who is she going to become?
The world is like a giant, noisy arena, not allowing her to quietly pour out her pain.
Even the pale and desolate world in her heart has undergone a crazy transformation.
She had nowhere else to go.
Harboring a so-called good heart and an uneasy evil, on the night of Hua Anning's coming-of-age ceremony, she chose another path.
But it didn't go as planned.
Even Fu Guang was pained by her suffering, unable to resolve her struggles, and chose to perish completely with her.
But in the very end, that reverse scale still protected her last breath, and she did not die.
Everything, everything, has returned to the starting point.
This time, it's still a struggle and a choice.
...
Why sit alone in the stands, performing a solo act? The world woven from lies is a cage; only by tearing down the cage and killing all those who cause trouble can you find the real world!
Wei An said so.
"The road ahead is not stained with blood. Kulai, Bai Xie... Luo Xuan, Xue Wuwang, Lu Yanhuai... Hua Anning, Lu Jinan... those who love you are with you, waiting for you to walk side by side toward the bright future."
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