Chapter 52 Her boyfriend slapped a spoiled brat to death (15)

She was too gentle to him.

Xue Yan felt more and more self-loathing. He buried his head in her neck, her scent lingering around his nose. His voice trembled slightly, "Yaoyao, I'm not good at all. You love me so much, but I always make you worry. I know I shouldn't be jealous of the child, but I can't help it..."

Bai Yao gently touched his head. The black hair felt very soft, which softened her heart. "Xue Yan, in..." In my heart, no one in this world can compare to you."

His voice was muffled, "Does it include the children?"

Bai Yao laughed out loud: "Of course it includes the children, you will always be the most important person in my heart."

Xue Yan raised his face slightly, rubbed her cheek gently, and kissed her affectionately. No matter whether Bai Yao's words were to comfort him, as long as he could get these words from her, he should feel satisfied.

But Bai Yao is not so easily satisfied.

She held his face in her hands. In the darkness, she couldn't see his color, but she knew he could see her clearly, so her gentle expression was serious. "I was planning to have a good chat with you after work today. It's my fault for not noticing your fear and worry, so let's seize the time and have a good chat now."

Bai Yao said, "Sit still and don't lean forward."

Xue Yan sat up straight obediently. It was a pity that she couldn't see him sitting upright in the dark, otherwise she would have praised him.

Bai Yao held his hand, "Let me make it clear first, whether I have a child or not, you are undoubtedly the one I love the most. Of course, I don't deny that I will love the child well after it is born, but there is only one reason why I will love him, because he is your child and mine, I love you, so I will love him."

Xue Yan looked down at Bai Yao holding his hand, and he remained silent.

Bai Yao said again: "To be honest, I didn't expect that I would be pregnant, I thought there would be no children between us."

She used to think that they had reproductive isolation, so they could play as much as they wanted, but Xue Yan's situation was completely more complicated than she had thought before.

Bai Yao said: "This child is not only mine, but also yours. So whether to go or stay, we should discuss it together and then make a decision. Do you want me to give birth to this child?"

Hearing this question, Xue Yan looked up at her blankly, "Yaoyao?"

He was not sure, because he was not confident, so he did not dare to believe it.

But Bai Yao affirmed his idea, "Although I have never been a mother, I think responsible parents should ensure that their children are born with love and expectation. If you are not ready to be a father, we still have a chance to choose."

Xue Yan: "But, but he is also Yaoyao's child..."

Bai Yao sighed, she raised her hand and touched his slightly cold face, her fingertips were stained with the wet marks at the corners of his eyes, she said slowly: "Xue Yan, why do you think a fertilized egg that has not yet taken shape in my belly is more important than you?"

Xue Yan seemed to have fallen into the most confused and helpless state of his life at this moment. His mind was blank, he forgot the language, forgot his heartbeat, and forgot to breathe.

He never knew that one day he would be unconditionally favored to the extreme by someone, a favor that surpassed family affection and love, as if the deepest bond in the world was not enough to describe her preference for him.

Perhaps from an objective point of view, her unconditional indulgence and tolerance of him could have long been described as "blind".

When he was young, he was just a disgusting reptile hiding in a dark corner, scrambling to stuff any garbage thrown by humans into his stomach.

Now he still can't change the habit of hiding in a dark corner.

Even he himself feels that he should be hated by others, but now she is shrinking in this small dark space with him, gently stroking his cheek.

When he turned into a snake, didn't she dislike his cold and hard skin?

When he couldn't help but secretly go to the yard to catch mice, and ran back dirty to ask her for a hug, didn't she hate the smell of him dirtying her clothes?

Every time he wanted to exchange his smell with her without satisfaction, didn't she... hate that his self-control was not even as good as a child's, and he would only stick to her and bother her every day?

She said - he was the most important person to her, even a child couldn't compare to him.

Bai Yao raised her head and gently kissed the corner of his lips, "Xue Yan, I love you."

His eyelashes covered with mist trembled slightly, and his black eyes were misty and blurred.

Although he was sure that he was the only one who could not be replaced by the important person, he still couldn't laugh. Instead, his whole body became heavy with the inexplicable dirt.

It turned out that he could also get such persistent love.

In the darkness, Bai Yao heard the man's trembling voice:

"Yaoyao, I, I can't sit properly... Can I... Can I bend down to hug you?"

Bai Yao smiled, "Yes."

Then, she was hugged into his arms. It was a very tight hug. If it were normal, she would definitely slap his head away and ask him bluntly if he wanted to strangle her.

But now she said nothing, just cooperated and pressed close to his arms, listening to his irregular heartbeat at ease.

His emotions were out of control, and his tail came out unconsciously. There was not enough space in the cabinet, so his tail squeezed open the cabinet door, and a faint light slipped into this dark and narrow space.

Bai Yao's white snake tail, which was considered terrifying by ordinary people, was tightly wrapped around it. She reached out her hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with her fingertips, and as always, she handed the choice to him, "Xue Yan, do you want this child?"

Xue Yan's eyes trembled slightly, and he met the girl's gaze.

Her beautiful eyes reflected his pale and timid face, and her eyes were so warm that he suddenly had endless courage.

Xue Yan rubbed her hand, "Yaoyao, I want him."

Because it was his and Yaoyao's child, he was willing to try hard to love him.

Bai Yao deliberately asked him: "Are you ready to take on the responsibility of being a father?"

He nodded, "I will study hard."

Bai Yao: "Then you can't take him to catch mice in the future."

He said: "Okay, I won't take him to catch mice."

Bai Yao: "As a father, I have to give my child pocket money. Are you willing to do that?"

Xue Yan pursed his lips and said, "I can give him one dollar."

His pocket money was only ten dollars a week, and he was willing to give him one-tenth of it. This is truly a father's love as high as a mountain.