Chapter 99 Lu Sheng Extra (Part 2)
It's ridiculous to say that Chen Shuo is a policeman who represents justice, but because of this uneasiness, he has been alone all these years, without friends, without a lover, and even refuses to have a partner.
Colleagues say that he is a proud lone wolf who doesn't need a partner to hold him back. He never attends dinner parties or other group activities. Because he doesn't fit in, he has gradually become an excluded existence in the circle of colleagues.
Chen Shuo knows that Chen Yan's disappearance does not mean the end. As long as he doesn't find her, he will live in fear forever.
If he wants to have a normal life, he must find Chen Yan. If Chen Yan is still alive, he will see her in person. If Chen Yan is dead, he will see her body.
Otherwise, nothing will end.
Chen Shuo was silent for a long time, then said, "I found the file of a doctor named Song who was murdered 20 years ago. He tricked women into giving birth to his offspring in an attempt to replace his own failing organs with the organs of his blood-related offspring."
Chen Shuo paused, then continued, "At the time, he also lived in Yuhua Society and was her neighbor. The investigators dug up the bodies of four children in her yard. I never thought that my leaving would make her so heartbroken."
Lu Sheng took out a handful of strawberry-flavored gummy candies from his pocket, tore open the package, and stuffed the candies into his mouth. He looked like he was watching a show, as if he was staying out of it. Maybe if Chen Shuo said something good, he would even applaud.
Chen Shuo raised his eyes and looked at Lu Sheng quietly for a long time, probably looking for whether there was a shadow similar to Chen Yan on Lu Sheng's face. Fortunately, Lu Sheng did not look like Chen Yan.
But the guilt in his heart did not lessen at all. He said: "I'm sorry."
If he had not left as a coward, perhaps the next things would not have happened, and the four children would not have been buried in the soil like garbage.
Chen Shuo sat on the bench with a gloomy figure. He did not have the strength to straighten his back, nor could he find any reason to stimulate his desire to survive. He raised his hand to support his forehead, sighed, and said slowly: "If you want, you can do it anytime."
Lu Sheng asked: "What did you do with the gift I gave you?"
Chen Shuo did not answer.
The sound of the bus arriving at the station came from not far away.
Chen Shuo did not wait for death, but instead waited for the sound of the boy's footsteps running away.
Lu Sheng: "Yaoyao!"
Bai Yao was hugged tightly by Lu Sheng as soon as she got off the bus. She raised her hands and pushed his face away with disgust, "You are going to strangle me to death!"
Lu Sheng was like a big golden retriever. Even though his master didn't want him to rub against her, he still had to rub against her, and said exaggeratedly: "Yaoyao, I miss you so much."
Every day when Bai Yao came back from school, he would say this a few times, and he didn't feel tired of saying it even if it was really a pity.
She saw Chen Shuo sitting on the bench at a glance, "Why is he here?"
Lu Sheng said: "I don't know."
When Bai Yao saw Chen Shuo, she would think of Chen Yan. She grabbed Lu Sheng's hand and walked back, "Let's go home. I brought your favorite KFC duck today."
Lu Sheng's eyes lit up, "Yaoyao, you are so nice!"
At this moment, the afterglow of the setting sun disappeared and the night had risen.
Chen Shuo watched the backs of the young couple disappear. He sat for a long time, and realized belatedly that Lu Sheng did not seem to intend to kill him. He couldn't help but feel more and more frustrated.
He had failed so much as a person that even ghosts thought his life was worthless.
Chen Shuo scratched his hair, slowly got up, walked to the side of the road, and got into his car.
There were not many cars on the road, and the street lights were very dim, just like his life.
Lu Sheng had just asked him what he did with the gift, but Chen Shuo did not answer because he could not say it.
In fear and panic, he buried the box in the ground.
In the past twenty years, he has not had a good sleep. He originally thought that if he killed his nightmare with his own hands, he would no longer need to take sleeping pills, but could rely on closing his eyes to sleep comfortably, but he still could not sleep.
His nightmare is still there.
He is a coward and will never be able to defeat that nightmare. Perhaps this is God telling him that he, a rotten man, is not qualified to live in this world.
Chen Shuo's hands gripped the steering wheel tighter and tighter, his feet pressed deeper and deeper on the accelerator, he stared straight at the bend on the mountain road ahead, the self-destructive tendency in his eyes reached its peak. It
wasn't until the phone rang continuously for a long time that he regained some consciousness.
The car stopped by the roadside, and his empty eyes gradually became focused. After a long while, he picked up the phone, and a hoarse voice rang, "Who is this?"
An excited voice came from the other end, "Officer Chen!!!"
Chen Shuo glanced at the contact on the phone screen, "It turned out to be Miss He."
He Cai: "I'm in trouble now and I need your help!"
He smiled, "Really?"
He Cai was a little Angry, "I said I was in trouble, what are you laughing at?"
Chen Shuo: "I just didn't expect that there are still people in this world who remember me."
He Cai was too lazy to talk so much nonsense with him, "I remember your license plate number, were you racing on the road just now? Come back and save me, I'll be waiting for you on the roadside!"
To be honest, He Cai's personality is not very good, she has a temper like a little girl, and she doesn't know how to be polite when asking for help.
But He Cai never finds problems in herself. Instead of wasting herself, she would rather criticize others for having no vision.
Dongfangxuan fixed his broken luxury car but still couldn't fix it. He walked to the impatient Hecai and said, "I've already called. The people from the repair company will be here soon."
Hecai glared at Dongfangxuan and said, "If you hadn't dragged me to the villa to play, I wouldn't have come out! Now the car is broken, and there's no place to go here. It's a pity to be with you!"
Hecai stomped her feet in anger and said, "Dongfangxuan, I want to go with you. Cancel the engagement!"
Dongfang Xuan used to say this, but now it was He Cai who said it. Dongfang Xuan felt particularly upset. "Don't say such angry words. Can you just cancel something as important as an engagement?"
He Cai sneered. "It's because she's gone. If she were still here, you would have been eager to cancel the engagement with me."
Dongfang Xuan: "I've already said that I don't have any feelings for Su Youyou. Why do you have to mention her?"
He Cai: "Did I mention Su Youyou? Wasn't it you who mentioned her name?"
Dongfang Xuan said to He Cai. He softened his attitude and tried to coax her again, but a black car drove by.
The window was lowered, and a young man with a world-weary face looked at He Cai lazily and said with a smile: "The trouble you are talking about is a quarrel with your boyfriend?"