Chapter 83 How painful it must be for his Ah Ci!
Fu Ci was like a prisoner quietly waiting for his verdict. For a moment, the only sounds in the exquisite and elegant room were the rapid beating of his own heart and the rustling sound of the trees outside the window.
He lowered his eyes for a few moments, and his gaze unexpectedly met Lu Shiyan's dark pupils. His brows furrowed, and his expression was complicated and difficult to read. He thought his brother would be angry, upset, and blame him, but he didn't.
Fu Ci became increasingly flustered. He would rather his brother beat him, scold him, and lecture him than be so calm. He knelt down and took two steps forward, his bony fingertips lightly touching Lu Shiyan's straight, slender thigh. Seeing that his brother didn't object, he boldly leaned his head against him affectionately, his eyes red as he said, "Brother, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lie to you about losing my memory."
The hot wetness on his knees made Lu Shiyan's heart collapse. He suppressed the chaotic thoughts surging in his heart and said in a light tone, like a sigh, "Aci, do you know what I want to hear?"
"What on earth have you been through in these three years?"
"Has your grandfather been controlling you all this time? That's why you don't dare to contact me and the Lu family, and pretend not to know me?"
Fu Ci suddenly lost his voice, and for a moment, thousands of words were stuck in his throat. It turned out that his brother had already noticed something, but he still thought that he had concealed it well and could protect him and his brother before he became more powerful and eliminated Fu Yuan.
He raised his red eyes, the tip of his nose was also red, and looking pitiful, he said in a trembling voice: "Brother, I am not pretending, I really have lost my memory."
"It's just that your name is like it's been engraved in my bones and blood. I've forgotten everything, and it's been filled with new memories, but I still remember that I have someone I love deeply. His name is Lu Shiyan."
Lu Shiyan stared at his serious eyes, his palms gradually closed, his face was stunned for a moment, as if he was digesting Fu Ci's sudden and contradictory words.
Fu Ci knew that Lu Shiyan might find it difficult to accept it for a while, so he stood up and slowly took off his white bathrobe. The deep imprint left by hundreds of electric shocks to reshape his memory over the past three years came into Lu Shiyan's eyes.
Lu Shiyan's eyes moistened, and a faint red quickly stained the corners of his eyes. He gently stroked the scars on Fu Ci's body with trembling hands. His heart ached dully, and his entire soul seemed to be torn to pieces. He asked anxiously in a hoarse voice, "How did this happen?"
"He had someone beat you up?" Tears trickled down her cheeks as she spoke. "How dare he?"
"How could he do this?"
Fu Ci was brought into the Lu family for ten years. Although Lu Shiyan disliked him and bullied him, the Lu family and Lu Yanzhou had never treated him unfairly. But he had only been brought back to the Fu family for a short three years, and he had so many scars on his body?
How painful it must be for his Ah Ci!
Especially when seeing the newest scabbed wound on the thigh, the three words "Lu Shiyan" were truly shocking.
Lu Shiyan's heart tightened, and for a moment he felt so painful that he couldn't breathe. Tears welled up in his eyes, leaving behind a wet and cool tear mark. "Aren't you his only grandson?"
Fu Ci gently wiped the tears from his face, but the more he wiped, the more tears appeared. He held Lu Shiyan's tear-soaked cheeks and kissed away the tears one by one. "I am his only grandson, but I am also proof that he has failed to control his son."
"So he was eager to control me to fill the psychological barrier that had become perverted and crazy because of my father's resistance."
"He was the one who caused the car accident that turned me into a fool when I was a kid. My father fled the Fu family and changed his name, hoping to live a simple and free life. Then he met my mother who had fled to South City because of a broken heart."
"Not long after I was born, Fu Yuan got the news and personally brought people to capture my father. As a result, a serious car accident occurred, and my father died on the spot while trying to save my mother and me."
"Fu Yuan's legs are crippled."
"So my mother never revealed my father's identity until her death, and instead entrusted me to Uncle Lu."
"Three years ago, Fu Yuan rescued me from the sea and brought me back to the Fu family. After losing his father and becoming disabled, he went completely crazy. He wanted to completely control me and prevent me from escaping the Fu family like my father and rebelling against his dictatorship. So, Nan Feng began his plan to transform me."
"For the past three years, I've been in the treatment room of the Fu family's old house. There, they have the world's most advanced equipment and professionals, constantly tampering with my memory, erasing it and then resetting it."
"Day after day, until I completely became the puppet he wanted."
The Fu family is a cage tailor-made for him by Fu Yuan. He is the only puppet inside who has no consciousness and memory of his own and can only obey his orders.
"Every time I resisted, I was subjected to more intense and painful electric shock treatments. The wounds on my body were caused by the machines, and some were caused by scratching myself because I couldn't bear it anymore."
"I don't want to forget you, brother, so I can only secretly carve your name on my thigh. Every night when everyone is asleep, even if my mind is blank, I will stroke your name over and over again under the quilt until it is engraved into my bones and I can never forget it."
In the past three years, he has undergone hundreds of memory erasures and resets. Sometimes he is completely dazed and confused. The memories of the past are like shackles. Every time he thinks he is about to collapse and forget everyone including his brother, the shackles will open again, and the memories of death will come flooding back.
This cycle repeats itself over and over again. Not only his body, but also his soul suffers every day as if he is living in hell.
Lu Shiyan had already burst into tears and turned into a tearful person. He couldn't imagine how Fu Ci had survived the extremely painful and cold torture and walked in front of him again?
Fu Ci held Lu Shiyan's trembling body tightly in his arms and gently kissed his sobbing lips. "Brother, I'm sorry I didn't recognize you the first time, because at that time I only remembered that I had a brother, and his name was Lu Shiyan."
"I love him so much!"
Lu Shiyan's heart felt like it was pierced by thousands of arrows, and he felt a sharp pain. He responded deeply to Fu Ci's passionate and affectionate kiss, his voice hoarse but firm, "Ah Ci, I love you very much too!"
It was still very late at night, and the hot lips kissed every scar again and again. The wounds that were once so painful were miraculously healed by the tender affection, and the heart-piercing pain could no longer be felt.
The Fu family manor was shrouded in darkness late at night, and the main courtyard became even quieter and more secluded. Fu Yuan was once again trapped in a nightmare, with beads of sweat appearing on his forehead. The speeding car made a sharp roar mixed with violent collision sounds.
Fu Lingyuan's blood-stained and resolute face suddenly appeared in front of him, and there was an extreme cold disgust towards him in his eyes.
Finally, the explosion and the choking smoke that shot up into the sky, along with the screams and cries of women and children, penetrated into the ears.
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