Chapter 64 If you don’t want my love, then taste my pain
Her slightly cool fingertips gently unbuttoned Lu Shiyan's black silk pajamas, and her scarlet peach blossom eyes were full of morbid paranoia, "Brother, isn't it good for us to be together like this?"
"We are so compatible and well-matched, and you don't have to suppress yourself to get the ultimate happiness, but why did you break up with me?"
"Are the wild men out there so good?" His pupils constricted, and he leaned over and bit hard on the glaring red mark until deep teeth marks were left. Only then did he let go with satisfaction.
In the darkness, Fu Ci's low, hoarse voice seemed to be cut off, and every word was filled with unbearable pain and fragility. "You said play?"
"It doesn't matter. As long as you are happy and you need it, I can play with you for the rest of your life."
"Are you tired of talking?"
"It doesn't matter. If you don't like a well-behaved and obedient little fool, I can pretend to be anything you like."
"But how could you be so cruel as to leave me for some wild man out there?" His slightly cool fingertips caressed his fair, warm skin, his voice cold and surly, with a hint of resentment, "Brother, do you know?"
"Mom said I had to cling to my brother's thighs so that I could stay in the Lu family. Even if my brother was angry, I had to endure it. But my brother hated me and let his friends bully me."
"But it doesn't matter. As long as my brother is happy bullying me, I will always be a well-behaved and obedient little fool beside him, completely satisfied."
"But brother, you shouldn't have condescended to provoke me and not want me anymore."
"That would drive me crazy."
Fu Ci narrowed his eyes slightly, a sinister smile curling up at the corner of his lips, "Originally, I had already put the medicine away, but brother wouldn't listen."
"So I can only use this method to make you remember everything bit by bit, how much better I am than those wild men out there, how much more powerful I am, and how much I can make you feel good."
Lu Shiyan's hands, hidden under the quilt, tightly grasped the bed sheet, his breathing almost stagnated. It turned out that Fu Ci had really given him sleeping pills.
Originally, he was just suspicious. He was busy with work and seldom ate at home. The family was always together on weekdays. However, there was a chance that drugs might have been added to the milk that was delivered frequently half a year ago.
Lu Shiyan's whole body was surrounded by coldness, which spread from his heart to his limbs, so in the past six months, Fu Ci not only drugged him but also kept climbing into bed with him.
Feeling the skillful teasing of his fingertips, Lu Shiyan's body suddenly stiffened, and those charming yet shameful erotic dreams suddenly flashed through his mind, so those were not dreams, they all happened in reality.
Does Fu Ci know that this is illegal?
Is he crazy?
The image of Fu Ci torturing him in his nightmare suddenly flashed before his eyes. He suddenly opened his eyes, grabbed Fu Ci's hand that was reaching for the edge of his pajamas, and breathed heavily.
Fu Ci's dazed expression suddenly cleared up, and he looked at Lu Shiyan in surprise, who was looking at him with complicated and indecipherable eyes. "Oh no, my brother has discovered my little secret."
There wasn't a trace of guilt in his eyes, only the annoyance of being discovered by Lu Shiyan.
Lu Shiyan used all his strength to kick Fu Ci off the bed. His eyes, as cold as black jade, glared at him in astonishment. Disappointment and resentment surged like a flood, almost destroying him instantly. "Fu Ci, are you crazy?"
"How could you do such a thing?"
Fu Ci knelt in front of the bed, his passionate and seductive peach blossom eyes filled with clarity and innocence, "Brother, what's going on?"
"I just wanted to sleep with you, so I used some tricks. Is that wrong?" Then she said with some regret: "If you don't like it, I won't use it anymore."
Lu Shiyan's cold eyes shot straight at him, directly exposing his disguise, "Fu Ci, you don't have to pretend in front of me anymore!"
"I saw the surveillance footage of the Shen family's birthday party that night. You're not stupid at all."
"You keep acting like a fool just to soften my heart and get close to me, right?"
The clarity and innocence in Fu Ci's eyes instantly turned into a dark, deep, sharp light. "Since my brother has discovered me, I won't pretend anymore."
"The blood clot in my head disappeared two years ago, and I've been slowly regaining consciousness since then."
"It's just because my brother likes to bully that simple and clingy little fool, so I have always been just a little fool."
His bony fingers grasped Lu Shiyan's exposed white, slender ankles. His movements were bold yet cautious. His eyes were deep as he said, "But brother, aren't you tired of talking about it? Don't you think it's boring?"
"It just so happens that I have recovered, so we can continue to be together."
Lu Shiyan used his other foot to kick away Fu Ci's increasingly restless hand, but he was caught by him. He immediately became angry and asked, "Who wants to be with you?"
"You drugged me and climbed into bed with me, and then did something outrageous like that after I fell asleep. Do you think I'll still be with you?"
"Do you know that your bad behavior is a crime?"
Fu Ci frowned, looking at him with a sad and lingering look, "How can it be a crime?"
"My brother likes it too, doesn't he?"
"What difference does it make whether one is asleep or awake?"
Hearing this, Lu Shiyan froze in place, his face full of disbelief.
He originally thought that Ji Lin had returned to England and would no longer have any contact with Fu Ci. He was still glad that the plot might have changed, and Fu Ci would always be his obedient and clingy little fool.
But no one expected that Fu Ci had been pretending all along. He had been a little fool for so many years, and in fact, his mind had been twisted by the bullying over and over again.
So the Fu Ci standing in front of him now is the Fu Ci who has regained his sanity and is no longer stupid. He is also the Fu Ci who has turned evil in the nightmare and become a perverted and crazy Fu Ci who is vindictive and will never let go of anything.
His heart ached dully for no reason. The little fool was gone, and the thing he feared most had happened.
A trace of fear and uneasiness welled up in Lu Shiyan's cold eyes. He wanted to break free from Fu Ci's grip, but he was grabbed by his ankle and dragged in front of him.
Fu Ci looked down at him, his eyes full of paranoia and obsession, and slowly leaned closer with his thin lips, "Brother, why are you running?"
"Am I that scary?"
"Don't worry, brother. How could I bear to scare you?"
"As long as you behave yourself, Aci will love you as well as before."
Lu Shiyan pursed his lips tightly, his whole body trembling uncontrollably. It was the fear deep in his heart and the body's instinctive warning when facing danger.
His pupils sank slightly, and he said stubbornly, "Who wants your love?"
"Fu Ci, just give up on this idea. No matter what happened before, there's no chance for us now."
Hearing Lu Shiyan's decisive words, the fierceness in Fu Ci's eyes did not disappear. He gently stroked the corners of his red eyes, and his low voice was wrapped in a hint of chill, echoing slowly in the quiet room.
"Since you don't want my love, then taste my pain!"
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