Chapter 55 Brother, I will be good and keep it a secret
Fu Ci's slightly upturned peach blossom eyes were passionate and alluring, especially now that there was still a hint of red in his eyes from the passion. A closer look revealed a sinister emotion hidden deep within them, similar to madness and paranoia.
This look was so familiar and so terrifying to Lu Shiyan, it instantly overlapped with the ferocious look that tightly wrapped around him every time he had a nightmare.
Lu Shiyan felt as if something had hit his heart hard, and his breathing stopped at that moment. The old man's look of disappointment just now made him regain his rationality in an instant.
The old man was right, he was really ridiculous. Not only did he allow Fu Ci to act recklessly, but he also allowed himself to indulge in uncontrollable lust.
If he hadn't come back, Lu Shiyan couldn't imagine how addicted he would have become to it.
Such a situation of losing control and being irreversible is a terrible thing for me who has always been strict with myself and restrained and tolerant.
Lu Shiyan tried hard to calm his confused mind and stretched out his hand to hold Fu Ci's arms, even though his scent was still there a second ago.
His lips trembled, and he uttered a few words with an unsteady breath, "Fu Ci, you are a little fool who knows nothing, but I am not. I can't allow myself to indulge in this relationship that should not have existed and forget everything else."
"So our business can only be kept secret."
He didn't look at the red corners of Fu Ci's eyes. When he thought of Fu Ci's paranoid and sinister look just now, his tone became stern, and every word he said was particularly heavy. "If you can't do it, then let's... forget it."
He is the youngest and most outstanding heir of the Lu family. He has the responsibility and mission of the entire Lu family on his shoulders, and he cannot allow even the slightest stain to appear on himself.
The fact that he likes men is already bizarre enough, let alone having such an intimate relationship with his nominal younger brother?
Lu Shiyan couldn't believe it. If his grandparents, who had always been law-abiding, self-disciplined and regarded family rules as a family tradition, knew about this, how could they bear it?
He couldn't blindly and foolishly gamble everything, so he would rather kill this budding relationship wrapped in taboos in the cradle, pull back from the brink, and cut losses in time, rather than lose control and become insane in this relationship, and finally hurt the people closest to him.
But Fu Ci didn't understand all this. He only knew that when he heard Lu Shiyan say forget it himself, his heart felt like it was being tightly grasped by an ice-cold hand, causing a sharp and dull pain.
He had just started dating his brother, and hadn't shown him the love he had shown over the years, and hadn't loved him properly. How could he just let it go?
For a long time, Fu Ci had been hiding under his foolish and naive appearance, but the endless sinister paranoia and bloodthirsty rage he had accumulated seemed to be about to burst out at the next moment and could no longer be suppressed.
Fu Ci's hands hanging at his sides were clenched into fists, and veins on the back of his hands bulged. He was trying hard but restraining himself, and dark clouds rolled in his drooping peach blossom eyes, broken ice and mist fluttered around. Even though he was heartbroken to the point of being unable to breathe, he kept telling himself over and over again not to scare his brother, otherwise his brother would not want him anymore.
He raised his scarlet eyes and stroked Lu Shiyan Qingjun's face with his hands. His dark eyes were filled with fear and panic. His thin lips trembled as he whispered, "Brother, I will be good and I will keep it a secret."
"Don't let Uncle Lu know, and don't let anyone else know."
"Brother, please don't say you don't want me, okay?"
"I really love you so much!"
He didn't dare look at Lu Shiyan's expression again, afraid of seeing the extreme disgust in his eyes. A hint of urgency and helplessness emerged in his eyes. He kept pecking and kissing Lu Shiyan's cheeks and sensitive earlobes, then knelt down eagerly to pull off Lu Shiyan's pajamas.
Lu Shiyan frowned even deeper at his seemingly flattering behavior, and pressed his thin lips into a straight line. He did not indulge in lust anymore, but instead held down Fu Ci's fiery hands. In his flustered yet expectant eyes, he said calmly and rationally, "Ah Ci, it's getting late."
"You should go back to your room."
Fu Ci didn't dare ask when he could come to see Lu Shiyan. He could only hide the endless greed in his heart and asked cautiously: "When will brother come to see me?"
Seeing his pitiful expression that was about to cry, Lu Shiyan finally softened his tone and patted his delicate and pretty face. "Be good and obedient, brother will come to you when there is a chance."
After hearing Lu Shiyan's assurance, Fu Ci's heart slowly settled down, but he didn't take it seriously. After all, as long as they were not together openly for a day, his heart would always be in anxiety.
His black eyes were fierce and cold, like a wolf lurking in the dark night, cautious and sharp, taking every step carefully, and a little cruel.
We can't act too hastily now. We need to give my brother some time to let him slowly accept it. He has plenty of time and means to boil the frog in warm water.
Fu Ci fell on his bed, looking extremely depressed. He rubbed his cheeks heavily and didn't even notice that the wound on his head was bleeding again. He was only thinking about how to make his brother stay with him without hesitation. However, before he could think about it, he heard a knock on the door.
He sat up suddenly, and a happy smile suddenly appeared on his pretty face, which had been extremely depressed just now. Could it be that his brother came to see him?
He ran to open the door joyfully, "Brother, you're back so soon..." Before he could finish his words, he met Lu Yanzhou's concerned gaze outside the door. He immediately stopped talking, his brows slightly wrinkled, "Uncle Lu, you're back?"
Lu Yanzhou saw that the bandage on his forehead seemed to be soaked with blood again, and his breath hitched, "Aci, your forehead is bleeding again."
"Don't touch anything for a moment. I'll get the medicine box to re-bandage you."
Lu Yanzhou quickly got the medicine box from Aunt Liu. When he went upstairs, he saw Lu Shiyan, who was dressed and ready to go out. He frowned suddenly, and a layer of frost gathered in his eyes. "Where are you going?"
Lu Shiyan adjusted his tie and glanced at him indifferently. When he saw the medicine box in his hand, he paused slightly and said, "Let's go to the company."
"The wound on Aci's forehead has opened again. Ask Zhou Mu to come and help take another look at him." Lu Yanzhou ordered directly.
Lu Shiyan said unconcernedly, "Zhou Mu checked it out at the hospital this morning. He said it was just a superficial injury. Just be careful."
"Is this how you treat your brother?"
"It's ok that you don't care at all about him being injured, but why are you so perfunctory?" Lu Yanzhou was obviously still angry about Lu Shiyan's absurdity just now.
Lu Shiyan looked back at him, trying to appear as indifferent and annoyed as before, "I don't want to be his brother."
"If you feel sorry for him, then take him to the hospital yourself." After saying that, he went downstairs without looking back, but his steps today were a little slower than usual.
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