Chapter 138 Mom's Favorite Rose
Not surprisingly, the incident at the Golden Queen Awards immediately became a hot topic on the internet, with two eye-catching pieces of news on the hot search list.
'Golden Queen Award for Best Actor' and 'Fang Xin's successful counterattack', these two searches are about to cause the software to crash.
"Help me quick, I always feel a little crazy. Fortunately, the CP I supported from the beginning was the right one, hahahahahaha!"
"Xu Shi'an confessed his love to Fang Xin? Are you sure? Is this really the Xu Shi'an I know?"
"As evidenced by the video and pictures, there is no fake Xu Shi'an. Fang Xin is truly amazing."
"When I first met Fang Xin, he was still an oiran who wore heavy makeup. How come he is so handsome now?"
"Fang Xin has proven with her own strength that as long as you are good enough, there is no one you cannot get, so sisters, work hard to make yourself better."
"I can't believe it's Fang Xin and Xu Shi'an. Didn't Xu Shi'an always reject Fang Xin's pursuit? How come it's the other way around?!"
"It's only a matter of time before Fang Xin wins over Xu Shi'an with her strength and beauty. Two years ago, it was Fang Xin who was beating Xu Shi'an to a pulp, but now it's Xu Shi'an who's beating Fang Xin to a pulp. It feels good."
These are just relatively normal comments, and naturally opponents will appear in this situation.
"What is this? Am I wrong? Is it really good for Yan Xin to agree? This only proves that Xu Shi'an is unilaterally pestering Fang Xin. I didn't even see Fang Xin's answer!"
"Xu Shi'an's strength is certainly enough to overwhelm Zi Yan. Maybe the authorities just think we are too genuine and want to find a stronger person to suppress this couple. Anyway, Yan Xin always sticks to the authenticity."
"Can't you see Fang Xin has stepped back? Maybe he didn't expect this to happen. What Xu Shi'an did was embarrassing. What kind of photos are these? They are not as good as the photos of Zi Yan and Fang Xin."
"Fang Xin had already mentioned her ideal type in a live broadcast, and it seems that Xu Shi'an has nothing to do with her. Xu Shi'an just confessed his feelings, and the two of them are not together. I don't know what Fang Xin is talking about in secret."
Fang Xin's and An Xu's fans are naturally not to be trifled with, ever since their own CP showed signs of being a couple, they have never given up on showing off their love for each other. Even if their own couple has more love than others, they will find ways to confuse right and wrong.
"Don't be so nagging because you can't get any sweets. I'm afraid the number of times you two have met this year is not as many as the number of times Fang Xin has returned to Xu's house, right?"
"I don't understand either. When Yan Xinyi first started to gain popularity, he was like a mad dog biting people everywhere. You two are the first couple, so what's so great about that? Xinxin was the first to like Xu Shi'an, so who was the latecomer? If you want to ship a couple, you should carefully check the information. Don't just come out and bark when you can't even recognize them."
"If it weren't for the scandalous photo with Xu Shi'an's face, you would have stolen the candy again. Who knows, it might have been Xu Shi'an and Fang Xin who went out on a date together that day. Are you angry?"
Fang Xin looked at the comments with a headache. Xu Shi'an held him in his arms and covered the screen with his big hands, causing people to turn around in confusion.
"What?" Feeling the itchy breath beside his ear, Fang Xin shrank his neck.
"I've been planning to confess my feelings to you at the Golden Queen Awards for a long time." Xu Shi'an kissed his ear and buried his head in the crook of his neck to smell Fang Xin's scent.
Fang Xin turned off her phone and recalled the past few days. Chen Xian tried to stop her at first, but gradually stopped objecting and she and Xu Shi'an had some simple exchanges.
This also included Xu Shi'an's high-profile pursuit of him, all of which puzzled him.
Until today, it seems that all the signs have surfaced and the truth is before us.
"So you were going to let me reject you from the beginning, right?"
Xu Shi'an hummed softly behind him, and Fang Xin asked again, "Do you want them to stop scolding me for being so servile?"
"Um."
I don’t know how to describe my feelings at this moment. Fang Xin wanted to cry for a moment, as if I understood how the original owner had come through.
He bravely pursued his love and wanted to be seen in the eyes of his beloved, but he did not expect to be abandoned by Xu Shi'an. After he came here, he wanted to stay away from Xu Shi'an, and it would be best if the two of them did not have too much intersection. But first he could not bear to leave An Mei, and then he received family-like care in the other world, and then there was the downfall of Xu Shi'an that he had no idea about.
It seems that all this is developing according to the script with herself as the protagonist. There is no little transparent Fang Xin at the beginning, nor is there Fang Xin who is depressed and finally commits suicide. There is only Fang Xin, a big star who works hard and has a successful love and career.
"Do you regret it?"
Xu Shi'an hugged Fang Xin tightly, "What do I regret?"
Fang Xin turned around and faced him, "Do you regret not responding to my pursuit?"
There are no extra voices, no extra people, only them in the world, "somewhat regretful and some not regretful."
"I regret not caring about you back then. You could have studied hard in college, but I used extreme methods to force you to become an actor. But I don't regret it. Seeing how well you are doing now, I think this is what I deserve to experience, to get back at my ignorance back then."
I don't know when, the bed sheets were left in a mess, the night was silent, and my heart was uneasy.
It had been a long time since Fang Xin had felt so passionately about someone. He thought he liked girls, but he couldn't stand Xu Shi'an's meticulous care for him, and he couldn't stand seeing him standing with other girls.
Not long after this happened, An-Mei called the man back home, and the two of them stood together holding hands, the scene was extremely harmonious.
An Mei hugged him again and again, the hard-earned feeling deeply hidden in her eyes. She was grateful again and again for her decision to keep Fang Xin. Fortunately, it was the right decision. Her son would no longer feel so distant from his family in the future.
Xu Shijie was still serious. He sat at the head of the table. During the meal, there was still silence except for the sound of chopsticks and bowls colliding.
He put down his bowl and chopsticks and coughed twice. "Have you made up your mind?"
Fang Xin dropped a piece of meat into the bowl in surprise, as if she couldn't believe that Xu Shijie was talking at the dinner table.
Only Xu Shi'an said calmly: "I've thought it through."
He always said as little as possible, as if other people's questions were stupid to him and there was no need to answer them.
Xu Shijie looked at Fang Xin, his eyes were less stern and more parental. Fang Xin put down her chopsticks and looked at Xu Shijie obediently, "I've thought about it too. I'm serious. Uncle, you..."
"From now on, we are all family."
Xu Shi'an's chopsticks trembled twice. He calmed himself down and patted Fang Xin on the shoulder. Fang Xin blinked, at a loss. In this place where he had no blood relationship, he had his first so-called home.
"Xinxin, Xinxin, then you can't call me auntie anymore."
An Mei thought of Huo Ying, wondering if she would be angry for leaving her only son to her son. She suddenly looked a little lonely.
Fang Xin saw An Mei's expression change suddenly, maybe they had the same idea, "I think as long as we are together, the name is not that important. I know you care about me, that's enough."
Late autumn always passes quickly, and in the blink of an eye it is Huo Ying's death anniversary again. This time Xu Shi'an says she wants to go with him.
Every time this day came, he would always feel a little depressed. Xu Shi'an took the person's hand in his own, said nothing more, and quietly accompanied Fang Xin to the destination.
Fang Xin bought a bouquet of roses. Before Xu Shian asked, Fang Xin explained, "When I was a teenager, my mother would always take me to the flower shop to buy flowers. I often saw her looking at roses, but every time she bought them home, they were not roses. Do you know why?"
"She said that her husband had given her a bouquet of roses before. The roses in her memory were bright and beautiful, but now they don't seem so pretty anymore. She still likes the bell orchids I picked."
Xu Shi'an remained silent, but just held his hand tightly, wishing he could hold him in his arms.
"Later I realized that my mother loved me more than that man."
"Of course, because you are her baby and that man is not."
The two of them walked into the cemetery together. Fang Xin took out a wet tissue and wiped the tombstone for her mother. Huo Ying in the photo still had beautiful eyes and bright smile, and she looked as happy as if she was still in the world.
"Mom, I'm here again. This year is different. I'm now the Best Actor and Best TV Actor. I won two awards at once. I think I'm proud of you, right?"
He sat in front of the tombstone and placed the roses in front of her tombstone. "You always say that their roses are not pretty. Now I bought you better roses. Are you happy?"
A breeze blew by, and the fragrance of flowers blew into Fang Xin's nose. He seemed to feel it. He was stunned for a moment, and after a while he couldn't help but smile, "It seems that you like it too, Mom."
Xu Shi'an stood quietly behind him, watching Fang Xin talking to the tombstone. He wondered if he spent every year like this at this time. Every time he saw his mother's tombstone, he would talk quietly. Sometimes he might not say anything and just sit there for the whole day.
After talking for a long time, Fang Xin seemed to remember that Xu Shi'an was still there. He pulled Xu Shi'an to sit down, and the two of them faced the tombstone. "Mom, this is Xu Shi'an. You may not know him very well. I want to tell you that he is my lover, now and in the future."
A warm current slowly surged into the depths of his heart, and Xu Shi'an said solemnly: "Aunt Huo, please rest assured and leave Xinxin to me. He used to be your baby, and from now on, I will take good care of him for you."
Fang Xin pinched him and said, "Stop saying such cheesy things, please..."
Xu Shi'an remained calm. He held the man in his arms and buried his head in his neck. "It's okay. I'm here. You are my baby."
Fang Xin buried herself quietly in his arms without saying a word, tears slowly flowing from the corners of her eyes. Feeling the warmth, Xu Shi'an said nothing, but just hugged him, looking at Huo Ying on the tombstone, and swore in his heart.
I don't know how much time has passed, but suddenly I heard a man's voice behind me, which sounded old and hoarse, "What are you doing? Why are you here?"
Hearing this, Fang Xin turned around and looked. His eyes widened immediately. He stumbled to his feet and Xu Shi'an supported him. "What's wrong?"
Fang Xin shook him off and rushed forward to punch the man. Seeing Fang Xin taking action, Xu Shi'an quickly hugged the man, "Xin Xin, calm down! Calm down!"
He seemed to be deaf, his eyes were filled with murderous intent, the corners of his eyes were stained with scarlet, "How dare you come here! You have disappeared for so many years and you still dare to show up! Get out! Get out! Go to hell!"
Realizing why Fang Xin was so emotional, Xu Shi'an loosened his grip but still held her in his arms.
The man who was knocked to the ground stood up and was about to start cursing, but when he saw Fang Xin's face that looked similar to Huo Ying, he was stunned. He tried to leave awkwardly, but was stopped by someone.
"Stop." The young man's eyes were as cold as snow. "If you show up again, I'll ask you to live in another cemetery permanently."
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