Chapter 66 Permanent Scars
Feeling as if Xu Shi'an had taken the wrong medicine, Fang Xin took a sip of the soda and slowly put it down. "Zi Yan and I don't need an intermediary to communicate with each other."
Having said that, Xu Shi'an felt uncomfortable, "You are all busy with work, so don't bother each other, except when filming."
"Okay, I understand. I've finished eating and I have to film tomorrow. I'll be back first!"
Fang Xin ran away at lightning speed, and Xu Shi'an could have stopped her but did not move.
He frowned in anger after realizing what had happened, then stood up and took two steps before returning to his room.
The filming of the drama has come to an end. After being told by Xu Shi'an not to look for Lu Ziyan, Fang Xin decided not to go back until the filming is finished.
The final filming location was not close to home, and Fang Xin was spotted when she packed a small portion of her luggage and went out that day.
Xu Shi'an looked at the luggage in his hand silently, then turned and left without saying a word.
"Brother! What are you doing? Wait for me!"
Dragging the luggage upstairs, Xu Shi'an continued to walk forward without saying a word. Fang Xinsi didn't think there was anything wrong with Xu Shi'an.
"Well, I have to go to a faraway place to film in the near future, and I may not be able to come back..." As he said this, he secretly glanced at Xu Shian's face, which seemed normal.
"My car is here, I'm leaving now."
Dragging her luggage, she passed Xu Shi'an and went to the nanny car.
Xu Shi'an stood there without moving, his face turning darker and darker. He didn't want Fang Xin to leave and was about to explode. He was about to say something, but when he looked at Fang Xin's back, he couldn't say it.
Forget it, Xu Shian thought to himself.
Fang Xin complained about this to Lu Ziyan as soon as she got to the set, while Lu Ziyan looked at Fang Xin's beaming face with a serious look.
The last time I went to Fang Xin's house, I could clearly see that Xu Shi'an treated Fang Xin differently, but from the look on Fang Xin's face it seemed like he was trying to avoid her.
Maybe he discovered it too late, and the feelings that had originally been intended to be suppressed began to rekindle.
"Are you listening to me?" Fang Xin looked at Lu Ziyan complainingly.
"Yes, didn't you say that Mr. Xu was acting strangely and was scary, so you ran away?"
Fang Xin nodded repeatedly and approached Lu Ziyan tentatively, "Do you believe in gods and ghosts?"
Lu Ziyan only smelled a faint sweet fragrance, his thoughts were confused and he had to look at Fang Xin's eyes that were as bright as stars.
"I don't believe it." Lu Ziyan leaned back and turned away.
"Ah, well..."
Fang Xin originally thought that Xu Shi'an was possessed by a ghost, otherwise how could he explain her increasingly strange attitude towards him?
What broke Lu Ziyan's heartbeat was the director shouting "start filming". The two of them went to the location to prepare to film the sweet ending.
Times have changed, but life remains the same.
Si Jin would come to Ke Yun's house every day and stuff delicious food into Ke Yun's mouth.
Although Ke Yun lived a comfortable life every day, there was always a hint of reluctance in his eyes when he looked at Si Jin, as if he was saying goodbye.
"Don't always look at me with such a sad look." Si Jin hugged Ke Yun from the front, "I love you too."
The moment he touched Si Jin's arms, Ke Yun's tears burst out like a dam, and he cried silently in the arms of his beloved.
He suppressed his sobs and said, "Me too."
They returned to their former campus. Ke Yun took Si Jin's hand and took him to the place where they first met. The alley had changed slightly.
There are no more layers of garbage, and the trees are still green, but without the freshness of spring. The leaves and flowers are falling, similar to the past, yet different.
Si Jin seemed to be recalling the past. He asked the most curious question in all these years, "When did you realize that your feelings towards me were different?"
That day, a young boy hurriedly passed by on his bicycle, holding a breakfast bag in his mouth, "Make way! Make way! We're late!"
That was the only one who slept late in all these years. Seeing someone so anxious, unlike him, he still walked slowly at his own pace even when he was late.
The boy seemed to see someone wearing the same school uniform as himself, and stopped a few meters ahead, looking back and saying, "We are from the same school, come up quickly, we are late!"
That was the first time they met after Si Jin saved him from danger. At that time, Si Jin didn't know who he was, and he didn't know who the other person was.
Among teenagers, as long as you are like me, or if the topic is similar, we will almost forget to ask for names or contact information.
The first time they escaped the arrest of the dean of studies, Ke Yun did not say much to Si Jin in order to hide his panic and left in silence.
After the two walked into the classroom, Si Jin sat in the back row and Ke Yun sat in the front row in the corner. Si Jin was new to the class and didn't want to understand the interests of the whole class.
Just like that, neither of them knew they were in the same class.
It was not until the next day that Ke Yun deliberately arrived late and ran into Si Jin again.
Ke Yun chuckled, "When we first met, I ran away in panic. I thought too much that night and realized that I was different from ordinary people."
"Si Jin, I've liked you from the beginning."
Hearing the person he likes say that he likes her, his heartbeat was so strong that he could hardly suppress it. He held Ke Yun's hand, and the warmth was transmitted through their skin.
After a moment, "We have all grown up. To be honest, I can't live without you."
The word "like" seems too light to express his feelings for Ke Yun. He only knows that he can't live without Ke Yun.
If he were to leave Ke Yun at this moment, he would not be able to live the rest of his life happily. He didn't know what the future would be like, but he was sincere at this moment.
Ke Yun lowered his head and smiled bitterly, not letting Si Jin notice, and the two of them strolled in this nostalgic place.
Director Chen was also very satisfied with this scene. He liked Fang Xin's interpretation of the feeling of wanting to do something but not being able to do it. Thousands of words can only be combined into one sentence: I liked you from the beginning, and I can't express it any more. If I say more, I'm afraid I won't be able to give it up later.
The second scene was planned to be filmed near a ski resort, where ice and snow are produced all year round. In order to fit the theme of the cold winter, the two of them went to a second venue with their bags.
Director Chen explained the ending clearly, and Fang Xin and Lu Ziyan nodded one after another.
On the way to the shoot, Fang Xin was a little emotional, "It's over, our second collaboration is coming to an end."
Lu Ziyan looked at the scenery outside the window and said, "We will have a third collaboration, there is no rush."
Don't worry, I still have many opportunities to be with you. If possible, you might as well look at me a few more times.
The weather near the ski resort was cold, not as hot as in the city center. After getting off the bus, everyone put on thicker clothes.
This is where Si Jin and Ke Yun's final memories, including their separation, will be filmed.
Shoot.
Si Jin happily took Ke Yun and excitedly went skiing.
"We always have more rain than snow in the south. It's still a while before winter comes. I'll take you skiing."
Ke Yun looked helpless, OK. "
Si Jin looked like a child, wanting to give everything he thought was most precious to Ke Yun. Ke Yun looked at the scene in the distance and saw that thick snow covered almost the entire forest.
The endless whiteness blurred everyone's vision.
Si Jin, who was fully equipped and said he was the one teaching Ke Yun, went down first to demonstrate.
Ke Yun looked at the man who still looked like a teenager, full of youthful enthusiasm and a mentality of not admitting defeat.
Thinking of this, he lowered his head again, feeling lost. The feeling of impending loss was not pleasant.
He slid down with Si Jin. The ski resort was endless. Because it was a weekday, there were few people today. Si Jin was waiting for Ke Yun in front.
Ke Yun slid towards him as if he was running towards his own sun.
He stopped in front of Si Jin and hugged her, thinking that Ke Yun was scared so Si Jin also hugged him.
"I'll pull you."
Si Jin held Ke Yun's hand and slid slowly, and the two of them repeated it several times.
Finally, Ke Yun told him to try it by himself, and Si Jin let him go and play for a while.
Before leaving, Ke Yun looked back at Si Jin for a long time. Si Jin even joked, "Are you afraid that you will have to ask me to accompany you?"
Ke Yun shook his head when he heard this, and a smile appeared on his face despite his uncontrollable sadness. "I'm leaving first."
He slid all the way down, and Si Jin felt a little uneasy looking at his back. An inexplicable panic always came suddenly.
But both of them have expressed their feelings, so what else could make Ke Yun worry?
He suppressed his panic and went back to change his equipment.
It seemed like a long time had passed and there was no sign of Ke Yun.
At this time, he began to get anxious. He repeatedly asked the staff, "Where is he? Why hasn't he come back yet?"
The staff said that it might be because he skated too slowly. Si Jin looked at the time and saw that at least forty minutes had passed. Even if he skated too slowly, it would not have taken forty minutes.
He pushed everyone aside and rushed down to look for it.
Si Jin searched for Ke Yun at the ski resort for a long time that day, but couldn't find him.
Si Jin, who had almost collapsed, supported himself. Ke Yun would be scared and had to go find him back.
Suddenly the staff said they had found it. Ke Yun had changed his equipment and left the equipment room at the foot of the mountain early in the morning.
Hearing that the person was just leaving, Si Jin breathed a sigh of relief. He picked up his phone to call Ke Yun and ask why he did this.
As a result, the ringtone rang near me, but no one was there.
He was stunned.
Ke Yun left without saying goodbye. When he was not free and could not be found, he left.
Si Jin was like a lost soul that day. He frantically looked for Ke Yun's whereabouts, and he was determined to ask him why he left first!
But after going to many places, he couldn't find anyone. Ke Yun had no good friends, no family, and very few contacts around him.
I found the landlord, and he just said, "He moved out this month. Didn't he tell you?"
A feeling called powerlessness spread. Si Jin looked at the room which was still filled with Ke Yun's scent. In order to prevent him from suspecting that he was leaving, he didn't even take anything out of the room.
Ke Yun only took away important documents, and was about to abandon him completely.
Si Jin didn't understand why, so he slept in Ke Yun's rental house for a night. He rented the place with his own money.
It wasn't until three days later that there was a knock on his door.
He hurriedly opened the door, but the person he saw was not the person he had been thinking about day and night, but his mother standing outside the door with a pale face.
"Mom?"
Chen Shaoying told Si Jin about his illness. Si Jin listened quietly, feeling a surge of grief that almost crushed him.
His lover has passed away, and his family members don’t have much time left. He asked slowly, “Did you tell Ke Yun?”
Chen Shaoying moved his pale lips and said, "Yes."
His eyes were filled with bloodshot, and Si Jin couldn't blame anyone. This was a choice, and everyone had their own choice.
Ke Yun didn't want him to be unfilial and resist his mother, so he naturally left to vacate his position. Ke Yun once said that a short pain is worse than a long one.
But he never thought that the pain he felt would become a permanent scar that would never heal.
"Mom, go get treatment, no matter how good or bad it is."
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