Shen Mingxi widened her eyes in surprise, with a gleam in her eyes, and looked at Madam Mo in disbelief. She didn't expect that Madam Mo would make a promise to her so easily.
"Aunt, are you telling the truth? You are not kidding me, are you really not going to pursue what Aunt Zhao did? You have completely let it go, right?"
Even though she knew that Madam Mo would not lie to her, Shen Mingxi still couldn't help but ask.
"Yes, I am not sick now and I am emotionally stable, so what my aunt said is true. I will not lie to you..."
Then, without waiting for Shen Mingxi to speak, she sighed and said, "You really can rest assured. Why would I lie to you? I just envy Zhao Suqin. She has the opportunity to start over, but unfortunately I don't..."
Shen Mingxi was stunned for a moment, and suddenly an idea flashed through her mind. This idea was really crazy, so crazy that Shen Mingxi's heart started beating wildly. She even asked with a trembling voice.
"Grandma, you are now successful and famous. You can be said to be rich, powerful, famous and well-known. Compared with many grandmas of the same age, you are very happy. There are so many people who envy you. Why do you still envy Aunt Zhao?"
Old Madam Mo looked hesitant and even a little confused. She was clearly looking at Shen Mingxi, but it seemed as if she was looking at another person, another room, and another world through Shen Mingxi.
After a few breaths, Mo Yunyan shook her head slightly: "Xiaoxi, you have never experienced it, and you will never understand. Even if I am rich, powerful, famous and have status now, what does it matter? I don't have any relatives. The Mo family is just a cold symbol to me. They all hate me and dislike me now, and I hate them the same way. In my heart, they are not relatives at all, even though we are related by blood. On the contrary, you, to be honest, I don't have any aversion to you, because your father, your grandfather and even your great-grandfather are actually people I admire very much, and there is no such person around me, but I once had them. If I hadn't been young and ignorant and credulous, my father and mother would not have died so tragically and left the world so early. That's why I envy your Aunt Zhao. No matter what, she now has a husband who loves her, five such outstanding children, and even you, a future daughter-in-law who is willing to expose her abilities for her. I really envy her..."
Shen Mingxi didn't know what to say. She clenched her hands and stared at Mo Yunyan intently. She really understood everything she said.
But what can she do about it?
Then, Madam Mo muttered to herself, "When I was drinking tea with Lin Hanzhang before, I heard him talk about Xuanmen. He said that if one cultivates to a certain level, one can go back in time. At that time, I thought, if someone cultivates to this level, I will do whatever it takes. I will give him everything I have, just asking him to give me a chance to go back in time. I want to go back to a time when all the tragedies hadn't happened, when my parents were still alive. I wouldn't be deceived, I wouldn't be hurt, I would be a filial daughter, listen to them, marry a good family, and then have children so that they can enjoy the joy of family and live out their lives naturally. How wonderful it would be if I could have that opportunity..."
By the end, 009 was so excited that he wanted to jump out and tell Madam Mo directly that it could help her realize her wish.
Shen Mingxi's face was a little pale. She hadn't been digesting Madam Mo's words. At this time, 009 was chattering in her mind, but she couldn't scold her. She just gritted her teeth and said to 009 in her mind: "Xiaojiu, don't make a fuss. This is not a trivial matter. This is a matter of life and death. It also involves time and space, or whether some established history will be changed. Even if Madam Mo wants to, we have to be cautious..."
"Why are you afraid of this? Even if everything changes, it is just a new time and space that has nothing to do with the present, and it won't have any impact. But I won't argue with you anymore. And even if you say you have this ability, this old lady may not believe you..."
Yes, even if Shen Mingxi said that he had this ability, whether Madam Mo could believe it was still another matter. Thinking of this, Shen Mingxi's pounding heart finally calmed down. When Madam Mo said this, she obviously didn't want to get a response from Shen Mingxi. She just said what she had been suppressing in her heart and her long-standing fantasy.
"Okay, Xiaoxi, go back. I won't hide it from you. I'm not a good person. I've prepared a strong poison. Tomorrow, I'll ask Zhao Suqin and the three members of the Mo family in Yuncheng to come here to meet me and have dinner. I will poison them all to death, and I won't survive. These are the few enemies I have left in my life. I won't let them get away with it. But now I have really changed my mind. I won't blame your Aunt Zhao for this matter anymore. Since you have such ability, I can rest assured that you can leave alone. Go away. I need to think about it carefully..."
Madam Mo waved her hand and sat back on the sofa, closing her eyes slightly, as if she was lost in some memories. The gray aura above her head was still very strong, and it seemed that there was no sign of it subsiding at all. Even though she didn't want to hold the so-called banquet tomorrow, her whole body was still surrounded by endless deathly aura.
Shen Mingxi did not move. Some of her thoughts were still shaken by 009's words just now. Besides, she had thought so just now.
Shen Mingxi suddenly asked.
"Aunt, if I could take you back to the past, to a time when all these tragedies had not happened, would you go?"
(End of this chapter)