Chapter 120 Sunlight

In this suicide note, Ji Min's tone was as calm as usual.

The front was his arrangement of property, shares and some trivial matters.

It was not too detailed, just saying that it would be arranged for a lawyer to handle it.

Until the end, it was a will left for Lu Ran.

Seeing the words "Lu Ran personally wrote" on it, Lu Ran didn't want to read it for a moment.

He folded the suicide note and put it on the bedside table.

He sat by the bed for a long time.

Until the phone vibrated and the class group sent another message.

Lu Ran reacted.

He didn't look at the phone, but cast his eyes on the suicide note on the bedside table again.

Lu Ran reached out his hand and picked up the paper that was obviously invalid but still too heavy.

He unfolded the folded paper and took another look.

When his eyes caught a glimpse of the sharp but steady handwriting on the paper, he quickly closed it.

Lu Ran looked at the bedroom door.

He had just come in in a hurry and didn't close it.

And outside the door, not far away, the person who had written this suicide note was still working diligently.

Breathing freshly.

Not far away from him.

This made the paper in his hand not so scary.

Lu Ran stood up, went outside the suite first, closed the door, and locked it.

He returned to the bedroom and closed the bedroom door.

The room was extremely quiet in an instant.

Lu Ran took off his shoes, sat cross-legged on the bed, and carefully opened the will.

The man's first words were an apology:

"I'm sorry for making you go through such a terrible thing.

I once thought about blocking all the sadness in your life.

But I didn't expect that I would become one of the initiators.

Out of absolute rationality, I shouldn't have agreed to your confession before the operation.

If we hadn't been together, maybe you wouldn't be as sad as you are now.

But, I'm sorry.

I really couldn't help it..."

In the study, Ji Min finally finished his work.

He stretched and looked at the time. It was almost time for lunch.

Just as he was about to get up to find Lu Ran.

Ji Min turned around and saw an open drawer on the side.

The memories that were suppressed by the various matters in the meeting suddenly came up.

Wait, when Lu Ran came over before, which drawer did he ask Lu Ran to open?

Ji Min stood up from his office chair. He hurried

to the drawer to look through it.

He saw that the parent's commitment letter in the drawer was missing, but also the things that Butler Chen handed to him last night were missing.

The person who took the things was so rude.

After taking them, he didn't even close the drawer, leaving it open here.

There was no intention of hiding it at all.

Ji Min's scalp tingled for a moment.

Still holding on to some sense of luck, he casually flipped through the remaining things in the drawer.

When he realized what was taken away, he closed his eyes immediately.

Ji Min closed the drawer and walked out of the study in two steps.

Seeing Butler Chen coming towards him, he immediately asked, "Where is Lu Ran?"

Butler Chen frowned, "I didn't see him come down, he should not wake up yet."

Ji Min: "..."

"If I remember correctly, he should be awake." He said.

Butler Chen was confused.

Ji Min stood in front of his room with a headache and a pale face.

Because his face was too nervous, Butler Chen couldn't help asking, "What's wrong, did you have a fight?"

Ji Min raised his hand and wiped his face.

He sighed and said, "They haven't had a fight yet, but I'm afraid it's a little more troublesome than a fight."

"Huh?" Butler Chen looked surprised.

Ji Min scratched his hair and gestured to Butler Chen: "The things you gave me last night..."

"Did Xiao Ran see them?" Butler Chen's pupils trembled.

Ji Min nodded helplessly.

Butler Chen gave him a look that said he would only wish him the best.

Ji Min sighed again.

After preparing himself mentally, he humbly knocked on his door and called softly: "Lu Ran?"

It was quiet inside, and there was no response.

Ji Min knocked again, but there was still no response.

Turning his head to look at Butler Chen, Ji Min reached out and pressed on the door handle.

But it didn't turn after applying force.

The door was locked.

Ji Min frowned and felt a little worried for a moment.

He immediately turned around and asked Butler Chen, "Where is the key?"

Butler Chen quickly brought the key over.

Ji Min opened the door and walked in.

The small living room was quiet, without any sound, and even the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows were not opened.

Walking further in, he came to the tightly closed bedroom door.

Ji Min did not knock on the door, but directly grasped the doorknob.

He thought the door was also locked, but with a little force, the door opened.

The bedroom was bright.

The bright white sunlight shone in through the window, shrouding the entire bedroom in a faded white halo like a dream.

The boy sitting on the bed heard the sound and looked towards the door.

He was still holding the piece of paper in his hand, and his eyes were red when he looked over.

Even the paper in his hand was wrinkled.

Ji Min softened his voice and called him in a low voice: "Lu Ran?"

The boy seemed to have just reacted and immediately raised his arm to wipe his eyes.

He realized that the person who came was the culprit who wrote this paper.

Lu Ran waved the paper and pointed at Ji Min and said:

"You, you actually wrote this..."

The boy's voice was hoarse and nasal.

Ji Min walked in and closed the bedroom door with his backhand.

Seeing the tall figure of the man walking in, Lu Ran stood up on the bed.

He was obviously still immersed in the shock brought by this suicide note. He was at a loss for a long time before he pursed his lips and said, "How can you write this?"

Ji Min laughed.

He walked to the bed and said helplessly, "Isn't everything okay now?"

The man's tone was too gentle and too indulgent.

The panic, grievance and anger that Lu Ran had suppressed in his heart surged up together.

He stood on the bed, looking down at the man in front of him who was more than 20 centimeters taller than him, and shouted:

"You can't write, you are not allowed to write!"

Lu Ran has never been willful since he was a child.

Because he has no right to be willful.

But now, he can say to the person in front of him for no reason: "You can't do this, I don't allow it!"

No departure is allowed, let alone death.

"Okay, okay, I won't do that again."

Ji Min walked forward, afraid that he would step off the bed, so he quickly put his hands around his waist.

Looking at the man who was so close in front of him.

Lu Ran wanted to make himself even angrier, and he stretched out his hand to tear up the crumpled paper in his hand.

But in the end, he couldn't bear to do it.

With an expression that looked like he was about to cry, he said loudly: "I'm going to be angry!"

After saying that, he couldn't help it, and put his hands around the man's neck.

As if he still felt uneasy, he jumped up again and wrapped his legs around the man's waist.

Like an octopus, he hugged Ji Min tightly.

He buried his head in the man's neck, and a trembling voice still leaked out:

"How could you do this..."

In the suicide note, the man's nagging seemed to be still imprinted in front of him.

Lu Ran could only hold the person tightly, feeling the presence of the person in front of him.

Ji Min lifted the person up and smiled at him helplessly: "Look at you, I'm fine, right?"

Lu Ran hugged him without saying anything.

"Okay..." Ji Min hugged him with one hand and lifted Lu Ran's chin with the other hand.

The boy's eyes were red.

Ji Min sighed and leaned over to kiss his eyelids: "These are all meaningless things, why are you sad?"

He went to take the suicide note that was tightly grasped by the boy: "I was afraid that you would be angry, so I didn't prepare to show you these."

Lu Ran refused to give it to him.

Although he was very angry about the suicide note, he still avoided Ji Min's hand and held it tightly in his palm.

Ji Min hugged him and sat on the edge of the bed.

Lu Ran put the paper away carefully.

Then he looked up at Ji Min.

He said, "You said in your letter that you felt you shouldn't have been with me so early."

Ji Min nodded, and leaned over to kiss him.

He rarely does things he regrets.

But the day before leaving Lu Ran and rushing to the hospital, Ji Min really regretted it.

He regretted kissing Lu Ran uncontrollably in the hospital. He regretted

that when the boy confessed to him seriously, he couldn't say a word of hesitation or rejection.

Ji Min wanted to arrange everything, wait until his surgery was over, wait until the risks disappeared, and then walk up to Lu Ran.

Unfortunately, Lu Ran was like the only surprise in his life.

No matter what time, Ji Min couldn't bear to refuse.

Ji Min even thought that if his life only stopped on the day of the operation,

then he at least had it briefly.

But in a moment, he would feel guilty for this selfish thought.

Ji Min raised his head.

But he saw the boy in front of him stretched out his hand, pinched his face fiercely, and ravaged it.

And said fiercely: "It's wrong for you to think like this!"

Ji Min smiled with his forehead against him.

Suddenly he raised his eyes and bumped into Lu Ran's sight.

Ji Min suddenly understood.

The person in front of him looked angry and looked as willful as a child, but he understood his struggle.

He also understood his uncontrollable "selfishness".

Ji Min couldn't help it, and lowered his head to kiss him.

His kiss was very light.

The gentle touch and breath seemed to melt into the bright sunlight.

The bedroom door was closed.

It was past lunch time, but no one came to disturb us.

The sun was high and the days were long on weekends.

It brought a

sense of relaxation and laziness that made one's joints soften. It was as if all the pressure that made people nervous and worried had quietly left. Only

the quiet sunlight remained.

The room was bright.

Ji Min was hugging someone.

At this completely inappropriate time, he suddenly leaned close to Lu Ran's ear and whispered, "Can I?"

Lu Ran paused, then climbed out of his arms.

The boy was wearing thin clothes, and his T-shirt was wrinkled after being hugged for a long time.

Ji Min thought he was refusing.

However, the boy said seriously, "Wait a minute, I'm ready."

Ji Min raised his eyebrows unexpectedly.

Then Lu Ran turned around, stretched out his arm, and took out a small box from the drawer under the bedside table.

The boy was not embarrassed at all.

Instead, there was a sense of complacency on his face that said, "Look how awesome I am."

With his still slightly red eyes, it looked unexpectedly funny.

Ji Min took the small box and saw that it was a best-seller on the supermarket counter.

He looked at the bottom of the box again, and saw a very small letter printed on it: M.

"Size M," said Ji Min.

Lu Ran showed shock on his face. Is there a big and small size for this thing?

Then he saw the man in front of him curled his lips and teased: "Did you buy it for yourself?"

From this short sentence, Lu Ran heard a strong sense of flattery.

His ears turned red and he was angry. He

reached out and snatched the box: "Then we won't do it today!"

Ji Min hurriedly smiled and pulled him.

Lu Ran looked over with a stern face, and saw the man stretched out his arm and took out a familiar black small box from the bedside cabinet on his side.

Lu Ran: "..."

The black dragon in the bathroom last time appeared in Lu Ran's mind again.

But when it really came to use it, Lu Ran still felt a little uncomfortable.

He glanced at the bright window on the side and turned over to get out of bed.

Halfway through, he was held down again.

"Where are you going?" the man asked him hoarsely.

Lu Ran: "..."

"I'm going to close the curtains." He said.

Ji Min didn't let him move, picked up the remote control beside him, and closed the outer curtains that blocked the view.

The hazy curtains fluttered by the window, and the scenery outside the window became shadowy.

But the bright sunlight still shone in without any hindrance.

Lu Ran's ears turned red inch by inch.

He covered his eyes with his arm for a while, but he couldn't help it and tried to get up again:

"I'll go pull another layer!"

Ji Min held him down, looked at him and smiled: "Nervous?"

"I'm not!"

Lu Ran put down his arm that was covering his eyes, and he said confidently, "I, I've seen it."

"Huh? What?" Ji Min asked unexpectedly.

"I've seen... rabbits in the laboratory!"

Lu Ran told him seriously, "Once when we were doing an experiment, we shared a test bench with the group next door, and the rabbit in their group suddenly ran towards our group and wanted to ride our rabbit!"

Both rabbits were male.

Lu Ran and a group of classmates were stunned at the time, watching these two rabbits doing indescribable things on the laboratory bench in front of everyone.

At that time, Lu Ran thought that the two rabbits were fighting, and fearing that they would get hurt, he tried to pull the two rabbits apart.

The young man narrated the story very seriously, and he didn't feel that it was a shame to talk about it now.

Ji Min lowered his eyes and stared at him, and suddenly he couldn't help but leaned on Lu Ran and laughed softly.

The vibration of his chest was transmitted to Lu Ran.

Lu Ran wanted to say something else, but the man suppressed his voice and blocked his lips.

"Huh." Ji Min breathed softly in his ear.

When sweat blurred his eyes.

Lu Ran realized that Ji Min also held grudges.

He thought it was too bright and asked the man to draw the curtains.

Ji Min leaned over his ear and said, "Don't you like to turn on the lights suddenly?"

At a certain moment when he couldn't speak at all.

The man stopped and asked him with a slow smile: "Why don't you call me Uncle Ji?"

Lu Ran: "..."

He took a breath, pursed his lips, and said fiercely: "Focus on your work and don't talk."

Ji Min raised his eyebrows and deliberately leaned over to whisper in his ear.

The warm and white sunlight outside the window was finally stained with heat.

Layers of strong colors were superimposed.

Finally, it became a beautiful and dreamy scarlet.