Chapter 155 It's Your Own fault

"Xiao Yan is a person with no sense of right and wrong, a typical antisocial personality. It would be best if Xie Ling could control him. If not, he can only be killed. Keeping him alive would be a disaster." Under Lou Su's repeated questioning, Chu Xihen expressed his opinion of Xiao Yan.

If it weren't for the possibility of accidentally hurting innocent people, he really wanted to kill Xiao Yan to prevent future trouble.

"He likes you?" This is what Lou Su cares about most.

After hearing what Chu Xichi and the others said about what happened in the dungeon, he couldn't get through it at all.

"This story starts with Xu Jin and I." Chu Xihen said.

Lou Su asked in a deep voice: "Is Xu Jin the one who brought you medicine in the middle of the night?"

"You want to remember this for the rest of your life, right?" Chu Xihen was speechless.

"Don't change the subject, just talk." Lou Su held Chu Xihen's slender waist and used a little force, motioning him to continue.

"You're the one who changed the subject!" Chu Xihen ruthlessly slapped Lou Su's hand away.

But now that things have come to this, Chu Xihen naturally has to make things clear to Lou Su all at once, otherwise he will have no peace for the rest of his life.

He was hunted by the killer of the institute for several years. When he was sixteen, his body could no longer support him. He fainted on the roadside when he went out to buy daily necessities. It was Xu Jin who sent him to the hospital and waited by his bedside for him to wake up.

Given his physical condition at the time, the doctor was about to issue a critical illness notice upon examination, and the hospital was of no use. When he was discharged from the hospital and went home, Xu Jin continued to follow him because he had no place to live.

Chu Xihen earned some money and bought a big house. He had always lived there alone, and it was a bit lonely. But since Xu Jin had helped him, he took Xu Jin in.

After the fainting, he was almost bedridden, and Xu Jin took care of him most of the time, but he would provide him with accommodation and pay him a high salary.

In the second year that Xu Jin lived in his house, he was somehow pulled into the dungeon, but Chu Xihen didn't know about it at the time because he was so sick that he was almost unconscious.

"When I think back on it now, it seems a little unbelievable. I held on until my last breath, probably just to meet you?" When Chu Xihen said this, he unexpectedly said a love word.

Lou Su couldn't help but hug him and kiss him hard. Chu Xihen pushed him away, "Do you still want to listen? If not, I won't say anything."

"I'll listen to you. You say yours and I'll kiss mine." Lou Su turned and kissed Chu Xihen's neck.

There were already several red marks on Chu Xihen's neck, but Lou Su pretended not to notice and continued to create more marks on his fair neck.

"It was delayed for another year, and on the day I turned eighteen... Lou Su, shut up, or I'll kick you off the bed if you mess around again!" Chu Xihen said angrily.

Lou Su quickly hugged Chu Xihen tightly, buried his head in his neck and didn't move.

On the day Chu Xihen turned eighteen, Xu Jin came out of the dungeon and begged him crying beside his bed.

"Chu Xihen, I'm your best friend, you will definitely help me, right? Please save me..."

He no longer remembers what expression Xu Jin had when he said this, but he has always remembered this sentence. Many times after that, he would hear Xu Jin repeating this sentence in his nightmares.

It could be said that he had no power to resist at that time, and Xu Jin didn't need to beg him at all. However, Xu Jin was a bit cowardly, and if he didn't cry out like this, he probably wouldn't be able to get over the hurdle in his heart.

Chu Xihen was pulled into the dungeon, and after meeting Xiao Yan, he finally understood why Xu Jin didn't want to die so much.

Xu Jin was obsessed with Xiao Yan, but unfortunately, his teammates at the time could see that Xiao Yan just wanted to have fun with Xu Jin.

In order to be with Xiao Yan, Xu Jin would do anything crazy. He felt that Xiao Yan was interested in Chu Xihen and was becoming more and more distant from him, so he had a crazy idea. He drugged Chu Xihen and wanted to send him to Xiao Yan's bed to please Xiao Yan.

Chu Xihen never blamed Xu Jin for dragging him into the dungeon. His health gradually recovered in the dungeon, and he even saved Xu Jin more than once when passing the dungeon.

Unfortunately, Xu Jin repeatedly touched his bottom line, so he had no choice but to send Xu Jin to see King Yan.

"After Xu Jin died, Xiao Yan wanted to force me to continue to team up with him, so he killed the other two teammates and announced to the outside world that I was the one who killed them, so that others would stay away from me and dare not team up with me again." When talking about these past events, Chu Xihen's tone was flat.

No matter whether Xu Jin's attitude towards him changed or Xiao Yan's coercion and calculation towards him, he had no time to care at that time, because he just wanted to survive. Even if he was alone, he would keep his head down and rush forward. He wanted to pass all the copies and make a wish to make his body completely healed.

"It's a pity that I didn't enter the dungeon at that time, and it seemed that no one around me was pulled into the dungeon." Lou Su was terrified when he heard this, and he only regretted that he could not stand shoulder to shoulder with Chu Xihen when he was fighting alone.

"You are one of the male protagonists in this world, Xiao Chou will definitely avoid you." Chu Xihen thought, if Lou Su had entered the infinite game a long time ago, then he, the person who passed the game, would have to take over.

After all, he is just a cannon fodder, and Lou Su is the protagonist.

"What do you mean by male lead or not? Why should our identities be determined by others?" Lou Su turned over and pressed Chu Xihen, kissing him on the forehead, "I said you are my male lead, and no one can interfere."

Chu Xihen put his hands around Lou Su's neck and pressed his head towards him. Just when their lips were about to touch, Lou Su suddenly pulled back, "No, you still haven't told me whether Xiao Yan likes you or not?"

"Can't you tell who he likes?" Chu Xihen pushed Lou Su away from him impatiently.

Lou Su hugged her shamelessly again, "I can see that he likes Xie Ling, but why did he say those things when he met you in the dungeon?"

"Xie Ling has been using machines to monitor my abilities, and he knows that I'm a clearance expert. Xiao Yan knows that he will come looking for me sooner or later, so when he saw me in the dungeon, he put on a show in front of my teammates, so that Xie Ling would feel a sense of crisis when he saw me, and then care more about him." In the dungeon, Chu Xihen felt that Xiao Yan was still the same as before, and he did so many confusing operations just for fun.

It wasn't until he saw Xie Ling that Xiao Yan's little tricks were exposed.

Lou Su understood now, "This is a typical case of insecurity. He wants to use you to stimulate Xie Ling so that Xie Ling will trust him, right?"

For Lou Su, it took only a short moment from questioning Xiao Yan to understanding Xiao Yan. After Chu Xihen's analysis, he felt that seeing Xiao Yan was like looking in a mirror.

Isn't this the person he used to be?

He was afraid that Chu Xihen didn't care about him, and he was also afraid that Chu Xihen knew that he cared too much and would distance himself from him.

After all, they didn't intend to be serious at the beginning, but as they walked along, their hearts lost their direction.

"It's your own fault." Lou Su commented.

I don’t know whether he was talking about Xiao Yan or himself.

"One knows whether the water is hot or cold." Chu Xihen reached out and grabbed Lou Su's ear, "Can you please stop forcing me to talk about other men in bed? Are you done with it?"

Lou Su chuckled: "I just like the way you are stubborn when you are sober, but cry and beg for mercy when you are not sober."