“In the countryside, my family always thinks I’m clumsy and can’t do anything right. My parents dislike me for being slow-witted, and my in-laws also think I’m not a good daughter-in-law. They think that someone as useless as me will only cause trouble for others.”
She was sad, but didn't know how to express it. As time went on, the emotions suppressed in her heart became like a raging storm, which she couldn't process alone, and she didn't know who to talk to.
Although Shu Ying wouldn't mind, there was no need for her to be her emotional dumping ground. Over the years, she had no friends, and her relatives were only nominal. She often felt lonely.
Now, someone is telling her that all the hardships she suffered in the first half of her life were not originally hers, and Song Zhaodi has very complicated feelings.
She didn't know how to face it, or how to conduct herself in the future. Even though Shu Ying and Xie Zhiyan were both very good people, she was still conflicted.
Xie Zhiyan felt only sorrow. He understood the complex feelings in Song Zhaodi's heart and knew that her worries were only natural. They were siblings born of the same mother, but they had been separated for so many years. It was just a pity that he was bad at speaking and could not say nice things. He could only make himself look more sincere.
"You don't need to worry about any of this. Your parents are very open-minded. The mistakes of the past few years are not your fault. No matter what you are like, as long as they see you are safe and sound, your parents will be happy. They will not put too much pressure on their child. You will know once you have seen them."
When they were still in school, Xie Wanying didn't do well in her studies, but her parents just helped her find what she was good at and did their best to provide her with resources.
"Besides, you are also excellent, you just don't know it yet. In fact, you also know the things we know, we just knew them earlier than you. You will have the opportunity to learn them again."
Xie Zhiyan could see the sadness in Song Zhaodi's eyes. A life swapped is always a tragedy. She could have had a better life, enjoyed a better education, or even had a completely different life.
But since it has already happened, we can only cheer ourselves up and keep moving forward. Compared to the countryside, there are indeed more learning opportunities in the capital.
As long as you're willing to work hard, you can try any industry. Although the Xie family has limited resources, supporting her is no problem at all.
He didn't want Song Zhaodi to wallow in self-pity, nor did he want her to be trapped in her past life. He wanted to let go of the nightmares and discard the bad things so that she could embrace a new life.
Song Zhaodi was indeed somewhat moved, and her eyes became even more determined.
“You’re right. There are so many opportunities here, why can’t I give them a try? I can’t give up on myself so early. I have to make a name for myself.”
She didn't decide to escape from the mountains to succumb to fate.
During her time in Beijing, she has learned a lot from Shu Ying, and even learned how to cook southern cuisine, which is completely different from the north, from Sister Wang in just two days.
Shu Ying stretched out her hands towards her. Why couldn't she bravely break free?
Xie Zhiyan's smile widened. There were countless days and nights when they could speak so frankly with each other, but unfortunately, an unexpected event made their fellow villagers arrive so late.
Fortunately, it's not too late.
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