"Of course I don't want to see you. You know how much you bother me. If you didn't come here, I wouldn't be able to have a few days of peace and quiet. Who knew you'd come here to bother me again?"
His voice was deep and his face was gloomy, just like how much he hated Lin Ruyan.
Lin Ruyan didn't quite believe what he said, "Teacher Mo, are you lying? You don't hate me at all. You like me, right? But you don't dare to admit it."
Mo Wuwei's face flushed red, and he turned away embarrassedly.
"Don't talk nonsense. There's no way I could like you. Ruyan, you're really thick-skinned. How could I possibly like someone who hurt me so badly? I hate you so much, and besides, I've always hated you. I'll never like you."
"Teacher, are you sure you're telling the truth? You really don't like me at all. You don't want me to marry you? You don't want me to stay here with you?"
"Marry? Marry whoever you want. What does it have to do with me?"
"Then I'll get married tomorrow and see how you react."
"If you want to marry, then marry. Even if you marry the pig in the pigpen, I won't even stand by and watch."
Lin Ruyan felt angry and amused.
"Teacher Mo, are you deliberately trying to make me laugh? You have me in your heart, right? Why can't you admit it?"
"No, no, let me tell you, Mo Wuwei just likes pigs. I won't like you either, and I'm not in the mood to make you laugh."
"But why did you keep looking at me when you were gathering firewood in the woods yesterday?"
"That's because I hate you. Can't I just stare at my enemy?"
"But the look in your eyes is not the look you give to an enemy."
"You're mistaken. I just hate you and dislike you. There's nothing else to it."
Lin Ruyan suddenly became confused again. Did Mo Wuwei really like her? Or was this just wishful thinking on her part?
She wanted Mo Wuwei to like her, so she subconsciously interpreted his eyes as eyes that liked her.
That was just her fantasy, not real.
The reality is, Mo Wuwei still follows her and hates her.
Her voice gradually faded. "Okay, Teacher, I know. I shouldn't have come here yesterday. I'm leaving. Never again, I promise."
She walked out with her hands hanging down, looking lost and lonely.
Mo Wuwei looked at her back, his chest aching. He suddenly thought of the little girl who would send him flowers every Teacher's Day; when he and his wife quarreled, she was the one who mediated and helped them restore their relationship; or the girl who often appeared in his office to help him clean the bathroom.
These memories have been buried for a long time because of hatred. Now when I think about it, it seems that she was not always so bad. She also has her own shining side.
He began to blame himself, wondering if he had gone too far just now.
When he saw her coming over just now, he was very happy, even a little excited.
But he had hated her and been indifferent to her for so long, how could he change his cold attitude towards her all of a sudden?
Plus, he knew he was getting older, so forcing him to admit that he liked a girl who was not even ten years old, wouldn't that be like an old cow eating young grass?
This kind of thing is too embarrassing, he can't do it.
However, now that he saw her leaving, he began to get restless again.
He wanted to call her and tell her that what she had just asked was true, but he was just being stubborn and didn't dare to admit the facts.
Seeing that she was about to walk out of the bullpen, he opened his mouth, but in the end, nothing came out.
Lin Ruyan walked out of the cowshed and headed towards the educated youth site without looking back.
Mo Wuwei stood at the door, watching her walk further and further away, and he punched the wall hard.
How could he be so timid that he couldn't even admit that he liked someone?
He is a coward and an incompetent.
He is not worthy of being a man.
Should he pursue Guo Xian now and tell her his true feelings?
But in the end he still hesitated, he simply couldn't let go.
Xu Zhenqing and Fang Suyun came to the yard. Mo Wuwei turned his head to look at them. He felt too depressed, so he went to Xu Zhenqing and Fang Suyun to ask.
"Brother Xu, sister-in-law. I want to ask you a question."
Xu Zhenqing and Fang Suyun knew everything about his affair with Lin Ruyan.
"Brother Wuwei, just ask if you have any questions." Fang Suyun said.
Mo Wuwei spoke up, "Brother Xu, sister-in-law, I know that because of the conflict between Lin Zhiqing and Nuannuan, you actually don't like her. I, what I asked yesterday was about her and me."
As he spoke, his face turned red again and he turned away shyly.
Fang Suyun said: "Wu Wei, we are not children anymore, just say whatever you want to say. We used to dislike Lin Ruyan very much, but she has not made any trouble recently, so we just treat her as an ordinary person.
Whatever you want to ask, we will answer you objectively. We won't dictate how you treat her just because we don't like her."
"Brother, sister-in-law, you are both reasonable people, so let me tell you. You all know that she came here every day a few days ago. You also know why she came here.
I admit that I used to really hate her and wanted to never see her again. But then some things happened and I felt that she had changed a lot. I don’t seem to hate her anymore, and I even…”
He couldn't say that he had fallen in love with Lin Ruyan. Because he was embarrassed, he didn't dare to look at the two people in front of him.
Fang Suyun smiled and said, "Fearless, sister-in-law, let me make it clear. Everyone has the right to like someone. It's not shameful to like someone."
"But I'm already so old, more than ten years older than her. I treated her so badly before and wrongly accused her. How can I admit it now? Admit that I like her?"
When he said the last words, his face was already red.
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