"Isn't it time for you to go back to the army?" Lin Ying asked curiously. Logically speaking, since they were here, Zhao Qinghuai should have gone back to the army for training.
However, she then remembered that during their last mission, three of their comrades had apparently lost their lives. Could Zhao Qinghuai have been dismissed because of this?
Or did he make a mistake?
The more Zhao Qinghuai kept quiet, the more Lin Ying started to overthink.
She also noticed the problem: "Did something happen? You didn't die last time, so were your comrades who were with you also faking their deaths?"
Zhao Qinghuai shook his head: "No, they really sacrificed themselves. If it weren't for the armor you gave me, I probably would have been in grave danger too. After that, I went straight into a secret mission."
"Honey, since I already discharged myself from the military for the mission, what do you think about me just retiring this time?"
Lin Ying was taken aback by Zhao Qinghuai's words, and then fell into deep thought. She knew that Zhao Qinghuai had a deep affection for the army; that uniform carried his dreams and responsibilities. Now that he was making the decision to retire, he must have gone through a lot of struggle.
After a long while, Lin Ying slowly spoke, "Zhao Si, you really need to think this through. You love the army so much. If you just retire like this, won't you regret it later? You're different from me. If I want to treat patients, I can do it anytime. But if you really retire, you'll never have the chance to go back."
I want you to do what you want to do, but I don't want you to make this decision hastily for some other reason.
Zhao Qinghuai took Lin Ying's hand and held it gently. Looking into her eyes, he said earnestly, "Wife, I've thought it over. This experience has made me realize that family is the most important thing. When I'm on a mission, you and the children are the ones I worry about the most. And I don't know when I'll be in danger again. I don't want you to live in constant fear."
Lin Ying felt a warmth in her heart. She could feel Zhao Qinghuai's care for this family, but she still hesitated: "But, all those skills and honors you had in the army, it's such a pity to just give them up like this. Didn't you once say that you wanted to dedicate your whole life to the army?"
Zhao Qinghuai nodded vigorously: "Before, I was single-minded, and I felt that my future was to die on the battlefield. But now it's different. I have a family, and I have people to care about. I know that if I'm gone, you will be sad. I don't want you to be sad. I don't want you to forget me and be with someone else in the future."
Lin Ying didn't ask Zhao Qinghuai what he could do after retiring from the army, because she believed that someone as outstanding as him would do something different from others, even if he were to farm.
Lin Ying looked at Zhao Qinghuai, her eyes slightly red. She raised her hand and gently stroked Zhao Qinghuai's face, her voice choked with emotion: "You always say things that touch my heart. How could I forget you, and how could I be with someone else? I'm just really afraid that you'll regret this decision in the future."
Zhao Qinghuai pressed Lin Ying's hand tightly against his face and said with a smile, "Wife, no, as long as I can stay by your side and watch the children grow up day by day, I feel that my life is peaceful and fulfilling. What regrets could I possibly have? Besides, what I learned in the army can be used in my future life. I can lead the people in the village to live a prosperous life. Isn't that another way to realize my value?"
Lin Ying nodded slightly. She knew that once Zhao Qinghuai made a decision, it was the result of careful consideration. Since he was determined, all she could do was to fully support him: "Alright then, since you've thought it through, I'll support you. Whatever you do, I'll be with you. However, you should talk to your children about this. Although they hope you can stay home with them, they are also very proud of what you're doing in the army."
Zhao Qinghuai responded and then called the children over. Looking at their expectant and curious eyes, he cleared his throat and said, "Kids, there's something I need to tell you. I've decided to retire from the army and stay home with you from now on. What do you think?"
Haoyu was taken aback at first, then a big smile appeared on his face: "Okay, Uncle, then you can teach me those skills from the army every day. I want to be as good as you in the future."
The other children cheered, "That's great! This way, Auntie won't have to work so hard."
Seeing the children's happy faces, Zhao Qinghuai felt gratified. He patted one's head, hugged another, and said with a smile, "From now on, I will not only play with you, but also lead everyone to make our village better. Let's work together to make our lives more prosperous, okay?"
"Great!" the children shouted in unison, their loud voices filled with anticipation for a better future.
After that, Zhao Qinghuai officially began preparing for his post-military service.
Seeing Zhao Qinghuai so happy, Lin Ying breathed a sigh of relief. She was genuinely worried that Zhao Qinghuai would regret this incident in the future.
However, Zhao Qinghuai's joy did not last long.
Because his discharge application was rejected.
In fact, the report was personally delivered by Shanyubang.
Zhao Qinghuai, who was originally in high spirits and already thinking about the days of a warm bed with his wife and children, turned pale the moment he saw Shan Yubang arrive.
"Don't give me that attitude. Do you think I came here willingly?"
Judging from the way the two of them were, Lin Ying knew without even guessing that Zhao Qinghuai had probably gone to see Shan Yubang before he came back, and the two of them had a fight, right?
Zhao Qinghuai didn't mention it at all when he came back.
Seeing that both of them looked increasingly grim, Lin Ying almost laughed: "Well, what's wrong? Let's go inside and talk. It's quite cold outside."
Then the two looked at each other again and both snorted.
Seeing Zhao Qinghuai like this, Shan Yubang was utterly terrified. Just as Shan Yubang was about to curse, Lin Ying quickly said, "Commander Shan, let's go inside and talk."
Shanyubang snorted again and went in first.
Upon entering the shed, Shan Yubang noticed the difference inside. Speaking of dates, he admired Lin Ying the most, who always managed to make life better no matter what.
Even he envied this house; it was not only warm inside, but also clean and bright.
"Your house is very nice."
Lin Ying smiled and said, "It was built by the army and the commune when I came here the year before last. I was too busy last year and didn't have time to thank them properly."
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