Chapter 90
The next day, everything returned to normal. Ling Yin returned to training form, and the substitute mid laner was no longer needed to help out in the scrimmages.
Qu Xing and Ling Yin agreed to log out of their account tomorrow to get a psychological checkup. He was currently sitting in his AD carry position, the mouse shifted to his left hand, and he was boredly trying to complete a set of combos with his left hand.
Just looking at his back, it seems that this serious star is as busy as his teammates around him. In fact, the real AD is Xiao Shi who is sitting on the bench.
After playing for a while, Qu Xing flung his mouse aside and stood up, pushing his handsome chair far out to take up residence in the middle of the training room. He then stepped on his skateboard, which had long been abandoned in a corner, and strolled out of the training room, running into Zhou Si, who was making his usual rounds.
Zhou Si looked at the boy quietly riding the skateboard for two seconds, then said kindly, "Get down."
Qu Xing: “…”
Qu Xing: "No."
"Be good, come down." Zhou Si said, "You're hanging by one arm now. What if you lose your balance and fall?"
"I won't fall." Qu Xing stood on it, his face calm, like a cat looking down on humans: "My skateboarding skills are as good as my gaming skills."
Zhou Si was still worried, extremely worried. Baby AD's hand was still in a fragile state, requiring daily dressing changes. Even the slightest bump would make his heart leap. To get him off, he blurted out, "So what's your current gaming level with your hand hanging..."
Qu Xing: “…”
He stared at Zhou Si with dissatisfaction and slowly got off the skateboard. To express his dissatisfaction, he kicked the skateboard out, and the skateboard rolled down the corridor to the end, making a thud.
"Be good." Zhou Si smiled and wanted to rub Qu Xing's back to help him calm down. Qu Xing refused to let him touch him and turned around and went back to the training room.
Zhou Si, whose hand fell empty-handed: "..." Why does he seem to be a little more irritable than before?
Qu Xing first sniffed and rubbed Ling Yin's body to vent his feelings. Ling Yin just finished this round and asked, "What's wrong, baby?"
Qu Xing said angrily, "The Fourth Master didn't let me skateboard and even mocked me."
Ling Yin turned his head and looked.
Zhou Si who followed in: "..."
When everyone heard this, they all looked at Zhou Si with condemnation, asking "How could you do this?"
Zhou seemed to be on edge, and the usually effortless veteran showed a rare hint of uneasiness: "I'm just worried that Xingxing will fall."
"Then how can you mock others?" Zhao Hui said.
Song Tianhua: "That's right."
Ling Yin narrowed his eyes: "What are you mocking?"
Zhou Si: "I..."
Qu Xing suddenly waved his hand and said with a sly smile: "I forgive you!"
Ling Yin glanced at him with a smile.
Zhou Siyi clasped his fists and said, "Thank you, Xingxing, for your generosity."
Qu Xing was in a good mood and waved his hand generously.
"EKN has arranged a training match with us." Zhao Hui suddenly said.
"Ah?" Le Anyi opened his mouth and said, "They?"
He Weichen: "Why? It's so sudden."
"Hello, Coach Zhao. Last season, we were fortunate to witness the DL team's brilliant performance on the court, and we were deeply impressed. Before the official MSI match, we are very much looking forward to scrimmaging with your team." Zhao Hui finished with the last two words: "EKN."
“…”
"I guess," Le Anyi said, "they definitely don't know about Xingxing's hand injury."
"I came here just for the DL with Dazzling." Zhao Hui held his phone. "Just looking at what he said, you can tell that our performance in the Spring Split was truly terrifying."
Song Tianhua said impatiently: "Tell them! There is no Qu Xing. Ask them if they still want to make an appointment."
Zhao Hui looked at Zhou Si questioningly.
If I say it, it will definitely be equivalent to leaking the fact that Xingxing is in trouble.
Zhou Siyi raised his chin: "It's okay, we have to know it even if we don't talk about MSI now."
Zhao Hui nodded and replied to the EKN coach.
There was silence from EKN.
After a long time, probably after they had almost finished discussing everything, they finally sent another message.
Please convey our regards to Dazzling and wish him a speedy recovery. Regarding the training match request, we hope to continue to maintain it; if you have no objection, we can discuss a specific time together.
"Tsk, tsk, tsk." Le Anyi sighed and turned back to choose a hero: "Too decent, it's obvious that he just wants to touch the stars, and he has to go through such a big circle."
Zhou Si: "That's good. I'll play when there are training matches. It's good to get to know my opponent better."
He Weichen: "I'm afraid they're just going to fight casually."
"That's their business," Zhao Hui said, "we can't just do whatever we want."
Qu Xing suddenly lifted his hanging hand towards him.
His entire hand was immobilized, making it difficult to even move his fingers. Zhao Hui stared at the stiff protective gear for two seconds, puzzled. "What's wrong?"
Qu Xing said, "Thumbs up."
Zhao Hui: "Oh... don't you still have the left... oh."
Qu Xing's left hand was busy coordinating with his teeth to open the lollipop.
Zhao Hui discussed it with coach EKN and they both decided to just schedule it for tomorrow.
"Ah—" Qu Xing yelled, holding a lime lollipop in his mouth, "Then I can't watch it anymore."
Zhao Hui: "Why?"
Qu Xing: "I'm going to see a psychiatrist tomorrow."
“…”
Qu Xing reacted and took the lollipop out of his mouth: "Ling Yin didn't tell you."
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Zhou Si: "He just said you were frightened..."
Except for Ling Yin, this group of people cast complicated and sad looks at him. Le Anyi was in rank, and when he heard these words, he was struck by lightning. He turned his head in panic and glanced at him eagerly.
Qu Xing had already been tortured enough by them yesterday; he couldn't stand it again. He immediately covered his eyes and slipped into the next room.
The training room returned to silence.
Zhao Hui sighed: "Le Anyi, focus."
Le Anyi: “Oh…”
To be honest, I don't seem that surprised. He fainted twice before and they said it was a mental problem. This time he was in a coma for nearly three days.
But the question is, who dares to think about it! Who can imagine it! Who can believe it!
"Ling Yin..." Le Anyi asked after finishing the game, "What's wrong with Xingxing?"
"We'll know after the checkup tomorrow," Ling Yin said.
Zhou Si: "Don't you need to accompany him? You have a training match tomorrow?"
"He said he could." Ling Yin shook his head slightly: "It's okay."
His star was incredibly powerful. After waking up, it took him just over a day to calm down. There was nothing "different" like what Chen Qi had described. He calmly agreed to see a psychiatrist and also calmly accepted the fact that he was temporarily missing a hand.
The next day, Qu Xing went to the hospital on his own without anyone accompanying him, and registered Chen Qi's number.
This was the first time Qu Xing met Chen Qi, but it was Chen Qi's second time. Seeing Qu Xing push open the door and come in, he said familiarly, "Come on, come sit over here."
The room was decorated in a warm and cozy way, and one wouldn't even feel like they were in a hospital. Chen Qi sat relaxed on a long sofa, while another stretched out softly in an arc.
Qu Xing smiled at Chen Qi. He was a relaxed person, and the environment was so warm and comfortable. The psychologist looked so kind, so Qu Xing walked over without any suspicion and sat down on the sofa as if it were his own home. He subconsciously pressed his dangling hand against the head of the stuffed bunny next to him.
After watching his series of actions, Chen Qi smiled slightly: "Warm water, unsweetened jasmine tea, hot milk. What would you like to drink?"
Qu Xing glanced at it and said, "Whatever."
Chen Qi handed over the warm water, "This is it, the temperature is just right."
"Oh." Qu Xing politely took it and placed it back on the table. Leaning against the sofa, he looked up, his clear, large eyes gazing at Chen Qi silently. He neither urged nor avoided Chen Qi, quietly waiting for him to say something, as if he were the one providing psychological counseling.
Chen Qi couldn't help but laugh: "No wonder so many people like you, you are really charming."
Qu Xing's bright eyes moved slightly as he watched him, like a small animal that didn't care about human praise or criticism. He smiled at Chen Qi and said, "Do you want to chat with me first?"
"..." Chen Qi laughed and leaned back: "Normally, I should talk to the kids who come here for a while so that they can relax first, but it seems that you don't need it."
"Then let's get straight to the point." Chen Qi looked at him and smiled, "Which part do you want to start with?"
Qu Xing was silent for a moment and said, "I don't know. I don't have anything in particular I want to talk about."
"Then I'll decide." Chen Qi said with a smile: "I heard that you can't remember some things recently. Let's talk about this first?"
"Not just some, I feel like I can't remember a lot now." Qu Xing propped up his chin with his left hand and looked at him: "If I want to remember it, I can, but it seems different from normal recollection. It's very chaotic, like picking up scraps, incoherent."
Chen Qi: "It feels like my memory has been shattered."
Qu Xing looked at him and nodded.
Chen Qi asked: "Will it be very painful?"
"So I don't want to think about anything." Qu Xing said, "I don't want to think about anything."
"Can this state of not thinking about anything really keep you in a relaxed state?" Chen Qi asked.
“…”
Qu Xing was silent for a moment, thinking carefully about how he had been feeling. He shook his head, "It's not easy."
Chen Qi looked at him quietly.
"Very tired." Qu Xing said, "And now I can't stop thinking about anything. These past few days... and before I fainted, when I listened to Qu Hongfei, my biological father, talking, I always felt like those memories were running wild."
"Crazy?"
"They would suddenly pop up, forcing me to remember, but it was so chaotic, as if it had become something else." Qu Xing put down his hand and said quietly, "And I don't think those memories should give me such a terrifying feeling. I was obviously very happy."
"Yeah." Chen Qi nodded. "If you were asked to use three words to describe your grandmother before she was 18, and another three words to describe her after she knew the truth, how would you describe her?"
Qu Xing was stunned.
A chaotic memory suddenly split into two complete pieces. He even needed to react to the word "grandma" for a while before he could recall his feelings about her.
"Before I was 18..." Qu Xing lowered his eyelashes: "Freedom, beauty, and love of play."
Chen Qi noticed that his descriptions were all about his grandmother herself, and not a single word was mixed with the connection between her and himself.
"Later," Qu Xing took a deep breath and said quietly, "Freedom is still beautiful."
At this point, Qu Xing suddenly blinked rapidly, and was surprised to realize that his grandmother was still the same grandmother. The two identical adjectives suddenly brought the grandmothers in the two memories together, and for a moment, they almost returned to her side.
Qu Xing's fingertips trembled slightly as Chen Qi quietly reminded her, "The third word."
"..." Qu Xing's lips moved slightly, but he couldn't speak. After a long while, he uttered softly and hoarsely, "It never existed."
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The author has something to say: This is the author's last chapter in the draft, I will post it first. It has been very chaotic recently, so the author will take a few days off. I will update it for everyone after I leave home on August 11th [Namaste][Namaste][Namaste]
I will definitely update more, and try my best to update more [Namaste][Namaste][Namaste][Namaste]
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