She promoted Xiaocha in her live broadcast room, and took the initiative to bring Xiaocha's meals back and deliver them directly to her house every time. She even forced herself to marry Gu Chenyang for Xiaocha.
Speaking of Gu Chenyang, it was another sin of his own.
She didn't know before, but now she knows.
Gu Chenyang likes her so much that he is willing to reveal his identity and be taken away by his father for her.
It's exactly as he said.
He was already 24 years old, but he still ran away from home in a "childish tantrum". Perhaps it was to fulfill his dream.
But now, for his own sake, he immediately gave up his dream.
Lin Yi was very familiar with this behavior.
She did the same for Yin Mingyue back then.
Although she was young and it was a thing of the past, Lin Yike still thinks back on it and feels that her actions were truly great. She can still recall how sincere and enthusiastic she was at that time.
So is it the same for Gu Chenyang?
And what about myself!
Although she could never reciprocate this feeling in her life, she unknowingly hurt him because of Xiaocha.
For Xiaocha, Lin Yike hurt the person who liked her.
But for the person she liked, Xiaocha hurt Lin Yike without hesitation.
It feels like you're holding two friends over a cliff, but you can only save one.
You thought the person on your left was heartless, so you let go of his hand. He fell off a cliff, but before he died, he held a flower for you.
You were helpless and struggled to pull another person up, but just as you stood firm, the person's sword pierced your heart.
Does it hurt?
pain!
Do you regret it?
I really regret it!
She had prepared herself mentally before coming here, but she found that those thoughts were just thoughts.
When something happens, the mirage will disappear in an instant.
Yes, Lin Yike thought in self-abandonment, you were just a blade of grass, why are you pretending to be a big tree now?
A big tree, facing the wind and waves, can still stand its ground for a while.
As for you, let alone wind and rain, even a small flame is a disaster.
Trace the roots.
Lin Yike felt a strong desire to retreat.
It all started when she became an anchor.
So, if she stops being the anchor, everything will return to normal.
There is no Xiaocha, no Gu Chenyang, and no fans whose faces are unknown.
Only Yin Yiqian made her never regret being the anchor this time.
Just want her to go on.
It’s really difficult!
"I feel like I'm probably not cut out to be a host." Facing this voice, Lin Yike found it hard to remain strong.
"Why?" The man on the other side of the line was still incredibly gentle. "I've seen your livestream. You're skilled, pretty, and speak so softly. I'm not trying to coax you. Even my mom likes watching your livestream."
"It's not that," the person opposite said, although every word was simple and plain, and everyone would say this to coax others, but Lin Yike felt that this person was so sincere that she had to speak out.
"I know I'm too fragile mentally!" Lin Yike muttered.
"How did you find out?" The voice on the other end was serious, without a trace of impatience.
This made Lin Yike feel a little embarrassed for a moment, "When I was a child, I didn't dare to play games with other children."
"Once, I plucked up the courage to play games with them, but I couldn't help shaking legs. A child noticed it, and I pretended to be cold. I suspect I have a mild social phobia!" Lin Yike's words made more and more sense.
It was as if he wanted to analyze his entire childhood to the other person in every detail.
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