Escape 99 Times (Fifteen) This name is so strange...
There were thick cumulus clouds in the sky, and there was a flash of lightning, followed by a dull thunder, and then it was raining.
It was raining heavily, and the raindrops exploded into tiny splashes on the roof of the car.
The person in his arms was awakened from his sweet dream, frowned and let out a dissatisfied groan. He raised his hands to cover Xuanyuan's ears, watched his frown relax again, and breathed a sigh of relief.
At this moment, I suddenly felt my heart beating like a drum and ringing like a bell.
He was even afraid that the loud heartbeat would wake Xuanyuan up.
Fear is always there.
He is afraid, he is afraid...
right!
He was afraid that he would become soft-hearted because of Xuanyuan's kindness, he was afraid that he would die again at the hands of the world consciousness, he was afraid that unexpected changes would occur, he was afraid that he would gradually lose the qualities that a human being should have, he was afraid that he would die again and again and get lost in the cycle of reincarnation.
He was also afraid that Xuanyuan would remember everything, remember his murderous knife, and remember their past.
He was afraid that Xuanyuan would see himself doing whatever it took to survive.
right.
That's what frightened him.
He was just terrified by it.
He could only be afraid of this.
…
The summer rain came so quickly and went away so quickly that it was not enough for Xuanyuan to finish his beautiful dream.
When Xuanyuan woke up, he had not yet come to his senses from his dream and could not tell what day it was.
He suddenly thought of the injured Lu Renjia and quickly looked at his arm.
Lu Renjia stretched out his hand and let him check it.
It was not until he got off the car and smelled the moist scent of soil in the air that he suddenly realized——
"Oh, what a heavy rain."
…
Lu Renjia followed Xuanyuan back to the country.
The ability to trigger nightmares is the ability of the attacker. After the attacker dies, Xuanyuan will no longer have nightmares.
Lu Renjia let Xuanyuan discover this.
He, the male servant who slept with his partner, finally lost his value.
Xuanyuan changed the contract.
The terms of the new contract were so incredibly generous that it was more of a gift agreement than a contract.
Lu Renjia refused to sign.
He said that he wanted to terminate the male servant agreement, leave the Xuanyuan family, and travel far away.
Xuanyuan was silent for a moment and did not try to persuade him to stay.
Xuanyuan gave Lu Renjia a bank card that was enough to ensure his comfortable life for the rest of his life, and a phone number, and then terminated the contract.
Before they parted, they had one last meal together, during which they talked happily, just like they did every night before they slept together.
Xuanyuan remained calm the whole time, except when he asked Lu Renjia from behind before leaving.
"Why don't you dare look at me?"
"The car has arrived, I should leave now."
Lu Renjia did not turn around or pause.
He didn't dare to turn around or stop.
If he stayed, he wouldn't know how to answer if Xuanyuan asked him.
Later, Lu Renjia went to many places.
There were some things he deliberately forgot.
It seemed as if fate had also forgotten him. In the days that followed, he did not encounter any death threats, nor did he disappear from society. He simply passively reduced his sense of existence.
With this low sense of presence, he has been to the deep forests where few people have been, as well as to the bottom of the sea and the abyss. He collected a lot of materials and carefully tried out many different flavors of fragrance.
Among them, there was one that he liked the most. He smelled it once and never adjusted it again.
He lived a long time in this life, often in nature, and was unaware of the passage of time.
About twenty years later? Or thirty years? One day, as he was walking down the city street, a large screen in the square suddenly lit up.
On the other side of the big screen are people who are both strange and familiar.
The man had a head full of silver hair, and it was obvious that he was not young anymore, but time had been particularly kind to him, and on that stunningly handsome face, there wasn't even a trace of time.
The moment he appeared, the crowd was shocked by his appearance and the world was silent.
Even though his eyes and eyebrows were extremely haggard, it was obvious that he had been suffering from illness for a long time and it seemed that he didn't have much time left.
He smiled at the other side of the screen. His eyes were still bright, and one could vaguely see what he looked like in the past.
The screen was so clear that the eyes were fully displayed on the screen, as if I was looking at them through the screen.
He said,
"I don't blame you."
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Later, Lu Renjia experienced many reincarnations.
In these reincarnations, he no longer encountered the threat of death.
He realized belatedly that this might be the world consciousness's gift of thanks to him for saving Xuanyuan during the plant reincarnation.
But he will still disappear socially.
He can choose to stand out in the crowd and leave an unignorable trace in society, so that the crowd will notice the trace and then notice him.
He can also get close to Xuanyuan and make Xuanyuan remember him.
After confirming that Xuanyuan was seriously ill in the previous life and it was just an accident that happened in the previous life, he never approached Xuanyuan again.
Xuanyuan and he were originally from two different worlds, and their intersection only occurred because of reincarnation.
Now that there are other methods, there is no need to contact Xuanyuan anymore.
Even so, the path he chose would be much more difficult.
He didn't want to hand over the chain around his neck to Xuanyuan anymore.
He once disappeared because he was not exposed to the public for too long.
It also disappeared due to changes in plans and the exposure effect did not meet expectations.
With each disappearance, he did better and better, and became more and more comfortable with it.
He has worked in many different professions, learned a lot of different knowledge, and had many different interests.
He must constantly seek novelty, otherwise he will be driven crazy by the endless cycle.
He deliberately avoided every contact with Xuanyuan.
Time will smooth out everything, including the fear in his heart.
Only occasionally, when he was trying to gain exposure by making his career flourish, his words would catch Xuanyuan's ears.
Just like the life when we were competing in literary talent.
That day, when all the scholars were gathering, he passed by the crowd and someone mentioned his name. "I heard that there is a dark horse this time, named Lu Renjia. Have you heard of him?"
Someone's smiling voice was carried into his ears by the spring breeze.
"Lu Renjia? What a strange name."
Even though I have been reincarnated more than a dozen times, my heart still beats a beat slower.
My chest feels stuffy, as if a thick layer of cloud has accumulated.
Perhaps it’s because two people who were once so familiar with each other, and had been called by each other’s names thousands of times, now all that’s left is “How strange.”
But it doesn't matter, time will smooth everything out.
If one reincarnation is not enough, try two. If two are not enough, try ten.
Until he mentioned the past, everything seemed calm.
Until Xuanyuan and he no longer had any contact.
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