Vip351 A very sad chapter with 900 words
He reached out and stroked her hair, looking at her lifeless face, his brows furrowed deeper and deeper. She was fine two days ago, and even invited her roommates to dinner. Although she was sad and tired, she was not as decadent as she is today. I received a phone call today, why...
Thinking of what she said before, he understood and advised softly: "Wanqing, don't blame yourself. Things haven't been clarified yet, don't take the blame on yourself..."
That's not important anymore, Wan Qing thought to herself, it was a fact that she had lied to Xu Kewei. She didn't want to talk anymore, she slid down, lay on the bed and fell asleep.
Mu Tianyang was helpless, worried about her health, but didn't dare to force her any further. He picked up the food, took a shower, and went to bed, only feeling relieved when he held her tightly in his arms.
Wanqing didn't sleep well, perhaps because she slept too long during the day, and couldn't fall asleep. She could clearly feel his arms around her, and she felt restrained. She wanted to break free from him, but she was too lazy to move, and let the discomfort surround her, and she felt uncomfortable.
Soon, she began to feel irritated and reached out to grab his arm, but failed to do so. Mu Tianyang was already asleep, and she felt that she had used up all her strength to grab him, but it was just a light scratch and could not wake him up at all.
Wan Qing only grabbed it for a moment, then leaned into his arms, her hands trembling slightly, and she didn't move. After a moment, she clenched her fists and stretched them to her mouth, biting them again and again, biting hard. She wanted to go crazy, if she didn't bite herself hard, she would definitely scream and go crazy! She wanted to scream until her throat broke, exhausting her strength, until her life withered, and she would rest in peace...
Suddenly, she seemed to see herself standing in the wilderness, with a desolate road stretching from the rapeseed field to the end of the sky. She stood in the middle of the road and screamed until the flowers withered and fell, and heavy rain fell. She slowly fell down, and after countless sunrises and moonsets, her clothes turned to ashes, leaving only a pile of bones...
She calmed down, no longer irritable, loosened her fist that was bitten red, gently grasped Mu Tianyang's collar, leaned against his chest and fell asleep peacefully.
She will find the road, and then she won't feel so bad...
Just as she calmed down, Mu Tianyang woke up. Mu Tianyang was also worried. He had just had a bizarre dream and suddenly woke up. He tried hard to recall what happened in the dream, but he couldn't remember.
He reached out and touched Wanqing's face. Wanqing's mind was still clear. She opened her mouth to say something, but no words came out, so she slowly closed it.
In the darkness, Mu Tianyang didn't see her movements and naturally thought she was asleep. He lay there with his eyes open for a while, turned over to lie on his side, gently held her to his chest, and kissed her behind the ear.
Wan Qing frowned, her breathing quickened, and she became agitated again. She gritted her teeth, thinking that she was in pain, but she couldn't disturb others...
Mu Tianyang sensed her change and whispered, "Wanqing?"
Wanqing didn't want to cause trouble for him. She knew she was in a bad mood and wanted to lose her temper, but he cared so much about her, she couldn't bother him anymore, couldn't...
Seeing that she didn't answer, Mu Tianyang thought she was dreaming, so he reached out and gently rubbed her forehead, hoping that she would sleep more peacefully.
Wanqing felt his tenderness and kindness, and her heart became even more uncomfortable. She could not vent and could only lie there stiffly. It was not until he stopped and lay down beside her that she opened her mouth slightly, exhaled in the darkness, and shed two lines of tears...
Both of them slept uneasily. Mu Tianyang was fine, he just had insomnia. After a long time, his brain could not resist the fatigue and he fell asleep again naturally.
Wan Qing encountered an unprecedented situation, and she herself didn't know what was wrong with her. She wanted to yell like crazy, but she didn't want people to think she was crazy, and she didn't even dare to let Mu Tianyang find out that she was not asleep, so she could only pinch her arms with both hands to vent her crazy strength.
The next morning, Mu Tianyang woke up early. He had too many things on his mind and a splitting headache. Wanqing was still groggy and hadn't fallen asleep yet. She could clearly feel his every move, but she didn't want to move. She still lay there, feeling suffocated by the discomfort in her heart, and her stomach began to rumble. She didn't eat dinner yesterday, not even lunch... She must be hungry. But even so, she didn't move, as if she was too lazy to make any sound.
Mu Tianyang came out after washing up, came over to look at her, tucked her in, and saw that she was frowning, and whispered worriedly: "Why are you sleeping so restlessly?"
Wan Qing wants to say: I feel uncomfortable...
But if he asked her why she felt bad or what she felt bad about, she couldn't tell him. She just felt bad, very bad...
She felt that she couldn't sleep, so she opened her eyes.
Mu Tianyang was startled, his hand retracted, and after a pause he asked, "Did I wake you up?"
Wanqing sat up and felt pain all over her body, especially her head and eyes, so much so that the pain in her muscles and joints was no longer obvious.
Seeing that her face looked even uglier than yesterday, Mu Tianyang advised: "It's still early, sleep a little longer."
Wanqing shook her head. She couldn't sleep at all, and she would go crazy if she lay there any longer.
Mu Tianyang was stunned for a moment, thinking that she had slept during the day yesterday, so it should be almost time, so he said: "Then wash your face, I'll ask Aunt Zhang to make breakfast. What do you want to eat?"
Wanqing wanted to say no, but she couldn't go against his sincerity, so she said, "Whatever."
Mu Tianyang frowned slightly. How could he be so casual? But judging from her appearance, she probably cared about Xu Kewei's affairs and would not care about these things. He simply asked Zhang Ma to make some milk bread and porridge buns.
Mu Tiancheng and Tianxue both lived here. Mu Tiancheng slept in the living room. He got up when he heard the noise. He pulled his clothes and gathered the blanket, then Wanqing walked out in a daze.
He was stunned for a moment and said, "Sister-in-law, good morning."
"Good morning." Wan Qing replied weakly and moved to sit on the sofa, as if she didn't notice that he had stayed here all night.
Mu Tiancheng rolled up the blanket and stuffed it into the corner. He looked at her seriously and asked, "Sister-in-law, are you suffering from insomnia?"
Wan Qing was stunned for a moment, and finally focused on looking at him, a little confused. Why was he asking this? How did he know that?
Mu Tiancheng said meaningfully: "Of course you will be sad that your aunt is gone, but I think she must hope that you will live well and live on for her. She suffered an accident suddenly, and she must have many wishes that have not been fulfilled, such as seeing you get married and have children, such as finding her former relatives... These things can only be accomplished by you, and she can see them in another world. But if you can't get over it, it won't let her..."
Wanqing's heart was moved. Yes, her mother must have many wishes. But she actually wanted to exile herself and follow him. Wouldn't that make her mother die with regret? But...but she really had no motivation to survive. Everything was so torturous. If her mother didn't blame her and still loved her, she would definitely want her to help fulfill her wish; but if her mother knew about her and Tianyang, she would definitely not want to recognize her... Even if she went to another world, she would not have the face to see her.
Seeing her tangled expression, Mu Tiancheng felt relieved when he saw the languid aura on her body dissipate. However, he was also alarmed: She really wanted to die! Is she suffering from depression?
The more he thought about it, the more he felt that it was the case. Just when he was about to test it, Mu Tianyang suddenly came out. Seeing him in wrinkled clothes, he frowned and asked, "Did you wash your face?"
Mu Tiancheng hurried away and asked again: "Can you lend me some clothes?"
Mu Tianyang said irritably: "Look for it yourself in the closet on the left!"
Mu Tiancheng ran away weakly, went to his room, opened the wardrobe on the left, and found a set with a tag, probably new, so he took it and changed it.
Mu Tianyang sat next to Wan Qing and asked, "What are you thinking about?"
After hearing what Mu Tiancheng said, Wan Qing regained some desire to live. She turned her head to look at him and was willing to pour out her distress to him: "I feel uncomfortable..." and then she threw herself into his arms.
Mu Tianyang's face wrinkled into a bitter gourd, and he didn't know how to comfort her. He was not a psychologist, and repeating "You still have me" seemed useless... He sighed, hugged her tightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I will accompany you."
Wanqing whimpered and hugged him and started crying. After a while, Zhang Ma prepared breakfast, but she still didn't want to eat, and seemed a little anorexic.
My appetite was good in the past few days. Although I couldn't sleep because I was thinking about Xu Kewei, I didn't suffer from insomnia all night like last night, and I was so irritable that I wanted to kill someone...
She felt that she must be sick and was a little scared. She had to get better! She had never thought about death in the past few years, so why did she suddenly think about it these two days? She couldn't do this... She grabbed Mu Tianyang fiercely: "Tianyang, I want to eat!"
"Okay! Eat!" Mu Tianyang was eager for her to eat more, so he immediately carried her to the dining table and fed her himself.
Wanqing ate two bites and felt a little bit tired. Two villains began to fight in her mind. One wanted her to continue to be decadent and find a time to die, and the other wanted her to come out quickly and live strong...
Her eyes were dizzy and she suddenly grabbed the toast and started to eat it. After two bites, she hugged the milk and drank it.
Mu Tianyang was startled: "Slow down, there are still many."
Wanqing took a few bites and felt a little choked in the throat and a little uncomfortable in the stomach. Looking at the table full of food, she had no appetite at all, and even felt like vomiting...
She hurriedly put down the things: "I... I don't want to eat anymore! I'm a little sleepy, I'll go to sleep for a while!" After that, she got up and walked into the house.
Mu Tianyang chased after her, and she had already jumped onto the bed quickly. He leaned over her and asked, "Are you okay?"
Wan Qing whimpered and stretched out her hand to push him away: "It's okay, I had insomnia last night and I'm still sleepy now..."
He sat down next to me: "Then you sleep a little longer, I'll keep an eye on you."
"Don't guard me." Wan Qing said sadly, "I feel sorry for wasting your time."
"We still need to talk about that between us?!"
"That's how I feel!" Wan Qing lowered her eyes, her eyelashes wet with water, "It makes me feel uncomfortable when I think about it... Don't worry, I won't be unable to figure it out."
Mu Tianyang was startled, and he held her in his arms, and asked fiercely: "Did you want to do something stupid yesterday?! How can I feel at ease if you do this?!"
"I can't control myself--" Wan Qing said excitedly, and burst into tears, "I feel so uncomfortable, you know? I don't know what's wrong with me! I want to eat well, but I can't eat..."
Mu Tianyang fell silent, and after a moment he said, "Let's go see a doctor."
Wan Qing was stunned, and knew what doctor he was talking about. Maybe she really needed a psychiatrist. She hoped that it was just too much pressure, just temporary, and nothing serious...
She sighed and leaned on him: "I want to sleep."
"Yeah." Mu Tianyang put her down and covered her with a blanket. "Then you take a rest first. I'll go check on the investigation of the murderer and come back to tell you when there's any result."
Wanqing looked at him, her eyes sparkling.
He twitched his lips. Fortunately, she still cared about Xu Kewei.
He left the room, still a little worried, and asked Aunt Zhang to watch. He returned to the restaurant and wanted to discuss the next thing with Mu Tiancheng. Mu Tiancheng said, "Sister-in-law is not in a good mood."
Mu Tianyang was worried and asked hurriedly: "Is there any way? She seemed to...she just admitted it yesterday..." Mu Tianyang held his forehead and didn't dare to say those words.
Mu Tiancheng said: "I saw it. She may be suffering from depression. Let's see a doctor. Otherwise, if it gets serious, she won't be able to save herself."
Mu Tianyang had heard of many cases of depression patients committing suicide, so he nodded. Feeling uneasy, he ran back to the room to take a look. Wanqing was really asleep this time.
He waited for a while, and then the phone rang. It was Chu Wei calling. He ran out to answer it, and seeing Tianxue got up, he asked Tianxue to go look after Wanqing.
Chu Wei said, "The magazine received some photos, and I sent them to you... Where are you now? I think I should go find you in person."
Mu Tianyang was stunned. He really didn't want to expose this place. But after thinking carefully, City C was the territory of the Dragon Flame Alliance. If they wanted to know, it would only take a few seconds. Now that he asked to come, he probably had a need to come, right? So he told him the address.
Half an hour later, Chu Wei arrived with a large envelope. When he saw the window outside the living room, he walked straight over. Mu Tianyang wanted to ask him to change his shoes, but he gave up when he saw that he had already walked to the middle of the room.
Chu Wei looked at the window and smiled: "It's here indeed." Then he handed the envelope to Mu Tianyang.
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