Chapter 198 Do you still want me?
Rong Chen saw through her little thoughts and laughed helplessly.
"Of course I want to live." Rong Chen said softly, "But if I can't be with the one I love, living is just a waste of time!"
"So do you want to live or not?" Shu Wan asked him with her arms folded, "I am getting more and more confused the more I listen."
"Do you hope that I will be alive that night?" Rong Chen did not answer but asked, "Or do you not care about me no matter what happens to me?"
"Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?" Shu Wan asked him.
"If the truth is too sad, then Wanwan should say something nice to comfort me!" Rong Chen pursed his lips and replied.
"What you said is equivalent to you assuming that everything I say is false!" Shu Wan sighed and shook his head with regret, "Then I'd better not say anything, lest someone accuse me of lying!"
"It's unfair!" Rong Chen quickly admitted his mistake, "I will never think like this."
"Really?" Shu Wan obviously didn't believe it and asked him with a puzzled look on her face.
"More real than pearls!!" Rong Chen almost raised his hand to swear.
"Then do you know what I'm thinking about now?" Shu Wan asked with a funny look.
"What is Wanwan thinking about?" Rong Chen asked.
"I was wondering if I had lost out before!" Shu Wan looked very regretful.
"What do you want to lose?" Rong Chen asked her.
"I just want to tell you that if you are sick, take medicine well and you must get better! Because..." Shu Wan's expression became serious, and the previous playfulness was gone in his eyes. Instead, there was seriousness, worry, and something that made Rong Chen's sanity somewhat collapse.
"Because why?" Rong Chen swallowed his saliva unconsciously and looked at Shu Wan nervously, afraid that if he blinked, he would miss any expression or word Shu Wan said.
"Because I don't want you to die!" Shu Wan answered him without thinking, "If you die, what should I do?" She said the last sentence a little aggrieved.
"I..." After hearing her words, Rong Chen was stunned for a moment. He couldn't believe that what he heard was true. He didn't dare to speak, because he was afraid that once he opened his mouth, he would break this scene and make everything that happened before no longer exist.
"I've figured it out!" Shu Wan didn't care whether he answered or not, she just spoke to herself, "Will you fall in love with another woman in the future? There is only a certain probability that I will lose you!"
"But if I back off now because I'm worried about the unknown, then I'm bound to lose you!"
"Comparing the two, I think my previous approach was too much of a loss, so!"
"So, Rongchen, do you still want me now?" Shu Wan looked up and blinked her big eyes at Rongchen.
Rong Chen still couldn't believe that he was not dreaming at this moment.
"Wanwan..." He spoke cautiously, his voice trembling unconsciously, "I'm not dreaming, am I?" In desperation, he asked what was in his mind.
"What do you think?" Shu Wan pouted. "I've wasted so much time talking, but you just treat it as a dream?" Why has Rong Chen become more and more stupid recently? He is not as decisive and ruthless as before.
"No, Wanwan, pinch me!" Rong Chen said foolishly, "Let me see if I am really dreaming!"
Hearing this, Shu Wan grabbed his arm without any hesitation and pinched it hard, with resentment in his heart.
She had finally prepared herself mentally and mustered up the courage to confess to him, but he was still daydreaming in outer space? "Hiss—" Shu Wan pinched him very hard, so it would be a lie to say that Rong Chen didn't feel any pain. But apart from the pain in his arm, his heart, no, his whole body, was instantly surrounded by happiness and sweetness.
"Wanwan..." He seemed to have a lot to say, but didn't know where to start. "I...I..."
"Are you stupid?" Shu Wan frowned. "You're stuttering when you speak. What on earth do you want to say?"
"I, I want to say..."
"You haven't answered my question yet?" Shu Wan interrupted him, "I always ignored you and pushed you away before, but I regret it now. So do you still want me now?" She asked this in a coquettish tone.
"Yes!" Rong Chen responded almost the moment she finished speaking, "I only want you in my life!" He tried to calm himself, then reached out and held Shu Wan in his arms.
"Wanwan, do you know that I'm so scared now!" Rong Chen hugged him too tightly, as if this way Shu Wan would not suddenly disappear. "I'm afraid all this is fake. What you just said was all imagined by me. It was a dream. When I open my eyes again, you will be gone!" He was really scared, so he wanted to hold Shu Wan tightly, so that Shu Wan would not disappear from his sight.
"Idiot!" Shu Wan cursed, feeling sad in her heart. How timid must Rong Chen be to be scared like this by her few words, and all this was caused by her. It was she who wanted to push Rong Chen away, ignoring his affection time and time again, rejecting him from a thousand miles away, and breaking his heart.
"It's not a dream, everything is real." Shu Wan reached out and hugged Rong Chen back, "Rong Chen, everything you see and hear now is real. I like you... No, it's love, not like, I love you."
"Rongchen, do you know that I really love you so much!"
"It's because I love you so much that I'm so scared. I'm afraid that if you change your mind one day, what will I do?"
"I couldn't accept that kind of ending, that's why I wanted to reject you from the beginning!"
"Actually, I don't really think that way, you know?"
Perhaps because I have already made a start, the following words do not seem so difficult to say.
"I know, I know!" Rong Chen's eyes were a little moist.
"I know everything, don't worry. I, Rong Chen, swear to heaven that if I betray you in this life, I will be struck by lightning and die a miserable death. After I die, I will become a wandering ghost and will never be reincarnated!"
"Wanwan, I'm really happy. Do you know how happy I am?"
"Thank you, Wanwan!"
Rong Chen was already somewhat incoherent.
"I know, Rongchen!" Shu Wan responded to him, "I used to think that if one day you didn't want me anymore, I would be very sad, but now I understand that if one day something happened to you, I would be even sadder!"
(End of this chapter)
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