He felt distressed, but could do nothing about it.
He didn't even dare to imagine that this was his and Jiang Xiachu's daughter. How could a man like him be qualified to stand by Jiang Xiachu's side?
Not to mention marrying her.
He doesn't deserve it.
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I don’t know how long it had been, but Lu Huaiyan suddenly woke up from his sleep.
He was sweating profusely, even his palms were sweating, veins on his arms were bulging, and his whole condition was extremely bad, his thoughts still lingering in the dream just now.
He gasped for breath, trying to slow down his heartbeat.
Lu Huaiyan looked out the window. The rain was still falling outside and the cold wind blew into the tent, bringing a bit of biting chill.
The cold wind blowing on his face instantly sobered him up, as if mocking the fantasies in his dream.
God was indeed fair to him, allowing him to become Jiang Xiachu's husband in his dream, but punishing him by separating him from his wife and daughter forever, making him worry about them forever.
Pei Yunchen, who was in the same tent, suddenly sensed the noise coming from this side and woke up.
Seeing Lu Huaiyan sitting on the bed without any movement for a long time, Pei Yunchen walked over with a suspicious look on his face, sat next to him, and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why are you so motionless? What stimulated you?"
Lu Huaiyan exhaled silently, glanced at him, and said in an unusually calm tone, "It's okay, I just dreamed that I was dead."
He did not tell him about his dream about Jiang Xia Chu.
But after hearing these words, Pei Yunchen's face changed, and he became extremely gloomy. He even raised his eyes and glared at him, and quickly said "Pooh, Pooh, Pooh" several times, and said speechlessly: "Dreams are all fake, don't say such unlucky words."
He raised his hand and patted his chest, saying softly: "Although the swords on the battlefield are blind and I may lose my life at any time, I still cherish my life. It is better not to die. I still want to come back alive from the front line and marry my Su Nian!"
"After all, the evil will last for ten thousand years. I hope God will be kind to me."
As he spoke, Pei Yunchen clasped his hands together, looked up, and prayed devoutly.
Lu Huaiyan: “…”
He glanced at Pei Yunchen speechlessly and said in a flat tone: "Praying is useless. We are firm materialists."
Pei Yunchen curled his lips and said, "It's a shame. Can't I think about it?"
Lu Huaiyan was speechless after hearing his words. The corners of his mouth trembled, and after a moment of silence, he uttered one word: "Okay."
After answering Pei Yunchen's questions, he stood up on his own, picked up the military uniform hanging on the shelf beside him, and put it on.
He buttoned his shirt slowly and fixed his hair.
Pei Yunchen, who was sitting on the chair with his legs crossed, saw him getting dressed, raised his eyebrows slightly, stood up and walked over, stopping in front of him.
He stood on tiptoe and saw the familiar thing. The corners of his lips curled up and he smacked his lips.
Lu Huaiyan looked at him in confusion, frowning tightly.
Pei Yunchen shrugged, pointed at the slightly raised area on his chest, and said jokingly, "If you ask me, sometimes men shouldn't say one thing and mean another."
"You said you didn't care about her, but you carried the pocket watch with her photo on it all the time, even during field training. How could you say you don't have any feelings for her?"
"I think they're all going to fall in love."
Pei Yunchen said, "tsk tsk" twice, raised his eyebrows and said slyly: "Some people are just stuffy and keep everything in their hearts."
The more he spoke, the darker Lu Huaiyan's face became.
He glared at Pei Yunchen, grabbed his collar, and pushed him to the ground with great force.
Pei Yunchen was joking with him leisurely in the last second, but in the next second he fell to the ground and was held down by Lu Huaiyan.
He looked at Lu Huaiyan and rolled his eyes, feeling that his dignity was seriously damaged.
How could Lu Huaiyan pin him to the ground so easily? He must have done it by tricking him before he could react.
Pei Yunchen looked at him angrily, pushed Lu Huaiyan away, and got up from the ground.
After standing up, he patted the dust off himself, with a speechless face, and complained: "You pushed me to the ground when you disagreed with me, Lu Huaiyan, do you have to be so unreasonable?"
Seeing that Lu Huaiyan didn't say anything, he continued, "You are aloof, you are affectionate and reserved, and you keep everything in your heart. Do you think this is useful? Do you have to make yourself uncomfortable?"
"You might as well learn from me. The love between Su Nian and I is witnessed by heaven and earth!"
Lu Huaiyan turned around in annoyance and adjusted his military uniform. He felt a buzzing in his ears as he listened to his words.
Thinking back to what Pei Yunchen had just said, he lowered his eyes and his look dim.
In his heart, he really envied Pei Yunchen's character. He was always able to express his feelings directly, passionately and sincerely, without leaving any regrets for himself.
But his personality always makes him think about the future uncontrollably and think of infinite bad possibilities.
His identity meant that he would never have a stable life.
If anything unexpected happened on the front line, it would cost lives, just like what happened in the dream.
His wife and children had no one to rely on for the rest of their lives.
He once had the qualifications to express his feelings to Jiang Xiachu, but because of these considerations, he missed the chance and there was no turning back.
Jiang Xiachu now has only one wish - that he never appears in front of her again.
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It was five o'clock in the morning and the sky was still dark. It had rained all night last night and was still drizzling. The temperature had also dropped suddenly.
Everyone climbed out of bed with sleepy eyes, mumbling complaints about the horrible weather.
When Jiang Xiachu woke up, he suddenly felt a chill penetrate into his bones.
The dormitory is on the first floor. When it rains and the temperature drops, the first place to feel it is their dormitory.
Especially since this dormitory was very humid, even when she was lying in bed, she could feel a stronger dampness.
Meng Anyao heard the noise outside, forced her eyes open, sat up softly from the bed, yawned and looked at the rain outside the window.
We were supposed to do morning exercises at six in the morning.
At this moment, everyone else in the dormitory had slowly woken up. Hearing the sound of rain outside, Pan Yu yawned and said drowsily, "It's raining. Shouldn't we do morning exercises?"
When Meng Anyao heard her words, she felt that they made sense. She closed her eyes, lay back in the quilt, covered her head, and fell asleep again in a daze.
When she was at home, no one would wake her up unless she had to go to school, so she would sleep until she woke up naturally. Over time, she had already developed her own biological clock, and now she was suddenly asked to get up early, and she was still a little uncomfortable with it.
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