These days, her focus has been on training. Indeed, because Jiang Xiachu performed well in all aspects and was well-behaved and sensible, she unconsciously paid more attention to him and was completely unaware that she had neglected An Yao.
"An Yao, Mom is not what you think..." Su Jieyu saw her daughter crying and began to explain hurriedly.
But now Meng Anyao couldn't hear anything at all. She just felt that all the grievances and resentments in her heart surged to her head. Her face turned red, and even the blue veins on her neck were slightly bulging.
She stared at Su Jieyu, choking with sobs as she asked, "Nothing!? You just don't dare to admit that you are biased! Because of this performance, you have been running around, taking care of Jiang Xiachu so meticulously! You almost want to stick your eyes on her, constantly instructing her and caring about her."
"She danced wrong, and you noticed it right away. Go and teach her."
"What about me? Where were you when I didn't dance well? Did you even look at me? I have basically never been far away from home since I was a child, and I have never suffered hardship. You know me best, and you knew that this trip was full of dangers, but you still forced me to go."
As she spoke, Meng Anyao couldn't help but walk a few steps closer, staring at Su Jieyu intently, and asked, "Mom, are you hoping that something happens to me so that you can make room for Jiang Xiachu?"
When she spoke the last part, Meng Anyao's voice trembled a little.
As Su Jieyu listened, her eyes instantly turned red, and a feeling of self-blame overwhelmed her like a tide.
Her lips trembled, and she shook her head repeatedly, explaining: "An Yao, how could Mom think this way? I ignored your feelings for so many days, which is indeed wrong, but how could Mom hurt you?"
"I also think this performance is a rare training opportunity, and I want you to grow..."
"Exercise! I think you want me to die!" Meng Anyao couldn't hear a word now. She was full of anger. She stared at Su Jieyu and said something back without thinking: "I would rather you had never given birth to me! Instead of giving birth to me and not caring about me like this, what am I?"
"I said I didn't want to go to Spring City, and you came up and blamed me without asking me why I didn't want to go."
"I hate a mother like you!"
"You and dad always quarreled when you met. When did you ever consider my feelings? When you were in the art troupe, you didn't care about me at all. You only had Jiang Xiachu in your eyes."
"Since it's already like this, what's the point of having me as your daughter? I'm just a superfluous person! You're not qualified to be a mother at all. You don't care about me at all. I'm so unlucky to have a mother like you!"
When Su Jieyu listened to her complaints, she felt as if her heart was being cut by a knife, and the pain was so severe that she couldn't breathe.
She subconsciously raised her hand to cover her chest, and her lips trembled violently. She wanted to say something to comfort her daughter, but her throat seemed to be blocked and she couldn't make a sound.
"The thing I regret most in my life is being reborn into your belly and becoming your daughter!"
After hearing Meng Anyao's last words, Su Jieyu's face instantly turned darker, and tears flashed in her eyes.
She asked herself, she had given her daughter everything she could from childhood to adulthood, never let her suffer any hardship, and taught her with all her heart.
It's just that she has a poor comprehension ability and learns very slowly, much slower than her students.
She taught her so hard for more than ten years, but only she became like this.
She didn't expect that just because of her negligence these days, Meng Anyao would actually say such cruel words.
Su Jieyu covered her chest with her hands, feeling extremely stuffy.
After Meng Anyao finished scolding, she said nothing, but turned around silently, threw down a sentence "I'll stay alone for a while", and turned around and strode away.
Her hands hung at her sides, her steps were unsteady, and as soon as she turned around, tears began to fall like pearls from a broken string.
Meng Anyao stood aside, watching Su Jieyu walk away. Her legs went weak and she almost fell.
She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, stared at her intently, and murmured coldly: "Now that I have exposed your thoughts, don't you know what to say?"
"Since you like Jiang Xiachu so much, then let her be your daughter..."
Xu Qingqing stood in a corner far away and watched the show. After seeing the mother and daughter parting unhappily, she was so scared that she dared not breathe, nor did she dare to go forward to find Meng Anyao.
She knew Meng Anyao's temper. If she went up to her at this time, she would probably be scolded by her.
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Su Jieyu walked towards the office, tears streaming down her face uncontrollably. She cried so hard that her shoulders couldn't help shaking.
Afraid of being seen in such a miserable state, she deliberately took a small path to leave.
Walking on the deserted path in the military area, Su Jieyu took out a handkerchief from her arms and wiped the tears from her face. The more she thought about it, the more regretful and sad she felt.
Every word her daughter said pierced her heart.
Over the years, she has devoted all her attention to her work, hoping to achieve something in her career and realize her own value.
However, she didn't expect that because she failed to balance work and family well, her daughter had such deep resentment towards her, and she didn't even notice anything.
It's all her fault. She did a terrible job as a mother and the family is a mess.
Her husband doesn't love her and her daughter is full of resentment towards her.
Thinking of this, Su Jieyu felt even sadder.
She walked to the office in confusion, feeling extremely uncomfortable. Guilt and helplessness lingered in her heart for a long time.
Originally, after drinking the flower tea given by Jiang Xiachu some time ago, her heart palpitations and chest tightness had improved a lot.
But today, it suddenly appeared again.
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