In fact, to be honest, Lu Qing'er might not believe it. Even though she didn't have a good impression of Lu Qing'er because of what happened in her previous life, she couldn't deny that it was pretty good that she could pass the exam to become an intern military doctor through her own ability.
However, when she inadvertently raised her eyes and met Lu Qing'er's complicated eyes that were looking at her with a hint of hostility from afar, she turned around and chose to ignore it!
I don't know what's wrong with this woman. She always regards herself as an imaginary enemy. It's ridiculous.
Yi Yalan was too lazy to argue with her, but because of what happened in her previous life, she had to be on guard against her. Therefore, she found another place to continue training and decided to stay away from Lu Qing'er as much as possible.
After training, Lu Qing'er dragged herself home, her strength drained from her body. Her legs felt heavy as if they were filled with lead, and the exhaustion and aches made her collapse like a puddle of mud on the bed in her room.
Lu Qing'er closed her eyes, her brows furrowed tightly, feeling exhausted. Too tired! Thinking about the training during her internship, she felt like crying.
Not long after, Gu Fujun returned. As soon as he returned, he was heard yelling, "Honey, come out for dinner! Look what I brought you: Kung Pao chicken, braised pork, tofu with scallions, and two poached eggs. Hey, I also made you some pork rib soup. You just passed the internship assessment, and your training must have been very hard. You need some extra nutrition."
Upon hearing this, Lu Qing'er stood up expressionlessly. There was no part of her body that didn't hurt. Every muscle was reminding her how hard and painful her life had been today.
She struggled to get up, too exhausted to even lose her temper. She walked out of the room and into the living room. On the table, in an aluminum lunch box, were four dishes and a soup. Finally, her mood improved a little.
When she was at home, Gu Fujun had never been so considerate when he brought her food from the cafeteria. He was lucky enough to get her three dishes. They were all soupy, but he thought it was too much trouble and told her to get it herself from the cafeteria if she wanted to. After all, she had plenty of time at home, so he didn't have to carry it all the way and make it inconvenient.
Now that she had just finished her internship, this man seemed to understand her difficulties and even knew to add two poached eggs and a soup. Lu Qing'er was satisfied, but then she felt sad. She used to think that some respect could not be earned by relying on men. She wanted to have a prestigious job like Lu Yalan.
But now she realized that relying on herself wasn't that easy. Thinking about today's training, she felt depressed and her mood for eating was not good.
If Gu Fujun, this useless man, had been more successful and had a higher rank, no worse than the grandfather of the special military doctor of Qi Yalan, she would not have to earn face for herself and suffer this hardship.
The more Lu Qing'er thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt. Her meals tasted like chewing wax. She even regretted marrying Gu Fujun so quickly. Back in the small county town, her family hadn't seen much, and they'd thought it was quite remarkable for Gu Fujun, at his age, to become deputy battalion commander. But after joining the army, she discovered that there were many men of his age who could become deputy battalion commanders, and even men with higher ranks than him.
The more Lu Qing'er thought about it, the sadder she felt. If only she hadn't married Gu Fujun, wouldn't she have found a man of a higher rank with her looks? Perhaps even the grandfather of that top-ranking military doctor, Yi Yalan, wouldn't be anything. As Lu Qing'er pondered this, she chewed her food numbly. She'd had enough of the big pot meals in the cafeteria.
But it's too late to say anything now. She has already married Gu Fujun. What else can she do?
Lu Qing'er's heart was in turmoil, but Gu Fujun didn't notice that she was in a bad mood. He thought she was just tired and kept serving her food. "Come on, eat more! Training must be very tiring at the beginning, but you'll get used to it slowly. You're in such a bad shape, you should exercise more. I heard that women with good health find it easier to conceive."
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