"you……"
Before she could say anything, Ji Qingwan suddenly tripped.
Her body swayed and she fell forward uncontrollably.
Xiao Shuo subconsciously reached out to grab her waist and pulled her hard.
The moment when flocks of frightened birds flapped their wings and flew away.
She threw herself into his arms.
At a very close distance, the two looked into each other's eyes.
At this moment, this face is exactly the same as in my memory.
Xiao Shuo's eyes flashed, and his gaze lingered down from her willow-leaf brows, inch by inch, slowly and passionately.
"Qingwan..."
The atmosphere seemed to be filled with a pink halo, spreading all around.
Ji Qingwan swallowed and subconsciously avoided it.
At the same time, she pushed his shoulder and distanced herself from him.
Unexpectedly, the next second, the man suddenly pinched her chin gently and made her turn towards him again.
Ji Qingwan frowned.
"Xiao Shuo, you..."
Before he could finish his words, he couldn't help but lean over and press his lips against hers.
The temperature of his lips was as hot as his gaze.
It was Xiao Shuo's first time kissing someone in his life and he had no experience at all.
He just followed his instinct without any rules, deepening the kiss again and again.
Take all her breath away.
Ji Qingwan's mind went blank after being kissed, her whole body felt dizzy and she was trembling slightly.
She held on to his shoulders tightly with both hands, so that her legs would not go weak and fall down.
It was not until she had difficulty breathing and was almost suffocating that she managed to regain some of her sanity and tried to push him away.
However, even after she pushed him a few times, he was still not satisfied and tightened his grip around her slender waist.
As if afraid that she would run away, the man attacked with his lips and tongue more aggressively.
Ji Qingwan patted his shoulder hard, but she had no strength at the moment and it was of no use.
It was as if I had sunk to the bottom of the sea, unable to struggle or resist.
Ji Qingwan's eyes instantly turned red, and tears slid down her cheeks, dripping onto his collarbone.
Xiao Shuo felt the wetness on his neck, opened his eyes in confusion, and met her eyes full of tears.
He felt a sudden pain in his heart and quickly let go of her, fumbling to take out his handkerchief.
"Qingwan, are you...are you okay?"
As he spoke, he tried to reach out and wipe her tears, but she stubbornly avoided him.
Xiao Shuo was even more at a loss.
"Did I bite you and hurt you?"
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I couldn't control myself just now..."
The scene just now replayed in my mind over and over again.
Earlier in the ward, the sound of her sad sobbing kept circling in his ears.
He regretted and blamed himself, and wanted to slap himself right away.
"Qingwan, I'm the bastard. I can't control myself."
"I always make you cry and sad, but I never ask you what you really want or whether you want it or not."
Now that he had opened the mouth, Xiao Shuo simply blurted out what he had been holding in his heart.
"During this time, I have been thinking about what I did."
"I was so self-righteous that I distanced myself from you, thinking that this would prevent you from being dragged down by me, but I didn't expect that it would hurt you even more..."
"I rejected you but couldn't help wanting to get closer to you, wavering back and forth and putting you in a difficult position."
"I know I shouldn't have come today, but I just want to see you so badly..."
When Ji Qingwan heard this, she could no longer control her emotions.
All the grievances and love accumulated in my heart burst out at this moment.
Ji Qingwan bit her lips, her eyes red, and hit him again and again.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why didn't you just say it? Why did you tell me only now?"
"Xiao Shuo, you're a bastard. You push me away when I say push me away, and come back when I say come back. What do you take me for?"
Xiao Shuo didn't dodge at all, just stood there and took a few hits.
As if afraid that she would not feel relieved, he grabbed her shoulders, pulled her closer, and closed his eyes.
"You can hit me any way you want, as long as you can vent your anger."
Ji Qingwan punched him hard in the chest, then she had no more strength left and covered her face with her hands, sobbing.
Xiao Shuo opened his eyes and saw her like this. His heart ached. He quickly reached out and hugged her, apologizing repeatedly.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..."
"I know you're a good girl, and I admit I was attracted to you at first."
"But at that time, I thought that you looked very similar to the little girl I knew many years ago, and I was looking for that familiar feeling in you."
"I don't want to treat you like this, and I don't want you to be dragged down by me, so I said those words and cut off ties with you."
Ji Qingwan did not resist and let him hold her.
But when she heard him talk about her childhood playmate, Ji Qingwan felt inexplicably uncomfortable and struggled a few times.
But the next words made her stop struggling.
"When I met her, we were still children."
"At that time, my parents had both passed away and I was sent to live with my uncle and aunt. She lived next door to me, squatting in the corner and crying."
"I gave her a lollipop and we became good friends. After that, she often quietly climbed the ladder to find me..."
He recounted what happened that year in detail, and subconsciously said more.
The more Ji Qingwan listened, the more she felt something was wrong, and some images were inexplicably evoked in her mind.
After hearing her remain silent for a long while, Xiao Shuo raised his head anxiously, wanting to explain.
"Qingwan, even though I still think you two are very similar, I have now truly distinguished you two and will definitely not mistake you for her."
"I've thought it through a long time ago. She and I were just playmates back then. The one I'm really attracted to is you. I..."
Before Xiao Shuo could continue, he saw Ji Qingwan frowning and meeting his gaze.
"Xiao Shuo, when you met that little girl, was she wearing a red dress?"
"That lollipop you gave her, was it half melted because it was in your pocket for too long?"
Xiao Shuo was stunned for a moment and nodded.
"Yeah, why are you..."
The next second, he suddenly understood something, his brows relaxed, and a look of surprise appeared on his face.
"Qingwan, you are..."
Ji Qingwan turned around and left without waiting for him to finish his words, her face flushed.
The mood is extremely complicated.
She never imagined that the playmate she had only met by chance and played with for a short summer would leave such a deep impression on Xiao Shuo.
He actually still remembered her.
Her previous feeling was indeed correct.
Xiao Shuo quickly raised his foot and caught up with her in three or two steps. He grabbed her wrist and pulled her back to him excitedly.
"Qingwan, you are the little girl from back then, right?"
Ji Qingwan's face flushed, she bit her lips lightly, turned her head away, and her eyes flickered.
Delicate and lovely.
It's like peach blossoms in spring, making people want to pick them in their hands.
Xiao Shuo heard his heartbeat getting faster and faster, and each beat seemed to be shouting out his love for Ji Qingwan.
He couldn't bear it any longer, so he held the back of her head, pressed her against the thick willow tree, and kissed her madly.
His kiss was more passionate and lingering than before, and it seemed like it was not enough as it continued to spread along the corners of her lips and down to her neck.
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