In fact, Xie Yanbei was mentally prepared every time he went to the front line.
But before Ji Qingzhou appeared, he was alone and had no fear.
Now that he is no longer alone, he has never been afraid of sacrifice. He is just afraid that if Ji Qingzhou is left alone, she will not be able to take care of herself.
Shen Huaizhi let out a long sigh: "I know I shouldn't say these words to you now to spoil your fun, but sometimes you still have to make things clear with your family in advance so that everyone is mentally prepared. It's better than not having time to say goodbye if something really happens."
Shen Huaizhi had experienced this before when facing his parents.
Knowing their special identities, he treated every separation as the last time he sold his daughter cheaply.
Therefore, Shen Huaizhi was unwilling to let anyone around him leave such regrets.
"I know. I've long since become indifferent to life and death. I originally thought my life would just pass like this. But now my legs are healed again, and the organization needs us. I can't just pretend nothing happened."
Xie Yanbei spoke in a low voice, his eyes fixed on the mountain.
He didn't know what was on the other side of the mountain, but when would the war end?
He has never regretted defending his country. If there is anything he is most worried about, it is Ji Qingzhou and his mother.
Both of them are in very poor health.
Shen Huaizhi said calmly: "Don't think about it for now. No matter what happens, you should always be optimistic. Just be mentally prepared. I see that Qingzhou and your mother get along very well. As long as you are safe, that's all that matters."
Xie Yanbei listened to Shen Huaizhi's words at the time and remained silent without responding.
But when he thought of these things at this moment, and looked down at Ji Qingzhou's sleeping face, his heart was filled with guilt.
Ji Qingzhou obviously had a premonition of something. Her mood had been unstable recently, and she always said some very melancholy words, which made him feel uneasy.
"Qingzhou, no matter what happens, I will not leave you alone."
This is the person he has kept in his heart for a long time. Now that she has become his wife, he just wants to take good care of her.
But he is different from ordinary people, he shoulders a heavier burden.
Ji Qingzhou turned over gently, but her frown in her dream could not relax.
Lord Xie Yanbei held her hand tightly.
Under the bright moonlight, the two people snuggled together tightly.
The temperature outside dropped sharply, but it couldn't stop the two hearts that loved each other tightly.
If anything happens, he would rather die by her side.
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It hasn't snowed these two days, the weather has warmed up a bit, and the health center is not so busy.
Ji Qingzhou seemed to be rushing to make some progress, fearing that the People's Liberation Army would leave first. The progress of making pills with Old Peng also increased a lot.
"Master, the weather is getting warmer, and these won't be of much use anymore. I'm thinking of improving our recipe so it can be stored more easily in the summer, so we don't have to make it all over again next year."
Ji Qingzhou put the dried herbs back in.
The sun is shining brightly today, and the medicinal herbs need to be dried in batches.
She was very skillful and Mr. Peng beside her just gave her instructions.
"Your idea is good, but how to solve it is also a difficult problem. We will think about it carefully when the time comes. If it can really be preserved for a long time, we won't be so busy in the winter."
Mr. Peng has dedicated almost half his life to this place, watching the lives of the people here get better little by little, but the prices of medicines in the health center have not increased at all.
Ji Qingwan came over at some point, and she quietly came out from behind Ji Qingzhou.
"Generally, foods with a long shelf life contain preservatives. We can consider adding these to medicines."
Ji Qingzhou shook his head and quickly rejected Ji Qingwan's idea.
"Some foods can indeed contain preservatives, but our herbs cannot. Each one has been strictly screened, and most of them are resistant to preservatives."
What's more, no matter whether it is something you use or eat, most of the preservatives you ingest will always have some side effects.
Old Peng watched the two sisters studying outside and went to the ward.
The number of injured patients in the ward has decreased significantly recently. Except for some elderly people, everyone is outside catching up with the progress.
Once the weather warms up, spring is not far away, and it will be busy again.
After a busy winter, this group of educated youth who went to the countryside will gradually have opportunities to return to Beijing.
Mr. Peng remembered everyone's physical condition and wanted to give them a final physical examination.
"The village is bustling today. When I came here, I saw Sister Wang and Sister Li sitting together discussing what to send to the People's Liberation Army."
Ji Qingwan was helping Ji Qingzhou hold the bag, and the medicinal herbs emitted a unique fragrance.
Ji Qingzhou took a deep breath. She really liked this smell.
"Sending things? Don't they have a rule that says they can't take even a single needle or thread from the people? If the organization finds out, they'll be punished."
Ji Qingzhou continued to stare at the herbs, then raised his head and glanced at the sun.
The sun is so strong outside that I can take out those old medicinal herbs from last year and dry them out in the sun so they can be used as medicine again this summer.
Ji Qingwan helped her brush off the dirt on her body, and then waved her hand gently in front of her nose. The dust was clearly visible in the sunlight.
"We can just sneak them into their car when the time comes. The cultural relics have been mined, and Mom will probably be back in the city soon. I see you seem quite busy these days, would you like to find time to go over and take a look?"
This was the first time that the mother and daughter met this year. Although Cao Yunzhi had been here for a long time, they did not see each other often due to work reasons.
By the time they returned to the capital, they didn't know when it would be.
Ji Qingzhou was stunned for a moment, then nodded with a serious expression.
"I have to go and take a look. I also prepared something for Mom."
Ji Qingwan took a look and saw that Ji Qingzhou had dark circles under his eyes. It seemed that she had not been getting enough rest recently.
"Is there something on your mind? I see you seem to be under a lot of pressure. Mom is not gone yet. If you really have something on your mind, you can tell Mom."
Ji Qingzhou shook her head. Perhaps Ji Qingwan hit the nail on the head, her face turned pale.
She has been having frequent dreams recently, and most of them are related to Xie Yanbei.
Some of them are things that happened in the previous life, and some are dreams about Xie Yanbei being murdered.
Because those dreams were so real, every time she fell asleep, she was terrified when she saw Xie Yanbei's bloody appearance.
She couldn't fall asleep whenever she thought of that scene, and recently she needed Xie Yanbei to be by her side to sleep well.
"Maybe I've been too busy recently and I'm a little tired. I just need a few days of rest. Don't tell mom about this. I can take care of myself."
As she spoke, she raised the corner of her mouth again: "What's more, I am a doctor myself. If I can't do it, who else can?"
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