[Previous article in Chapter 113]

When Dazai Osamu said, "Oda Saku, please give me an autograph," Kiyohara Jun once again looked at Dazai Osamu calmly.

Before Dazai noticed his gaze, Kiyohara Jun withdrew his gaze from Dazai and lowered his eyes slightly.

Dazai...

[Ahhh, Dazai’s psychological activities are killing me, oooooooo]

[Did Chun realize that this is the leader? Chun, the leader needs you! ! ]

[Woo woo woo, zai zai, mommy’s zai zai]

[So cruel, so cruel, why is the leader so cruel! 】

"Ah, autograph?" Oda Sakunosuke was slightly stunned. He looked at Dazai who looked a little strange. Although Dazai already had his first autographed book, Oda Sakunosuke did not mention it. Instead, he nodded and agreed directly without asking any more questions.

After Oda Sakunosuke nodded, the smile on Dazai Osamu's face looked even more brilliant, but only Dazai Osamu himself knew that at this moment he felt as if he were being chopped into pieces by a sharp blade.

That's great, Odasaku.

It's great, Odasaku belongs to this Dazai.

It’s so nice to belong to this world of Dazai.

Oda Sakunosuke glanced at Dazai Osamu with some worry. For some reason, he always felt that Dazai did not look well today. However, knowing Dazai Osamu very well, he did not say it directly, but tried his best to meet Dazai Osamu's request.

Pulling a book from the bookshelf nearby, Oda Sakunosuke took out a signature pen and wrote something on the title page of the book word by word very carefully.

Dazai Osamu watched Oda Sakunosuke's actions with a bright smile on his face, but his eyes gradually became deep.

"Dazai, Chuuya, do you want to go to the movies together later?" At this moment, Kiyohara Jun suddenly spoke up. This was the first time he took the initiative to invite someone since he became the leader of the port mafia and turned into a workaholic.

"Ah? Movie?" Nakahara Chuuya was slightly stunned, then his eyes lit up and he quickly responded. There was a movie that he was particularly interested in that was currently being shown, and he was still struggling with whether or not to go and see it a few days ago.

The movie "Boy and Puppy" is said to be super good!

Nakahara Chuuya originally wanted to say which movie he wanted to watch, but before he said it, he paused slightly and stopped what he was about to say.

Forget it, let Dazai choose. Nakahara Chuuya thought casually that he could watch "Boy and Puppy" anytime, but Dazai was not in a good state today.

Considering that Dazai has been working hard recently and has not committed suicide, let him choose.

"Movie? Okay." Dazai Osamu smiled slightly. He had a vague premonition in his heart, that is, whether Kiyohara Jun has already realized that he is not the Dazai Osamu of this world?

Dazai Osamu looked towards Kiyohara Jun, but there was not the slightest trace of flaw in that expressionless face, nor was there any suspicion towards him in those clear golden eyes.

When Dazai Osamu looked into Kiyohara Jun's eyes, he saw his own reflection in those bright golden eyes and looked away in a somewhat wolfish manner.

His body was considered healthy, there was no bandage on his face, most of the marks of suicide on his body had disappeared, and his face even had some childish baby fat.

Compared with his body that had been working almost non-stop for three years, this body was so healthy that it made him realize very clearly that none of this belonged to him.

The person reflected in Chunjun's eyes was not him, the person Chunjun saw was not him, and the person Chunjun wanted to invite was not him.

"Let Dazai decide what to go see." Kiyohara Jun looked deeply at Dazai Osamu who looked away, and said calmly.

No one could tell what Kiyohara Jun was thinking at this moment. It seemed as if he really didn't notice that something was wrong with Dazai Osamu.

"Then let's go watch 'Boy and the Puppy'~" Dazai Osamu smiled seamlessly, and he said with a smile, "Hasn't Chuuya always wanted to watch this movie? I can't wait to see Chuuya cry~"

"You bastard, who can cry?" Nakahara Chuuya waved his fist at Dazai Osamu in anger, but did not deny Dazai Osamu's rare kindness as if he had gone crazy.

There is definitely something wrong with this Dazai guy. Nakahara Chuuya confirmed this even more, he turned his head to look at Kiyohara Jun, and touched Kiyohara Jun without changing his expression.

Kiyohara Jun, who was thinking about something, received a signal from Nakahara Chuuya. When Dazai Osamu went to take Oda Sakunosuke's signature, he just shook his head lightly, stopping Nakahara Chuuya from doing anything further.

[Fuck, Jun is blocking this, is he really aware of it? ? ]

[It feels like Chun really knows that this is the leader]

[But it’s a little bit different. If Jun really knew that this was the leader, based on his personality, he would definitely do something instead of just getting along with the leader as usual.]

Dazai Osamu took the book signed by Oda Sakunosuke, opened the cover with a smile, and when he saw the words on the title page, he almost couldn't control his expression.

If you feel sad, go eat spicy curry. The boss has just developed a spicy crab curry. - Oda Sakunosuke

Dazai Osamu's pupils trembled slightly. As expected of Odasaku, he thought to himself, at the same time he couldn't help but feel the urge to vomit.

The spicy crab curry was probably developed specifically for this Dazai.

Dazai Osamu knew that his Odasaku would never say these words to him, and spicy crab meat curry did not exist in his world.

Just as Dazai Osamu was tightly holding the signed book, Kiyohara Jun suddenly spoke.

"It's getting late, let's go see a movie. I've bought the tickets." Kiyohara Jun waved his phone expressionlessly.

Even though Dazai Osamu was slow, he still noticed this after he had negative emotions many times but was interrupted by Kiyohara Jun.

His pupils contracted, and Dazai Osamu suddenly looked up at Kiyohara Jun, but he only saw Kiyohara Jun's extremely calm eyes.

Kiyohara Jun's eyes were very calm, so calm that it seemed as if he didn't realize that there was something wrong with Dazai Osamu, and the Dazai Osamu in front of him was the usual Dazai Osamu.

Dazai Osamu responded in a daze, said goodbye to Oda Sakunosuke in a daze, got into Nakahara Chuuya's car in a daze, checked his ticket and came to the cinema in a daze.

There were only three of them in the theater that had been reserved in advance, and after the movie started, Nakahara Chuuya was completely immersed in the relationship between the boy and the puppy. He was so emotional that he even sobbed when the boy and the puppy said goodbye.

Dazai Osamu felt the breath of Kiyohara Jun beside him. Although his eyes were fixed on the screen, his dilated pupils showed that his attention was not on the screen at all.

Why, Junjun?

Why is she still so gentle even after knowing that there is something wrong with this Dazai Osamu, and even that there is a possibility that he has changed inside?

Why pay so much attention to him?

Why treat him so gently?

Why...

Why don't you belong to my world?

As the movie progresses, Dazai suddenly feels a sense of powerlessness, as if he is about to leave his body.

Kiyohara Jun, who seemed to be watching a movie, turned around and looked at Dazai Osamu when he thought he was leaving quietly.

In the darkness, those golden eyes sparkled brightly.

"Dazai, you need to go back." Kiyohara Jun said calmly, "You are still unhappy."

The moment Jun Kiyohara finished speaking, the occasional sobbing from Nakahara Chuuya stopped, and Dazai Osamu himself finally realized that Jun Kiyohara had actually known from the beginning that he was not the Dazai Osamu of this world.

So that’s it. So that’s it.

"Yes, I'm going back." Dazai Osamu's smile was a little broken, "Why did Jun-kun bring me to the movies? We could have done more things and left more memories. Is it because Jun-kun didn't want to do it with me?"

"Because I want to watch 'Boy and Puppy' with you, and I know you will definitely choose 'Boy and Puppy'." Kiyohara Jun was not angered by Dazai Osamu's malicious guess. He just shook his head gently. At this moment, the movie "Boy and Puppy" was also coming to an end, and the boy and the puppy were about to separate again.

"Why? Is it because I'm like a dog in Jun-kun's eyes? Well, I knew clearly that this was not my world, but I still forced my way in. Jun-kun knew clearly that I hate dogs, and the result..." Dazai Osamu's words became more and more vicious. He knew that Kiyohara Jun was not such a person, but he had no other choice but to do this to force himself to stop lingering.

"Because the boy and the puppy will eventually meet again, at the end of time." Kiyohara Jun said this with almost certainty. He looked firmly and persistently into Dazai Osamu's somewhat confused eyes. "Even if you leave, you and the other me will meet again at the end of time."

"Goodbye, Dazai." With the background sound of the boy and the puppy reuniting, Dazai Osamu's eyes were left with Kiyohara Jun's eyes reflecting his own. "See you tomorrow."

"What? Chun-jun is really a liar."

Amid the rustling wind on the rooftop of the Port Mafia, Dazai Osamu said this almost coquettishly, and the two young men opposite him looked at him in extreme horror as Dazai Osamu retreated step by step and just jumped down.

There will never be a reunion at the end of time or a goodbye tomorrow.

At the moment he fell to the ground, Dazai Osamu smiled and closed his eyes.

Good night, maybe have a sweet dream.

But when I opened my eyes again, I saw light.

Dazai Osamu stared at his hands almost in a daze. Why was he still alive?

Just when Dazai Osamu was in a trance, he heard a somewhat childish sobbing sound coming from beside him.

Dazai Osamu turned around and saw a child with white hair and golden eyes sobbing in front of two tombstones.

The moment he saw the child, Dazai Osamu widened his eyes in disbelief.

This is, Jun-kun...?

"Big brother, are you here to see your mom and dad too?" The little child with white hair and golden eyes noticed Dazai Osamu's presence and looked at him with tears in his eyes.

The moment the white-haired, golden-eyed child spoke, Dazai Osamu thought of what Kiyohara Jun had said before.

We will meet again at the end of time.

Did Junjun do something?

Unable to control himself, he held the child in his arms, feeling the child crying loudly in his arms, and his trembling hands, which had completely lost all traces of suicide, touched the child's white hair.

We met today, Chunjun, no, it was Chun.