In order to prevent Suanliuliu from continuing to sow discord between him and his master, Yun Nie decided to take the initiative and finish what he needed to do.
But when he thought about it carefully, there were actually very few things that he and his master had not done.
And some of them are not suitable.
For example, riding a big horse would be too offensive to the master, so he decided to have the master take him flying instead.
In addition, Yun Nieyang asked Sang Yue to accompany him to do a few of the parent-child interaction materials provided by Suanliuliu.
For example, swinging on a swing. There is a natural swing on Yuehua Mountain. After Yun Nie started swinging on it, he didn’t think the game itself was fun. He felt a little dizzy, but he was secretly happy because Sang Yue was with him.
For example, feeding. Parents in dreams always feed their children with their own hands or give them medicine with their own hands when they are sick.
He seemed very patient, very careful, and very loving.
Yun Nie is in good health now and is not sick. When Sang Yue passes the food to him with a smile, he will open his mouth and eat it obediently.
It’s not as difficult as in the dream, but he’s already that old, and it feels really good to experience it once.
I was just a little embarrassed when my master teased me about being a child.
Sang Yue knew that Yun Nie was trying to resolve his inner demons, so he cooperated very well.
In the world of cultivation, who among those who are serious about being a master has not worried about their disciples? As we all know, once a disciple develops a demon in his heart, it is easy for a big mess to happen, and the master will be the first to suffer.
Xiang Yunnie did not hide anything and took the initiative to resolve the problem, which really touched his master.
It's just that Yun Nie's inner demon seems a little strange...
Sang Yue felt that since he was so tolerant, he would be able to successfully resolve Yun Nie's inner demons.
Yunnie did feel satisfied.
He thought that even if someone else approached Sang Yue later, he would definitely be the first person to do these intimate things with his master.
They did a lot, and some of these things were actually done by the two of them before Suanliuliu showed up.
For example, going shopping together, practicing martial arts together, teaching reading and writing, teaching daily life... and providing protection and comfort when danger comes.
Logically speaking, there is nothing missing.
...Actually, it’s not.
In fact, there is one thing that Yun Nie has been thinking about. That thing is sour and not even highlighted, but Yun Nie can't forget it.
That is the original source of new life, the instinct from the depths of the soul, and the blessing bestowed by the mother in pain.
The starting point of a new life is too stubbornly imprinted in every inch of bone and blood. Even if it does not exist in memory, even if one has never experienced it, once one recognizes its existence, the desire will spread from the depths of time to the present.
It is also possible that it is precisely because we have never experienced it that we are more eager to establish this connection, go through this experience and receive the initial love.
Yun Nie really wanted to complete this sacred connection that enabled millions of lives to thrive in Sang Yue.
At night, Sang Yue asked Yun Nie how he was feeling recently and whether he still needed him to sing to him to sleep.
Yun Nie shook his head, then nodded: "No, but I want to."
Sang Yue: “…”
Although Yun Nie didn't say anything, Sang Yue quickly realized that he was worried.
"What's wrong? Is there anything you are embarrassed to tell your master?" Sang Yue poked his cheek. "You have done everything, and you are still shy?"
Yun Nie: "...Master, I am really in a difficult situation."
Sang Yue asked with great interest: "What's the problem?"
Yun Nie sat upright with his hands on his knees. He did not look like he was getting ready for bed for the night, but rather like he was about to have a formal meeting with someone.
"The problem is, I'm afraid that Master will be in trouble."
"Me?" Sang Yue pointed at himself and said with a smile, "Where would I be in trouble?"
Yun Nie pondered and said, "Common sense, the concept of respect and inferiority, or human nature? I'm not sure. I feel that Master would not be able to accept it."
Although Yunnie himself didn't think there was anything wrong with doing that, he had already lived in the human world for two years, and interacting with others had allowed him to gradually receive some signals.
This made him feel that his master might not be able to accept it...
Sang Yue simply reached out and tapped Yun Nie on the forehead.
He didn't use any force, only a crisp sound came out, and he said with a smile, "I've lived for three hundred years, is there anything that I can't accept?"
Sang Yue said, you young people, please don’t think of us elders as being too pedantic, okay? I have become a master in garment making and have learned eight nursery rhymes. I don’t believe you can come up with any other tricks.
Tell me, tell me quickly, so that the master can help you.
Yun Nie: "Then I'll tell you, Master, you promised me not to be angry."
Sang Yue: "When have I ever been angry with you?"
Yun Nie: "When I was about to kill Junior Brother Qu."
Sang Yue: “…” The kid has a pretty good memory.
Anyway, Sang Yue urged him: "Hurry up and tell me!"
Yun Nie: "Well, I, I heard that other people's children all grew up drinking their mother's milk."
Sang Yue: “…”
Yun Nie: "Master, do you think I am right?"
Sang Yue: “…………”
Yun Nie: "Master, why are you silent?"
Sang Yue: “………………”
Yun Nie: "I'm sorry Master, I want to know what it feels like."
Sang Yue pressed his face with his hands and couldn't help showing three parts of confusion, five parts of bewilderment and two parts of shock.
He didn't care about his image at all. Sang Yue pinched his brows and subconsciously comforted him: "No need to apologize, Master is not angry."
He was just a little... hard to understand.
No, if you think about it carefully, it is not impossible to understand Yun Nie’s desire.
However, even if I understand it, it is not that easy to accept.
Sang Yue put down his hand, grabbed helplessly in the air twice, and then grabbed Yun Nie's hand tightly.
He advised earnestly: "Xiao Nie, in fact, not everyone in this world is raised by breastfeeding. You are not one of them, Master is not one of them, and there are many people who are not one of them. This kind of thing cannot prove anything right or wrong. Many mothers, even if they are separated from their children since childhood, are still loving and filial to their children after they are reunited. And some children are raised by their own breasts, but they are not spoiled..."
He tried to explain to Yunnie that not all other children have perfect parents, and not all other children have such rich and happy life experiences.
But Sang Yue couldn't continue.
He watched as the light of expectation in Yun Nie's eyes gradually dimmed, like dark clouds covering the stars and the moon, like the candlelight that he had blown out himself.
...Kid, he just wants to experience more, what's wrong with him!
Sang Yue hardened his heart and turned his head away, not realizing that his usually elegant face was now filled with entanglement: "What's more, I am a man, and I really can't do what you said."
Silence for a long time.
Sang Yue heard Yun Nie say: "I understand, Master..."
Sang Yue breathed a sigh of relief.
I knew Xiao Nie was very well behaved.
Sang Yue guessed that Xiao Nie must be a little disappointed now, so he had to coax him well.
So he quickly turned back and prepared to comfort her.
What a coincidence.
As soon as he turned around, he saw Yun Nie's smile.
It was a faint, forbearing, suppressed smile that contained broken tears and was almost crying.
"…I'm sorry to have caused you trouble."
Sang Yue: “……………………”
Ah! Xiao Nie just wanted a little love, what did he do wrong! It's not him who is wrong, it's himself and the world!
Sang Yue subconsciously reached out his hand, but Yun Nie turned around and got off the bed.
Yun Nie lowered his head and said quickly: Master, I want to practice tonight, so I won’t stay here with you.
Then he left in a hurry.
Sang Yue slowly put down his hands, the moonlight on his body making his hair look as vast as snow.
He looked in the direction where Yun Nie left and let out a soft sigh.
Xiao Nie seemed to be a little over-reliant on himself.
This is not a good thing.
No one can play all the roles in another person's life. All good things must come to an end. What if something unexpected happens? How should Xiao Nie cope with the situation when that day comes?
what to do?
Sang Yue supported his cheek with one hand, his silky hair flowing like ink. He closed his usually gentle eyes, as if he was about to fall asleep, with a faint bitter smile on his face.
The next day.
Sang Yue planned to give Yun Nie a magic weapon to coax him.
But Yunnie seemed to have no need for it at all.
It seemed that after last night's depression, he no longer cared, was no longer obsessed, and returned to normal.
This should be comforting and relaxing.
But Sang Yue could not forget that smile that night.
He thought that Xiao Nie was an introverted child. Even if he didn't say it, he might not care in his heart.
What should I do?
Do I really have to give him that thing myself...Dropping a child is like killing him. To educate your apprentice, start by rejecting unreasonable requests!
He wouldn't agree to this anyway.
Then Sang Yue waved his sleeves, turned around and ran to find his good friend - the Qingfu Immortal who had three disciples!
Sang Yue: "Question: What if your disciple becomes overly dependent on you, cannot leave you, and even attempts to engage in some unreasonable and overly intimate behavior?"
Qingfu Immortal: "I remember a period of time last year when someone was complaining to me that his disciple was too independent and wanted him to rely on him more."
Sang Yue pretended not to hear and continued, "Note, after refusing, the disciple may have some psychological problems. Note again, the disciple already has psychological problems. Finally, note, the master has already agreed to many of the disciple's requests."
Qingfu Immortal Lord: "First of all, none of my three disciples have this problem. They only complain that I control them too much, but they never feel that I am not clinging to them enough."
Sang Yue: "Ah, then you are so pitiful, tsk tsk."
Can’t beat it, can’t beat it, can’t beat it…
Qingfu Immortal Lord endured it: "Maybe Yun Nie sticks to you because he has no one else to accompany him. Why don't you find him a few close junior brothers and let them spend time together to cultivate their relationship. With playmates of the same age, who would be willing to accompany an old man like you?"
Sang Yue modestly pushed the hair hanging down from her temples behind her ears, and gracefully restrained her proud expression: "You don't understand this. Our Xiao Nie doesn't want a junior brother at all, and doesn't like to play with people of the same age. She just likes to stay with me."
Qingfu Immortal Lord looked at him coldly.
Good, he already knew the problem.
Sang Yue said tolerantly: "If you have any opinions, feel free to raise them."
Qingfu Immortal Lord said: "My advice is to stay away from your disciple."
Sang Yue was shocked: "How is that possible? He hasn't grown up yet. He needs me."
Qingfu Immortal Lord poured a cup of tea indifferently and said, "Then let him stay away from you. Find him something to do to divert his attention away from you."
That’s a good suggestion.
Sang Yue pondered and thought, what should he find for Yun Nie to do that would be beneficial to his physical and mental health?
Qingfu Immortal Lord reminded: "The sect competition is about to begin."
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