Yun Nie was at a loss.
Yun Nie was a little at a loss. He had tried his best.
He always felt that his master had feelings for him, but even if he had feelings, his master would not agree.
Why?
Yun Nie looked at Sang Yue helplessly. Even at this moment, he still longed for help from the person who rejected him.
Sang Yue couldn't bear to look at him, so he turned his head away and said earnestly, "Yun Nie, you have never left your master since I brought you to my side. Your master saved you, protected you, and took care of you, but you are just particularly grateful... This is not fair."
Yun Nie didn't understand: "What's unfair about that?"
Sang Yue whispered, "How many people have you come into contact with? How many things have you experienced? You are still so young, Master cannot agree to this."
Yun Nie understood something vaguely, it turned out that not all love in the world is expressed in the form of fulfillment.
But it's too complicated. How could it be so complicated that it makes people so heartbroken?
He understood, but didn't understand. He wanted to continue saying something, fighting for something, but in the end he was reluctant to give up.
Because it’s not just you who’s suffering.
Yun Nie slowly leaned over, grabbed Sang Yue's hand, and pressed his face against his palm.
He sniffed the scent of his master dependently, felt the warmth of his master, and the increasingly rapid pulse hidden deep in his blood.
"Don't be embarrassed." Yun Nie said, "If the master doesn't agree, I will be sad. If the master is embarrassed, I will be more painful."
So no matter what, Master just needs to do what he thinks is right, and Yun Nie will work hard on the rest.
That night, Sang Yue moved out of Yun Nie's house.
He didn't say much, just told Yun Nie to calm down, talk and laugh, and try not to let the child misunderstand that he hated him.
Yun Nie handed the jar of wine to Sang Yue: "This was originally for Master."
Sang Yue took it and smiled at Yun Nie with a worried look on his face.
During the month of their return journey, the two did not live together again.
Sang Yue didn't mention it, and Yun Nie didn't mention it either.
They reflected on their own.
Before Yun Nie confessed his love, Sang Yue had been ignoring some things. He felt that the age difference between them was big and there would not be any bad influence. He even ignored the changes in his heart over time.
But now Sang Yue realized it.
He felt a little guilty, thinking it was his fault for being too frivolous and not paying attention to the boundaries.
So we need to make up for it, avoid it, and draw the boundaries again.
In the deeper and deeper nights, I have to examine my own heart alone, feel the strange emotions that suddenly arise and take root under the moonlight, and then suppress them.
Yun Nie was also reflecting, but not as deeply as Sang Yue. He just simply felt that he could do better.
Except that they no longer live together at night, their interactions during the day are pretty much the same as usual.
Yun Nie still likes to stick to his master, but Sang Yue no longer pinches his face at every turn.
Qu Yu always felt something was wrong, and asked Yun Nie: "You haven't been a master recently?"
Yun Nie: "... Qu Yu, if you are rejected when pursuing someone, what should you do next?"
Qu Yu suddenly realized: "So you have someone you like, no wonder you haven't slept with Master recently. I have never experienced being rejected, so how would I know? Why don't you learn from Baili Mei? You rejected him many times too."
Yun Nie nodded and decided to learn Baili Mei's spirit of perseverance and never giving up.
Qu Yu curiously asked him who he liked, and Yun Nie said, "I'll tell you when we become Taoist couples."
Return to the sect, return to Yuehua Mountain.
Yun Nie was still the taciturn but filial disciple. Except that they no longer slept together, everything seemed to be normal. No, maybe he was a little more polite than before.
Sang Yue almost thought that the confession that night was just a child's spur of the moment.
He should be happy, happy that Yun Nie calmed down and rationally abandoned a frivolous and wrong relationship.
But he was not happy.
Sitting alone in the stone room that had been warm for three years but had returned to being cold again, I drank alone under the moon.
"As expected, children's feelings come and go quickly."
Sang Yue complained to the moon, then sat there blankly for a long time before sighing, wondering why he was complaining, when this was clearly a good thing...
We are young and impetuous, and always magnify a little love infinitely. If we recognize it earlier, we will not be hurt in the future.
The day after complaining was the day Sang Yue gave a lecture.
Yun Nie took on the responsibility of being the eldest senior brother more enthusiastically than before. Hearing that he had a good ranking in the Star Picking Association, several of his older junior brothers were very much envious of him.
Yun Nie patiently explained everything one by one.
Sang Yue was very pleased to see a group of disciples getting along harmoniously.
As a result, on the way back, Yun Nie suddenly asked, "Master, are you willing to be my Taoist partner now?"
Sang Yue: “…”
Surprised, you're still thinking about this?
Yun Nie said: "Master asked me to calm down and think. After I calmed down and thought about it, I found that I still like Master. What about Master?"
Sang Yue was in mixed emotions, but he remained calm and dignified: "Master still believes that this is a mistake."
Sang Yue soon discovered that Yun Nie only looked cold on the surface, but was still stubborn in his heart.
His coldness was deliberately displayed in order not to embarrass Sang Yue.
But this doesn't mean that he will always endure it. Whenever Yun Nie feels that he has performed well, he will suddenly ask Sang Yue if he is willing to be a Taoist partner.
Or if he received a very good gift, he would suddenly take it out and give it to Sang Yue, and ask him if he could be his Taoist partner.
Looking at the bribe in front of him, Sang Yue's head was buzzing: "Xiao Nie, don't ask anymore. I have a bottom line and I will never agree to you."
Yunnie asked: "Why?"
Sang Yue said: "You are still young."
Yun Nie frowned slightly, looking a little distressed: "Okay, by the way, Master, when will you give me another reward?"
Sang Yue said coldly: "That is a reward for children. You have grown up."
Yun Nie then looked at him quietly: "Master, am I big or small?"
Sang Yue: "...get out."
Shameless adults are always like this. When they cannot convince others with reason, they use force to suppress them.
Sang Yue realized that sleeping separately can indeed make people grow rapidly.
Yun Nie is becoming increasingly difficult to deal with.
What's even more frightening is that because of the recent silent cold war between the master and the disciple, Yun Nie has been in a state of independent thinking, and his inner logic has evolved to become more self-consistent.
When he realized this, it was already too late. Sang Yue didn't know how to change his mind.
Yun Nie said: "Since Master can't change my mind, you should try to accept it. Otherwise, Master will be very upset. I don't want Master to be upset."
Sang Yue said slowly: "You are so considerate, but isn't that a bit too considerate?"
Yun Nie was a little shy: "It has to do with Master, I'm afraid it's not enough."
What could Sang Yue say? He could only praise him for being filial and thoughtful, but he should not mention this matter again.
Then Yun Nie grabbed Sang Yue's sleeve, which was his standard move of acting like a spoiled child: "I want Master to try harder."
Sang Yue: “?”
Yunnie: "Try to change your mind, don't make it so difficult for yourself, and then promise me."
Sang Yue: “…”
Sang Yuechou went down the mountain for a walk and bought some teaching books to study.
Last time I only bought "How I, as a Master, Feed My Disciples with Myself (Part 1)", and now I have bought the second volume. It happens that the disciples of the master in the book have grown up, so I can learn from their attitudes.
The more he read, the angrier he got. Sang Yue tore the book into pieces. What the hell is this? No wonder it's so hard to buy. It should be banned completely!
There is no teacher ethics, no teacher ethics at all!
And that disciple was possessed by a demon? Is it that serious?
Thinking of this, Sang Yue became a little nervous and quickly sent love to Yun Nie.
This was the first time in recent times that the master had taken the initiative to come and ask about his life. Yun Nie was flattered: "Master, have you figured it out?"
Sang Yue cleared his throat and acted in a friendly and measured manner:
"That's not the case. I'm just concerned about your previous inner demon situation and recently... Master means that if you feel depressed, don't hold it in. You must tell me, so as to avoid giving rise to inner demons."
I’m afraid the child might become possessed by evil.
Yun Nie was puzzled: "Master, are you afraid that I will become a demon?"
Sang Yue put on a smile and pushed the strands of hair on Yun Nie's forehead behind his ears: "Just concerned."
Yun Nie thought about it and said bluntly: "Master, don't worry, I won't go astray. That would be too stupid."
As long as the child could figure it out himself, Sang Yue breathed a sigh of relief.
Yun Nie: "Although the demon cultivator's power improves quickly, it will still take a long time to catch up with the master. If you want to get the master by force, it is better to use medicine."
Sang Yue: “…”
Yun Nie: "Disciple is just giving an example."
Sang Yue forced a smile: "Well, Xiao Nie is really considerate."
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