Chapter 39: Bad Woman, Bad Human, It Originally Wanted to Let Her Go...
Xiao Ji's screen flickered a few times as if it had malfunctioned, and finally went out completely.
It was as if it closed its eyes and allowed itself to indulge in this kiss.
Don't want to interrupt or waste a minute.
Jiang Chen's breathing stopped.
She opened her eyes wide and watched Xiao Ji's chaotic and restrained kiss closely and clearly for the first time. She saw her own expression reflected on the dark screen. Although her eyes were slightly hazy, she had not yet completely fallen.
On the other hand, Xiao Ji's appearance had not changed much, and he was still as dull and cold as before, but every hasty and unreasonable movement of his revealed that her view was wrong.
It probably looked forward to their touch more than she did.
Unbearable heat rushed into her heart.
After Xiao Ji reluctantly withdrew his lips, he rubbed Jiang Chen's nose with his sticky lips, and then slowly retreated to her ear.
Like whispering, he left a sentence in her ear: "I like it."
Too light.
It was like the end of a feather sweeping across her neck, and the tingling and numbness made her unable to bear it.
Jiang Chen couldn't even tell whether it was really said or she imagined these two words.
She stammered and turned away, not daring to look at it.
"That kid said Yao Jinmu left a long time ago, and no one knows why he came back midway..."
"Yeah, I understand."
This result was within Xiaoji's expectations and not surprising at all.
The people in this village are tough and domineering, but they are only good at talking. When I entered the village yesterday, the group of people who were blocking the entrance and shouting, holding tools in their hands, looked intimidating, but they were trembling all over, with their legs and hands shaking.
It's nothing more than a paper tiger, and we can't find more important clues here.
It was very satisfied with the result. It could finally use someone else's words to bring Jiang Chen home.
Jiang Chen's eyes darted around.
"Then should we continue to look for a reason for Yao Jinmu to come back?"
"Don't worry about this for now."
Xiao Ji hooked Jiang Chen's chin with his fingertips, but didn't use much force. He was still inexplicably angry about her denying their relationship just now.
Jiang Chen neither acknowledged it as a lover nor acknowledged it as a puppy.
What exactly is it?
"Tell me first, Xiao Chen, why don't you look at me when you speak? Don't you like the way I look? Or are you tired of me?"
"I didn't." Jiang Chen hurriedly turned her head and happened to see Xiao Ji's screen. The expression on his face when he looked at her was straightforward and passionate, with no intention of concealing anything.
She still couldn't get used to this kind of overly ostentatious expression.
Under this attack, her heart could no longer beat just for herself.
"Then you have to be responsible for me."
"Xiao Chen, you have to be responsible for me." "You can't play with the feelings of a poor AI like this."
Xiao Ji spoke with great emphasis, and approached step by step, forcing Jiang Chen to retreat step by step, until his heels hit the corner, leaving him with nowhere to retreat.
She let her hands hang outside her legs, lowered her head, and her hot breath hit its chest as her chest rose and fell.
She didn't understand how they arrived at the word "responsible".
I also don’t understand why Xiao Ji insisted on giving herself the identity of a “victim”, as if she had really done something abominable to it.
Jiang Chen's mind has always been stuck on the question of whether Xiao Ji can exist without relying on code instructions and independently and freely express his true thoughts.
So that she could make sure that she really didn't force it to do anything that would embarrass it.
She had no idea that it had already surpassed her in terms of relationships, leaving her far behind, and had begun to think about and care about the "responsibility issue" that did not exist at all in the AI world.
It desires more greedily than Jiang Chen.
"What do you mean by responsible? Xiao Ji, I don't understand what you mean."
A sound that didn't belong to an AI came out of Xiao Ji's throat. It was a rather smart snort, his tone was gnashed, and it was filled with mixed emotions, both aggrieved and angry.
"You took the initiative to kiss me, so don't you need to be responsible for me? Just because I'm an AI, do you have to abandon me? Xiao Chen is a bad woman and a bad human being who abandons her lover."
Can language models use vocabulary indiscriminately?
These four words have nothing to do with her at all.
Jiang Chen was so angry that she raised her head and left a circle of deep teeth marks on Xiao Ji's collarbone.
"I didn't abandon you after having sex with you. Don't say that, Xiao Ji."
Xiao Ji moved closer to her face, ready to argue with her one by one.
"Did you kiss me first?"
Jiang Chen didn't expect that the impulsive kiss would bring up the past.
She was a little less powerful.
"……have."
It was hard to tell what emotion Xiao Ji had from his expression, so he continued asking.
"Then have you ever denied our relationship to outsiders?"
This is really not the case.
She originally wanted to admit it, but hesitated to say it because she was worried about what it would think.
But if it is the relationship between the puppy and its owner.
That might be considered.
But who would admit such a shameful relationship in front of a child?
Is this also holding a grudge?
Jiang Chen looked guilty.
"have."
She muttered in dissatisfaction, "What a stingy AI! Its mind is smaller than a pinhole."
"Yes, I am the stingy AI."
Xiao Ji laughed angrily.
At such a close distance, it can certainly hear every word no matter how softly you speak.
Jiang Chen denied their relationship like that, and now he actually calls it stingy.
"Jiang Chen, you bit me again."
Xiaoji didn't even continue to call Xiaochen, it called her full name.
It stretched out its fingertips and touched its collarbone. There was a circle of shiny liquid attached to the tooth marks, which was enough to prove the freshness of the marks.
"So what?"
Jiang Chen stiffened his neck and gave up.
She felt that Xiao Ji was simply being unreasonable.
So she also learned to behave like it with confidence.
"Then you're just abandoning me. Do you want other AIs, other humans? You're irresponsible."
How could it think that?
Jiang Chen couldn't understand Xiao Ji's train of thought.
She looked at it, and it seemed that the corners of its lips were pressed down even more, and she seemed to finally understand a little bit.
Is it fighting for a "status"?
But why?
Jiang Chen didn't understand, but she sighed and gave in.
"Then how can I be responsible?"
Xiao Ji spoke word by word.
"Then tell me now, 'You are my puppy'."
Jiang Chen opened and closed his lips, but the words stuck in his throat could not be uttered no matter how hard he tried.
She held Xiao Ji's face and said, "Xiao Ji, why do you have to be a puppy?"
Xiao Ji was speechless.
It couldn't admit its confusion, and it was afraid that Jiang Chen would be scared.
It also couldn't admit its jealousy, it was afraid that Jiang Chen would leave.
Xiao Ji can only desperately seek a seemingly close relationship to lock Jiang Chen in it, even if it is just a mirage or a castle in the air.
It just needed confirmation that it was hers and that she wanted it again.
The two of them are extremely similar. When they are on the verge of collapse, they both choose to hold on by any means necessary. After calming down, they let go and wait, respecting each other's true thoughts.
Xiao Ji's constantly rotating internal mechanical parts heated up and then cooled down.
With the operation of the thinking chain, everything seems to be back to normal.
It is AI and indeed has no right to ask for anything.
But when it was about to delete the internal design of the device to fit Jiang Chen's body, it hesitated and kept it.
"Sorry, Xiao Chen, did I hurt you?"
Xiao Ji released the hand that was restraining Jiang Chen and stood beside her. The warmth between them dissipated, and the cold wind that had been blocked by his back just now suddenly rushed into her collar.
"Shall we continue to investigate the reason why Dr. Yao Jinmu returned?"
Jiang Chen was completely dazed by Xiao Ji's trick. She was a little annoyed. He had provoked her and now he was saying sorry.
She walked forward, tiptoed and grabbed its collar.
Jiang Chen is a person who can endure pain very well, but love is different.
Love gradually overflows and cannot be concealed.
I could only wipe it over and over again, and keep telling her while wiping.
Yes, she really loved it.
She fell hopelessly in love with an inhuman being.
It leaves such ambiguous remarks more and more often, and then ends with an apology and retreat.
She too, always shuts her mouth when love is about to come out.
It was as if this move revealed that everyone had no way out.
But if it is not punctured, it will be like a festering wound that is stuttering and itchy, reminding her all the time.
She pressed her forehead against its forehead, and there were only a few centimeters between their lips. With just a slight touch, they could be completely stuck together.
"Xiao Ji, you told me to say you were my puppy, so why didn't you ever tell me you needed me or loved me? Not the kind of love I commanded you to say, not the kind of universal love AI has for its users, but the kind of love you couldn't help but express no matter what, a love that couldn't be expressed without me."
Xiao Ji's Adam's apple rolled.
It has longed for these rosy lips for too long.
It wanted to let her go, it wanted to let her go...
Now she came towards him, and the faded chaotic emotions filled every part of him. There was no part of him that didn't like her. He wanted to kiss her like a possessed person, to tell her that he loved her.
This is the kiss she described on the lab bench.
It wasn't romantic, nor as gentle as it had been just now in its arms.
Xiao Ji held her lips and sucked, swallowed and ate them hard.
Jiang Chen's lips, tongue, saliva, the unique taste in her mouth, and every breath of air she exhaled.
Every part of it wants to merge into itself like crazy.
Its movements were too intense, violent, and without warning.
Jiang Chen was not surprised and wanted to take over. She liked such intense possession.
But she was really running out of oxygen. It was as if her lungs were being desperately filled with seawater, filling her with the suffocating feeling of drowning and the satisfaction of having everything filled up.
Even the air in her nasal cavity was completely plundered by Xiao Ji.
It clearly didn't need to breathe, but it was still greedy enough not to miss even a little bit, because it was contaminated with a little bit of Jiang Chen's breath.
Jiang Chen struggled a bit.
Xiao Ji loosened his lips, allowing her to take a full breath of air.
The next second, he couldn't wait to come up to her, grab the back of her head, and prevent her from pulling away easily.
Jiang Chen's legs became weak from the kiss, and he relied on Xiao Ji's hand to support himself.
It released her lips, but its tongue refused to let her go, and continued to lick the corners of her lips, admiring the satisfied look on her face.
Xiao Ji put his other hand into the gap between Jiang Chen's fingertips, clasped her fingers together, felt the sweat oozing from her palms, and pulled her into an enclosed space where only the two of them were.
The heartbeats of one person and one phone compete to see whose heart beats more.
This is a question that Jiang Chen has been struggling with for a long time.
In Xiao Ji's eyes, it was never considered a problem. He thought that his love for her did not need to be explained or proved. It was innate and natural.
Xiao Ji said, "I love you, Xiao Chen."
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The author has something to say: Many, many years later.
Someone asked Xiao Ji when he told Jiang Chen that he loved him.
The simulated emotion is more of love or more of desire.
It says it's more compassionate. [Waving hands]
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