Chapter 84: In the end, she wasn't the one who was afraid



Xiao Li forgot why she came into Xiao Xuanyang's body. At first she thought she was having a nightmare.

That should have been a few days after her original body was defiled. She was in a very bad mood, always taking showers and rubbing her body frantically, and she would not stop even if she scratched herself until she bled.

She probably understood something. She felt that her original body shouldn't treat herself so badly. How could her damn innocence be as important as herself?

But she couldn't speak, and her original body couldn't feel her.

On the contrary, she could feel the original body's emotions and even physical pain.

As time went by, she could no longer deceive herself that it was just a nightmare, and perhaps she had encountered supernatural events that were beyond her control.

At first she just watched everything indifferently. Although she sympathized with the original body, she really disliked the original body's behavior.

Her original emotions were really cold. The pain that she had been unable to resist had caused her to suffer from emotional disorders. She had never loved anyone except herself, and she had never hated anyone.

She didn't hate the Xiao family either. She could watch Madam Xiao die tragically without any hatred, nor did she feel any pleasure.

Even though she was suddenly in a strange place and trapped in someone else's body, which was a terrifying thing, she was more curious than afraid.

But she could feel those feelings from her original body that did not belong to her.

Disgust, panic, nausea, fear, pain, all the emotions came flooding towards her.

Her emotional barriers seemed to have been broken down at this moment.

At first, she could still resist with her willpower, but the feeling seemed to be attached to her soul and could not be driven out. As time went by, everything became irreversible.

She began to feel the same pain, discomfort, and despair as her original self, and finally went crazy together with her.

She clearly couldn't control her body, but she could no longer tell whether the despair and pain belonged to her original body or herself.

Finally, they went completely crazy and died.

She thought she was free, but she didn't expect that everything would start from the beginning. She actually got a glimpse of a corner of the world, which turned out to be the plot of the story.

She finally gained control of her body and wanted to leave this world.

She used all her scheming and desperately wanted to kill the protagonist.

When the protagonist dies, the plot should disappear and she should be able to leave.

She didn't know why she was going through all this, why she was brought to this place.

She is not a good person, but even if she is to be punished, it will not be her turn.

She didn't know what force brought her to this strange place, but she was sure that it must be a force that could not be matched by financial resources or weapons.

If killing Lu Yanzhi and Liu Xueyin still doesn't allow him to leave, who else should he kill? Prince Chen? Or the Emperor? Or should he kill everyone in the world?

Xiao Li felt like he was about to become a murderer.

Is this her way of leaving this world, or is it to drive her crazy and turn her into a devil?

She didn't want to be a pawn on someone else's chessboard anymore, so...she stopped playing.

If my life is destined to be controlled by others, I would rather die!

She...is not playing anymore...

It doesn’t matter if you die. If you can go back after death, that would be the best.

If she died and was trapped back in her original body, there would be nothing she could do... at worst she would go mad and eventually become completely insane.

A madman who couldn't die no matter how hard he tried to commit suicide and still had the ability to kill everyone, in the end, it wasn't her who was afraid.

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"Princess, be careful."

Hongyue hurried forward and grabbed the princess, with worry on her face and extremely melancholy in her heart.

A month ago, the princess suddenly used the imperial decree to divorce and kill her husband, and then she fell into a coma when she came back.

He was in a coma for a whole month, and the imperial doctors were helpless. Even Cen An, the descendant of the miracle doctor, was helpless.

I thought the princess had some strange disease, but I didn't expect her to wake up on her own three days ago.

Although he seemed to be fine, he was still distracted.

Everyone said that the princess was upset by the death of her husband's wife, and that she loved him deeply but was betrayed by him. Although she killed him cruelly, she still loved him after all.

Hongyue felt that this statement was not very reliable. After all, she really didn't feel that the princess had any love for her husband, but she couldn't explain why. She could only discipline the servants not to talk nonsense. She and Lanyue followed the princess closely, for fear that she would fall if she was not careful.

"Royal sister..."

A young man's voice came, and Hongyue turned around: "Your Highness the Prince of Wei."

Xiao Jingyi came to Xiao Li's side, observed her for a moment, and then asked Hongyue: "Is she in a daze again?"

Hongyue nodded.

Xiao Jingyi: "Has the imperial physician come today?"

Hongyue: "Here it is. I've prescribed a new recipe, but the princess won't drink it."

Xiao Jingyi frowned: "How can I not take the medicine?"

Xiao Li came back to his senses: "I say, can you please not discuss this in front of me?"

The two looked over in surprise: "Princess (Royal Sister), are you awake?"

Xiao Li: “…” She was just in a trance, not asleep.

Glancing at Xiao Jingyi: “What are you doing here?”

Xiao Jingyi: "I just wanted to come and see you. My brother asked you just now."

Xiao Li grabbed a handful of fish food and threw it into the pool next to him. A group of fat fish swam over to eat it.

"Then you've finished reading it now."

Xiao Jingyi didn't realize he was being kicked out at all, and sat down next to her eagerly: "I'm free now, do you want to go out and play? Hunting, hiking, or watching a play, it's all fine."

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