Xiao Li got up and left, leaving Song Junzhan alone in the study.
It was a bright spring day outside, and the yard was filled with flowers brought in for the banquet. Everywhere one looked was the beautiful scenery of blooming flowers, but what Song Junzhan remembered was her smile when she looked back at him under the ginkgo tree at the Song family residence that day.
She said: "I am a vulgar person, but there are things about the young master that I like, such as his appearance, which is unparalleled in the world."
She was attracted by his looks, but in the end what she wanted was his abilities.
Since that day, he has been restless and often lost in thought because of her. Knowing that he can see her again, he can hardly suppress the joy in his heart.
At this moment, he could calmly watch Cen An, who fell in love with Miss Wang at first sight, being tortured by lovesickness, but at that time, wasn't he the same?
It's just that his obsession is too strong, which makes all his feelings suppressed in his heart.
She said 'If you come near me, you will die'.
But what's the harm in following her to death?
He raised his hand and poured himself a glass of wine. He was really not good at drinking, but the taste of this wine was strong and hot, just like her.
It smells sweet, tastes spicy, is obviously painful, but the aftertaste is sweet, and all kinds of flavors are contained in it.
He had no intention of getting married and knew that he shouldn't be so wishful thinking. She said that she would never have a prince consort.
It was clearly her decision, and she had no idea of his delusion, but just one sentence made him panic.
He filled the glass again, picked it up, raised it to his lips, but stopped at the last moment, slowly put the glass down, stood up and walked to the table next to him, picked up the pen and continued writing on the test paper.
He wasn't in a position to drink, at least... not yet.
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“Wow~~”
Xiao Li got up from the bathtub, took the towel and wiped his body. When he slowly put on his pajamas, he suddenly felt like admiring his body. The 19-year-old body was the most delicate, with a slim waist, long legs, fair skin, and the full curves in front and back were just right.
Xiao Li's appearance now is the same as before, but his body is still different.
Although he was injured, there were almost no scars.
She had been shot several times, leaving five or six hideous scars on her body. The doctor said they could be removed, but she insisted on keeping them. They were the marks of her narrow escape from death.
There were also many needle marks on her arms and knees from medication and marrow extraction. They were very small and could not be seen unless you looked carefully, but she remembered every one of them clearly.
Because of too many medications and surgeries, her breasts did not develop fully.
She loves a neat short hair, and when she wears a suit, it is hard to tell whether she is a man or a woman.
And now the body is incredibly intact, like a broken porcelain doll that has suddenly been covered with a perfect shell.
Her hair reaches her waist, her figure is curvy, and her whole body exudes the tenderness and charm of a woman.
How beautiful and nice it is.
But this isn't her! Not herself!
No matter how broken that body was, it was hers; no matter how difficult that life was, she had walked through it step by step.
No matter what others think, that is her, Xiao Li's life!
She doesn't need anyone to care about her, nor does she need anyone to love her, because she, Xiao Li, is the one who loves her the most.
No matter the pain or the incompleteness, that is herself.
Instead of coming to this damn place and being trapped in this perfect shell!
The negative emotions that had not appeared for a long time suddenly resurfaced without any warning and engulfed her in an instant like a devastating blow.
"Bang!"
Xiao Li pushed the things next to him away.
"Princess, princess, what's wrong with you?"
"Princess, calm down."
Hongyue and Lanyue were frightened. They wanted to go forward to see Xiao Li, but were pushed aside by Xiao Li.
"Get out of here!"
She couldn't control her anger, and whenever she thought about hitting herself and still being trapped in this body, she couldn't help but feel suffocated by the pain.
It seemed like I was going to go completely crazy in the next moment.
"Princess......"
The two men stepped forward, but Xiao Li turned and went to the bedroom: "No one is allowed to come in."
The door of the compartment was closed, and Hongyue and Lanyue were anxious and angry.
"What happened to the princess?"
"Everything was fine just now, why did the princess suddenly get so angry?"
Thinking of the scene just now, both of them were still frightened and their faces turned pale.
Hong Yue forced herself to remain calm and said, "You stay here and I'll go find Brother Yang Jun to figure out a solution."
Lan Yue nodded: "Then go quickly."
Hongyue went out in a hurry and then remembered that it was Rong Qing who was on guard tonight. She was wondering if Rong Qing could help when she suddenly saw Rong Qing confronting someone.
Seeing that the two were about to fight, Hongyue rushed over and said, "Don't fight, something's happened to the princess."
After watching the man go in, Rong Qing glanced at Hongyue and said, "You are disobeying the princess's order."
And pulled him along.
Hongyue clutched her sleeve tightly, staring inside worriedly, her lips turning pale with nervousness. "I know, but the princess was in a bad mood just now, and I don't know how to deal with it. If you and I don't care, are we going to let the princess suffer?"
The princess suddenly got angry just now, but she felt that the princess was not angry at them, but more like she was tortured by something and was going crazy.
Rong Qing: "Then how can you be sure that it will be useful once that person passes by?"
Hongyue shook her head: "I don't know, but he is different to the princess, and he will not hurt the princess."
She turned around and bowed deeply to Rong Qing: "Thank you for what happened tonight, Brother Rong. Hongyue will bear all the punishments from the princess. If I end up getting Brother Rong hurt, Hongyue will definitely pay me back."
After saying that, she ran back quickly. She wanted to guard the princess.
Watching Hongyue running away, Rong Qing slammed the handle of the long sword in his hand heavily on the ground.
What is going on?
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Xiao Li is not crazy.
But the overwhelming despair and suffocation almost made her collapse.
Unable to struggle, nowhere to escape!
She still had her sanity, she knew she couldn't go so crazy, but her body's feelings were not controlled by her soul.
She hated this body and this appearance, and she wished she could cut off this flesh and blood piece by piece.
If I were dead, it would be fine...
die......
"Princess!"
A dark purple figure pushed the door open eagerly, accompanied by Lan Yue's terrified cries.
What caught my eye was Xiao Li, who was smiling strangely and crazily. She was holding a dagger in one hand and slashing it in the air, with blood splattering.
Her white nightgown was stained red with blood.
Lou Yan's pupils trembled rapidly, and he quickly stepped forward to snatch her dagger.
Xiao Li did not resist and let him take the dagger away. She was so calm as if the crazy person just now was not her.
Lan Yue had just collapsed on the ground in fear, and now she didn't even have the strength to get up. She cried out, "Get the medicine, Hong Yue, get the medicine!"
Hongyue, who was frightened when she heard the scream, suddenly came to her senses and hurried to find the first aid box.
Xiao Li sat there with his eyes closed, letting them bandage him.
Die? She could die, but not from an emotional breakdown. She would never allow herself to go crazy.
Since the body is too perfect, let it be imperfect. When it sees blood, it will stop.
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