Chapter 55 Chapter 055 They have a long way to go...
Nan Fei quietly watched Yan Nanxing complete the process, stopping only when the payment screen appeared. "You pay first, and I'll give you the A later."
Nan Fei's brain seemed to have lost the ability to think. He waited until Yan Nanxing called out to him before responding woodenly. After completing the subsequent procedures, he hurriedly closed the mini program, deceiving himself and pretending that nothing had happened.
Looking at Yan Nanxing, he turned his head and said nothing. Although he was the one who spoke so recklessly just now, he was also the one who felt uncomfortable at this moment.
What I said just now was somewhat impulsive, but I felt vaguely embarrassed after I finished it. When I thought about it carefully, I was suddenly disgusted by my own mood.
It's not like we haven't talked about it before, why are you still being so shy like a newbie?
"Let's go." Yan Nanxing coughed lightly and turned his attention. "We don't have much time left."
Nan Fei nodded hurriedly and walked away almost at a rapid pace. The sound of the couple's quarrel gradually faded away, and they didn't dare to ask each other what they were thinking.
After all, we were clearly out on a date, so why did he run away before we could do much?
Normally, Yan Nanxing would never behave in such an inappropriate way. With his bad itinerary plan and uncontrollable emotions, if Xing Rui was present, he would definitely mock him and say "so embarrassing". After he regained his composure, he would feel a little regretful about his behavior.
Yan Nanxing snorted in his heart, blaming everything on the dark and stuffy air in the room, which led to his brain blocking and impulsiveness, completely forgetting that he had just lamented that the flow of people was very reasonable.
I don't know what Nan Fei thinks...
A frown gradually appeared on his face, and just when Yan Nanxing was silently preparing to blacklist this amusement park, Nan Fei suddenly laughed out loud.
Yan Nanxing was slightly stunned. He turned his head and saw Nan Fei stretching out his hand, clenching his fist, and pressing it to his lips. His laughter was hearty and natural, which made people confused for a moment.
But the next moment, this doubt was answered. Nan Fei took a deep breath and said calmly, "I didn't expect you to be so flustered."
No matter how calm he was when he spoke, they had known each other for so long and understood each other so well that Nan Fei noticed Yan Nanxing's momentary imbalance without much communication.
"I thought you would always be so at ease."
The words sounded teasing, but very subtle, without any bad intention. Normally, Yan Nanxing would have retorted, but with Nan Fei's obvious laughter, his uneasy and twisted emotions inexplicably calmed down slowly.
Then, he let go of it, breathed a sigh of relief, and said helplessly: "I'm not a perfect person. There will always be times when I make mistakes."
The two looked at each other, smiled gently, and the atmosphere gradually returned to intimacy.
"Ah, but I ran too fast and didn't have time to see the aquarium's main show." Yan Nanxing said with a little regret, "I saw that your plan seemed to have a special mark on this link, right?"
“I don’t know when the next time will come.”
Nan Fei didn't care. He planned and prepared carefully out of habit. Whether it was adopted or not would not cause him any psychological gap.
Besides, as we talked about not long ago, what is important is not the specific things, but the specific people.
Not long after, he couldn't help but think of what Yan Nanxing said a moment ago. It seemed meaningless, but it was hard not to be affected by it.
People are living beings. No matter how rational and calm Nan Fei appears to be, he will be affected by other people's emotions. When they left the aquarium, the couple's quarrel made him distracted. It was not because of the awkward relationship between the two, nor because he was too shy to face it. On the contrary, he was afraid that Yan Nanxing would feel uncomfortable.
The private communication two days ago was just an excuse to take a step forward, but it was too impulsive. After that conversation which could be regarded as a foreshadowing of the confession, Yan Nanxing began to become somewhat evasive in her attitude towards him.
It's very strange. Although I am still very intimate with him in my behavior, I avoid the topic once or twice, which shows my subconscious protective behavior.
Nan Fei has no experience in love, but he is smart enough. Something must have happened to Yan Nanxing that made him not dare to accept a relationship easily.
This is something he may not even realize.
After figuring this out, Nan Fei had some ideas in mind. Listening to Yan Nanxing's sigh, he naturally mentioned: "Was it a long time ago when you last came here?"
Yan Nanxing has feelings for this amusement park. This is the third time he's asked a similar question today. He's been able to avoid all sorts of indirect questions, but this time, he paused for a moment and actually chose to answer, "Last time, that was probably several years ago. To be honest, I don't really remember it."
"But I did come here quite often when I was a kid." Yan Nanxing smiled. "Oh, now that I think about it, this amusement park has been open for 20 or 30 years, right?"
Hearing the key words, Nan Fei hesitated and changed the subject: "I went there a lot when I was a kid, which is normal. Adults rarely come here to play."
"You can't say that. You looked too well-behaved as a child, and now you don't give yourself a reason to go out, so you won't come to this kind of entertainment venue. You'll regret it now. No matter how hard you try to make up for your childhood experiences, you can't go back." Yan Nanxing snorted twice and refuted his words, "Also, your trickery is very poor."
Nan Fei pursed her lips, then asked, "How do you know I'm asking questions?"
"Your conversation skills are too rigid. You're a topic terminator. If you didn't want to know something, why would you insist on talking to me?" Yan Nanxing took a step forward, then turned and nodded at him. "But for me, there's nothing I can't bring up. You've actually wanted to ask this for a long time, but I just didn't know how to explain it before. But now, I have the time."
Nan Fei understood: "So, it's still related to your sister."
"It's easy to think of, right? Most girls probably like to come to the amusement park. As for me, I used to be a bit of a mature person when I was little. My sister would even deliberately say she wanted to go out and play and ask me to accompany her." Yan Nanxing spoke naturally, then found that explaining was too easy, and immediately let it go. "You've seen a lot. My understanding of this amusement park is all because of this."
"I used to come here a few times every year, and I wasn't afraid of being reminded of the past. It's just... I've been too busy in recent years. But I've kept the habit. I keep registering and updating the clothing sizes of my brothers and sisters, just in case I come again."
His tone was calm and natural, yet a hint of sadness could be heard. Nan Fei wasn't very good at comforting people, so after he paused, she said stiffly, "If your sister knew you were remembering her in this way, she would probably be very happy."
"Pfft." Now it was Yan Nanxing's turn to laugh. "If you don't know how to comfort someone, there's no need to force it. Why don't you just stop talking?"
"Hey, I think I need to buy you a copy of 'The Art of Speaking' when I get back."
Nan Fei just shut up.
He just said unnecessarily, this unromantic guy doesn't need anyone's comfort!
Perhaps it was because he felt really good after speaking out his heart that Yan Nanxing became more patient and walked with a lighter touch. He turned around and smiled at Nan Fei, "Okay, I'm just kidding. Thank you for coming with me. It really helped a lot."
Yan Nanxing exhaled softly: "This place does have a different meaning to me."
It's about the invitation that came in the morning without any reason.
But even if she didn't come here, Nan Fei still had a date planned.
Nan Fei calmed himself down and suddenly stopped. He reached out and grabbed Yan Nanxing's fingertips. Coincidentally, at this moment, the other party took a step forward, and their hands quickly passed each other. The unformed hand-holding action stopped in mid-air. Yan Nanxing was slightly startled, and when he turned around again, the hand caught up with him again and grabbed him firmly.
"Can I understand that you are accepting me?" Nan Fei looked at him, not missing a single detail of his expression. Sure enough, when similar emotional content was touched upon, Yan Nanxing trembled slightly, as if he wanted to retreat, but Nan Fei held him too tightly, leaving him no chance to escape.
"I..." The smile on Yan Nanxing's face gradually faded. After struggling for a moment, he suddenly realized, "You did it on purpose."
He doesn't like to give a precise definition of relationships. In his opinion, as long as people get along happily, they don't have to bear the shackles of any relationship.
Yan Nanxing knew very well that he really liked Nan Fei, but that kind of liking was too light and only stayed on Nan Fei now. He did not have the confidence that his feelings could match the other party's sincere, passionate and wholehearted treatment.
This is so unfair to Nan Fei.
"Isn't it good to just be like this now?" Yan Nanxing's pupils flickered slightly, and when he raised his eyes again, he seemed to be fine, but the strong composure underneath was shaky.
Of course not.
But some things can't be achieved overnight.
Nan Fei didn't ask for a definite answer, but at this moment, he still spoke with due consideration: "You chose the location for today's date, and you also know what I will do next, don't you?"
Yan Nanxing didn't answer, but just looked away and pretended not to hear.
Looking at this man's attitude, Nan Fei sighed and finally chose to compromise.
He should have thought that even though he had known that this would be the development, this blow still made him feel frustrated.
But the other person was Yan Nanxing, and it was the first time he truly liked someone.
He should embrace everything about him.
After agreeing on this point, Nan Fei reorganized her thoughts and offered a solution: "Then at least for now, enjoy the date and don't worry about what happens next."
"Yan Nanxing, thank you. I am very happy with today's date. I hope you will feel the same way after today."
It doesn't matter how much he tries to escape now, they still have a long way to go.
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