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Fanlan arrived at a flower field that was in full bloom. Even the soil was a warm orange color. When he saw Mi Le from afar, he was standing on the flower path with a female insect - it should be said that the female insect wanted to be with him unilaterally, so that the male insect's expression was full of impatience.
Suddenly, he turned his head towards the entrance as if he sensed something. When he saw Fanlan standing by the rattan gate against the light, he seemed to have no reaction at all. His face was blank for a few seconds, until the female insect next to him called his name twice strangely and cautiously, then he woke up as if from a dream, with a shining light in his eyes. He ignored the female insect and ran straight to the door, his long black hair sweeping in a flying arc in the air.
"Alan!"
Before the black-haired male insect pounced, Fanlan opened his arms in time and successfully caught it. Mile dived into his arms like a cannonball, buried his face in front of Fanlan's neck, and his hair made the latter's chin slightly itchy. Fanlan smelled a sweeter floral scent that was different from the rich fragrance of the flower field.
"Alan, Alan..."
Mi Le murmured, sniffing the scent under his nose.
Fanlan raised her hand and touched his smooth black hair: "Lele, long time no see."
Mi Le felt a sour nasal cavity.
Several minutes passed like this, until Du Jia coughed beside him, and Mi Le finally calmed down. Or maybe he just simply wanted to hug Fan Lando for a while. Anyway, after a while, he finally let go of her hand, raised his head reluctantly, and as if he remembered something, he suddenly turned his back and took out a mirror from his bag to check himself.
Fanlan was helpless, staring at the back of the male insect's head and said, "Lele, you are very beautiful."
Mi Le looked at herself in the mirror critically, and smoothed her messy bangs. Although she was secretly happy when she heard Fan Lan's words, she still felt annoyed and regretted not paying enough attention to her dressing up when going out today.
After barely adjusting his state, he turned back, held Fanlan's arm, led him to the sidewalk and said, "When did you come? Why didn't you send me a message? Oh, you rarely reply to my messages..."
"I'm back."
“That means the reply is very slow.”
"Well... I can't just stare at the terminal all the time."
As they walked, Mi Le suddenly turned his head and said to Du Jia who was on the other side of Fan Lan: "Don't follow me, go find someplace to play by yourself."
Then he made a gesture to the female insect that was watching him not far away, telling her to get lost.
Du Jia touched his nose, said goodbye to Fan Lan tactfully and left.
Fanlan followed him for a walk on the flower path, listening to Mi Le talking about his development and experiences after arriving in Qiqiharu.
Mi Le left in a hurry at first, but at least he transferred a large amount of credit points from his original account to various small accounts, and took all the valuable accessories he could carry, so he had no shortage of money when he first arrived here. Du Jia, who was sent by Fan Lan to pick him up, also provided him with a very suitable position - he helped Du's flower farm with art exhibition planning, provided art support and design creation. As an excellent student in the Art Department of Capital College, Mi Le's ability in this area is unquestionable, which is very consistent with the marketing direction of his company currently led by Du Jia, so Mi Le did a very good job.
With the money he made from the endless stream of female suitors, Mi Le could just about maintain a standard of food and clothing - that is, a standard of food and clothing based on his consumption habits.
By the way, please do not think that there is anything wrong with accepting money and gifts from pursuers. In the Zerg society, "it is natural for females to spend money on males" is a tacit belief shared by both females and males. There is no implicit moral rule among Zerg that if you do not intend to accept the pursuit of the opposite sex, you should not accept the gifts of the other party. Everything that females pay when pursuing males is a resource they voluntarily pay, and it is one of the necessary consumption in the female value system. It is not linked to whether they can get emotional feedback. No female will think: I gave you so many gifts and transferred so much money, so you must respond to me. Everyone will only think: I have a good impression of a male, so I have to pursue and get close to him - most of the time I can't catch him, hey, who cares, make an appointment first and give gifts first, it's useless if I don't try, what if he feels happy and has an impression of me?
Male insects who are naturally immersed in the female insects' advances rarely have any sense of rejection - especially for male insects like Mi Le, it would be too tiring to refuse them all. So for male insects, the difference is that the gifts sent by the suitors who are interested may be opened and used, and a reply is given, while those who are not interested may at most open them to see what they are and throw them aside. The more attractive male insects do not even look at most of the female insects' advances. They pile them up and wait until they are free to deal with them one day, after all, there are too many. Before Mi Le left, he squatted at home and opened the gift boxes for most of the time, and put all the collection-level precious jewelry he opened into storage boxes. In the end, there were still 70 to 80 percent of the things left unopened, but it was too late, so he had to give up.
As he was talking, Mi Le looked at the greenhouse in front of him and suddenly asked:
"Alan, do you want to paint?"
Fanlan knew that he was not asking whether they should find a place together to set up an electronic painting screen to sketch, but was asking Fanlan whether she wanted to paint him.
Fanlan turned his head to look at Mi Le, who was also staring at him. His gaze was very focused and direct, which was actually a bit impolite. If it were a female insect, she generally would not dare to look at a male insect so directly, whether out of shyness or politeness.
It was as if he was not waiting for an answer, but describing with his eyes.
"OK."
Finally, Fanlan answered happily.
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Mi Le sat on the swing and slowly took off her clothes.
Scarves, coats, underwear, pants...
The beautiful porcelain-white body is displayed in a room decorated with flowers.
Fanlan was weaving a grass skirt with vines and leaves. Perhaps due to his limited skills or his style, the connected branches and leaves formed an irregular shape, not a neat A-shape, but more like a triangle, one side reaching halfway up the thigh, and the other side barely covering the crotch. He inserted a embroidered flower into the vine knot as an embellishment, then leaned over to tie it around Mi Le's waist. His long golden hair fell on the male insect's bare shoulders and arms, and the male insect hooked a strand of it with his fingertips and played with it.
When he was about to get up, Fanlan noticed that there was a striking dark color somewhere on Mile's upper body.
There is a new tattoo on his left rib.
It looks a bit like a cursive letter L, and also seems like a wild orchid.
Fanlan stopped moving to stand up. He looked at the tattoo in silence, his fingertips touching the dark blue pattern, as if stroking, as if drawing, feeling the slightly rough skin that was different from other parts of the body due to the needlework.
Mi Le shuddered slightly at his touch.
"Does it hurt?" Fanlan asked.
“It hurts.”
Of course it hurts. Getting a tattoo is painful for most people, let alone a male insect with very low pain tolerance.
Fanlan's hand left the tattoo and touched Mi Le's long hair without saying anything.
Mi Le moved closer and leaned quietly on his shoulder.
If you ask Mi Le why he wanted to leave such a painful scar on his body, he would probably say that there was no specific reason. One day, when he was standing in a flower field, he saw some orchids growing well. He stood by the field and watched for a long time, and suddenly he wanted to get a tattoo, so he got it.
Every moment the cold needles fell, he thought of Fanlan.
I think of Fanlan's face, his hand holding the pen, his eyes, and his calm and gentle gaze.
I thought of what Fanlan said, Mile, Mile, Lele...you must be happy.
The pain on the skin then becomes illusory and insignificant.
Maybe someone will say that you can't get the one you want, and such a mark will only make you feel the pain of not getting what you want all the time. Such a mark will only make you regret your youthful impulse after you gradually forget him over a long period of time.
But Mi Le would say, how can it be painful if you cannot get what you want?
How can it be painful if the person you want but cannot get is Fanlan?
Ai Fanlan never suffers.
Maybe there will be occasional soreness in the heart, sudden difficulty breathing, and an urge to cry, but there will never be real pain.
Loving him only makes Mi Le feel happy.
and freedom.
This not only reminded him of Fanlan's existence, but also reminded him of his own existence.
So he enjoyed every second of thinking about Fanlan.
And I wish to extend this second to the end of time.
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