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Si Luoqi secretly observed Fanlan for a long time. He thought that the only difference between him and Fanlan was a little bit of damn luck.
And he needs to do everything he can to make up for this bit of good luck.
One of the shortcuts is imitation.
He did not think there was anything despicable about imitating others. In his opinion, if one only considered appearance, he was not bad at all, and countless other "flowers" were not bad either. But Fanlan was more popular. Why?
That means his unique feature is a magic weapon to attract female insects.
His looks, his informality, his eccentric aesthetic, and his unique style all combine to create an irresistible attraction for females.
And these are not completely unrepeatable.
So Si Luoqi abandoned the soft makeup that fully utilized his original appearance, and no longer followed the rules to dress for fear of making a fool of himself. He collected all the information he could about Fanlan's movements, bought the brands he bought, wore the styles he wore, pierced his ears like him, and went to the exhibitions he had seen. He began to act and speak consciously and pretended to be cool. At first, it was inevitable that he seemed deliberate, but as the saying goes, when you stick to something for 21 days, it will become a habit. So after a period of time, suddenly from a certain moment, he no longer felt the need to be careful to "pretend", but became instinctive and natural.
It seems like he is naturally so free and easy.
It seems that there are not so many poor imitations, jealous thoughts, and dark resentment.
As if he wasn't a fake.
As long as I don't see Fanlan.
Gabharin became more and more obsessed with him as he got along with him, and so did the other female insects.
You see, it works, doesn't it?
Observing Fanlan has become a habit for him, a habit that is much longer and deeper than his imitation, so much so that he often forgets that Fanlan not only exists on the screen and in the distance, but may also really exist in front of him one day.
When he saw Fanlan again at the film and television salon, the male insect, who had already engraved every inch of the other's appearance, every frown and smile, the habit of raising his hand and the rhythm of his steps - all of this was deeply engraved in his mind, then he was annoyed to find that there was still a difference in Fanlan that he seemed to have not discovered and replicated before.
There are new intangibles every time.
Every time it reminds Siluoqi that he is still far from it, and every time it seems to tell him clearly: you are a fake.
Jealousy.
A strong feeling of jealousy arose in my mind at this moment.
So much so that when his eyes met Fanlan's, he didn't have time to control his emotions. Fortunately, he reacted quickly and turned away the next second.
—I wonder if he noticed me.
Looking at the video tape scrolling in front of him, Si Luoqi thought absentmindedly.
Probably not, after all, you forget things easily, but maybe you noticed it... Ha, what would happen? Can you tell that I'm imitating him? You should be able to see that the male insect's eyes are much more powerful than the blind female insect without a brain.
Will he come to warn, to protest, to show his face as if he had eaten a fly? Or to mock like a winner? It doesn't matter, mock him if you want, it won't hurt anyway, the position of the lord of Gabharin is a sure thing.
Oh - when you think about it this way, isn't it a pretty nice thing that you can dislike me but can't get rid of me?
Si Luoqi curled the corners of his mouth, achieving a spiritual victory.
Then he met Fanlan again at the exit.
This time he was mentally prepared and his demeanor was steady and dignified. He was confident that even if Fanlan mocked him here, he would not be at a disadvantage in terms of attitude.
But his expectations were dashed.
Fanlan just looked at him without any emotion for a while, and left two light, or perhaps too heavy words that made him feel heavy in his heart, and then he walked away at his usual pace.
No emotion.
There is no positive and no negative.
Siluoqi stood there for a long time.
He originally thought that there was no difference between him and Fan Lan.
He just had a little damn luck.
And now, he suddenly understood one thing.
That is, no matter how hard he tried to imitate, he would never be able to be truly the same as Fanlan.
——
Siluoqi soon saw Fanlan again.
At his engagement party with Gabe Haring.
Very strange.
Si Luoqi felt that with Fanlan's personality, he would not attend the engagement party.
Fanlan had no interest in seeing jokes, and based on Siluoqi's understanding of his style of doing things, he would try his best to avoid possible embarrassment - this character trait was even more certain after the last short conversation. So it was highly likely that he would not consider attending the banquet.
It wasn't because of his friendship with Gabe Haring. The two of them had no friendship other than Gabe's one-sided pursuit.
But now he showed up unexpectedly.
Siluoqi had an idea.
——He came because of me.
He found that Fanlan's style today was different from before. When Fanlan wore suits, he usually preferred casual suits or tailored dress suits. In short, he was not formal and liked to be somewhere between formal and informal. But today he was dressed meticulously, with a tie, shirt, cufflinks, and all the accessories. He looked refined and noble, but less casual.
He also tied up his long hair, while Siluoqi had his hair half loose today - you know, hairstyle is very important. Sometimes the first impression of a person's overall face comes from his hairstyle. If the hair is tied up, the rest depends on the natural face shape.
So Fanlan's hairstyle was the first thing that Siluoqi noticed and learned.
But Fanlan tied his hair up today, which fully revealed his superior face structure. Coupled with his noble and decent clothing, he looked even more sharp and had an air of keeping away from insects.
In other words, this isn't quite like the usual Vanlan.
Furthermore...
Siluoqi looked nothing like him.
None of the party participants would have any related associations at first sight of these two male insects - except that they can both be classified into the category of "handsome male insects".
Fanlan did not join the protagonists of the engagement party. He was eating snacks and chatting with his companions at the long table on the other side. Today's companions were Nuolan Yang and Qiu En. When Siluoqi looked over there several times, he would occasionally meet Nuolan Yang or Qiu En's mocking and playful gazes. He was very familiar with that kind of amusing expression and was very good at dealing with it. At such times, he would often respond with a nonchalant and provocative smile, which would earn him a frustrated glare from the other party.
But Siluoqi was not interested in this at the moment.
He and Gabe dealt with the guests together, and performed social activities impeccably with the smiles and etiquette they had practiced countless times, and they did not face Fanlan until the end of the show.
He noticed that Fanlan was about to leave.
She seemed to turn and look at him before leaving.
Sloqi used an excuse to withdraw from Gaber and walked towards Fanlan.
A male insect in a suit and tie was waiting at the side of the hallway. When he approached, he stretched out his hand and handed him a beautifully wrapped gift box.
"It's a gift."
He heard Fanlan say this.
“…”
"Thank you." Si Luoqi raised his hand to take it. His fingertips touched Fanlan's and he found that the other's fingers were very cold, perhaps because he had been holding the cold champagne glass for too long.
Then he watched Fanlan leave.
The night is as dark as water, the city is quieting down, but the party is still going on.
Si Luoqi sat in front of the makeup mirror in the bathroom, humming a weird tune while applying makeup skillfully.
Although it is called a bathroom, there are four rooms in total. In addition to the circular bathtub in the innermost area, the outer areas include a changing room, a dressing room and a washroom.
The bathing pool next to it was filled with steam, and the gurgling hot spring water hit the jade pool wall, making a pleasant sound.
This is the life that Sloqi wants.
Now he has it.
Gabe was still outside being forced to drink by his female insect brothers. Sloqi sat alone in front of the mirror, slowly sketching his eyeliner, then his nose, lips, and the angle of his hair. He took off his exquisite earrings, rummaged through his jewelry box, picked out two plain rings and put them on.
Then he took off his clothes and changed into a black silk shirt with a V-neck.
Then put on a leather, woven black choker.
After doing this, he stood up and walked to another mirror.
This is a large full-length mirror with precious metal edges and engraved patterns on all four sides, and gemstones inlaid on the top corners. It is exquisitely crafted, luxurious, and magnificent.
But Siluqi only looked at himself in the mirror.
The silver moonlight shines through the window, projecting onto the corner of the metal mirror, emitting a blurry cold light.
The blond male raised his hand and slowly, one by one, unbuttoned his shirt.
The light was dim and the mirror was cold.
He tilted his head so that the moonlight could hit his face.
Sloqi looked in the mirror.
His hands gradually disappeared under his clothes.
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