Chapter 367: Yun Shuo wants to become a monk!
Li Bixi laughed at Cheng Yunshuo, "Are you going to say again how much you have given me over the years, how you love me, how you stay with me day and night, and how you don't even go to the young lady's place for me?"
"You like nothing more than self-deception and pretense!"
Li Bijie will never forget the look Cheng Yunshuo gave her when her face suddenly aged excessively.
She stared at the dazed Cheng Yunshuo viciously, touched her face covered with thick makeup and said, "I'm old and ugly, and you ran away, you ran away, is it me you love? From the beginning to the end, you only love my face!"
"You said I wasn't sincere, but your deep affection was all fake from beginning to end! You can fool others, but you can't fool me!"
Pretending to be...affectionate.
After these four words were spoken, Cheng Yunshuo felt as if he had been struck by a loud bell.
He stared at Li Bixi in front of him, but there was no emotion in his eyes.
There was no anger, no irritation, and no annoyance at being exposed by her.
He just stood there in a daze, his mind full of those four words.
So, he was always pretending?
Is he...pretending to be affectionate?
Yes.
Cheng Yunshuo finally remembered.
He actually doesn't love Li Bixi.
Among the three women he took the initiative to marry, he only didn't love Li Bixi.
It is true that he became insane when he first met Li Bixi, but at that time, he mistook her for that girl just because of her face.
But later, after some trivial things happened, he really realized clearly that Li Bixiong and she were two different people.
Li Bijie is really not Xing Dairong.
She only has a face that resembles her, and her personality is nothing like Xing Dairong.
He never loved Li Bixi.
That's why when he saw Li Bixi's aging face, he ran away as if he had seen something terrible.
The terrible thing is that he doesn't love her!
All these years, he had been in a daze, and no matter how good he was to her, it was all just a pretense of affection.
Just to fill the void and regrets in his heart.
After Cheng Yunshuo figured all this out, the only thing left in his mind was the Heart Sutra that he heard Master Yuanqing recite at Guangji Temple.
Form is not different from emptiness, emptiness is not different from form, form is emptiness, emptiness is form.
His heart was suddenly empty.
"I see."
Cheng Yunshuo spoke.
After he said these four words, Li Bixi, who had been crying and laughing, came back to her senses.
She made a big scene, venting all the anger, grievances and resentment in her heart, and then she gradually calmed down.
After hearing Cheng Yunshuo speak, she looked at Cheng Yunshuo with uneasiness in his confused eyes.
It's over, it's over. She was really crazy just now! Because Cheng Bingzhi's matter completely destroyed her rationality, she said all this.
Cheng Yunshuo would definitely punish her, no, he would even kill her.
"My Lord, I..."
"I was wrong."
I was wrong about Li Bixi's three signature words, but before I could even utter them, Cheng Yunshuo got there first.
Cheng Yunshuo looked down at her, his gaze unconcealed.
After Li Bixiang really realized that these three words were really said to her by Cheng Yunshuo, Cheng Yunshuo strode open the door and left her room.
Li Bixiang was stunned for a moment, and when she came to her senses, Cheng Yunshuo had already walked out of the yard.
At this time, she hurriedly got up and rushed out, "My Lord, where are you going? What are you going to do?!"
"I want to go to Guangji Temple and become a monk."
Cheng Yunshuo only left her with his back, looking ahead and moving forward firmly.
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Cheng Yunshuo wanted to become a monk, and that night, the mansion was in chaos.
Lu Lingyun had already gone to bed, but in the middle of the night she heard the maid about to cry and came over to report urgently.
They said that their prince was going to Guangji Temple to become a monk.
After hearing this, Lu Lingyun was shocked: "......"
She quickly got up from the bed and learned from the servants that Cheng Yunshuo had left the house to become a monk at Guangji Temple after quarreling with Aunt Li in Bishuiyuan that night.
She no longer cared about asking Li Bixi what she was arguing about, so she prepared a carriage and rushed out of the city.
It was late at night and under curfew, and the city gates were all closed, but Lu Lingyun still used some connections to have a corner of the gate opened a little, and hurriedly chased after him.
When she chased him to Guangji Temple, Cheng Yunshuo was already sitting in front of the Buddha statue.
Master Yuanqing was in front of him, and seemed to be asking him one last time, "Mr. Cheng, have you really thought it through?"
"Master, I have thought it through. I want to follow you to the Western Regions and become a monk."
"No—" Lu Lingyun interrupted him hastily.
When Master Yuanqing saw Lu Lingyun chasing after him, his old eyes still had that wise smile, "Donor Cheng, it seems that you haven't yet cleared your karma."
Cheng Yunshuo turned around and glanced at Lu Lingyun, "Lingyun, the Marquis' Mansion will be handed over to you from now on. I believe you can take care of it."
When Lu Lingyun heard this, he was so angry that his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were all filled with anger.
What a jerk! Just leave everything to her!
If he really wants to become a monk, he should finish his own affairs first!
The old marquis has passed away, and Qin is still unaware of the situation. Cheng Qi is about to return triumphantly, and a huge mess in the marquis's mansion has been left to her!
She walked forward angrily, suppressed her anger and said in a calm tone, "My Lord, have you encountered any troubles?"
"Lingyun, I have figured it out. Buddhism is my destiny."
Lu Lingyun: "......"
"My Lord..."
"Okay, don't try to persuade me. It's useless. I'm going to convert to Buddhism today."
Cheng Yunshuo was determined not to give Lu Lingyun any chance. At this time, Master Yuanqing spoke.
"Amitābha, lady donor, it is getting late and we will not receive the precepts today. Why don't we all rest for a night and discuss it tomorrow?"
When Lu Lingyun heard what Master Yuanqing said, he looked at him with gratitude.
Cheng Yunshuo, who was kneeling on the futon, heard this and nodded, "Okay, I'll listen to the host's words."
After Cheng Yunshuo finished speaking, he stood up. He ignored Lu Lingyun who had a lot to say, and followed Yuanqing to the meditation room inside.
Seeing his expression, Lu Lingyun thought, forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow.
The next morning.
Lu Lingjun got up early and waited for Cheng Yunshuo to come out. Before she could have a good talk with Cheng Yunshuo, Qin came over and killed him first.
"Where is Yun Shuo? Why does he want to become a monk?"
The news that Cheng Yunshuo was going to become a monk had caused such a big stir that everyone in the mansion knew about it. Lu Lingjun had not returned home the previous night, so it was already a good thing that the mansion could keep it a secret from Qin for one night.
Early this morning, Qin was so angry that she almost fainted when she learned that Cheng Yunshuo was going to become a monk.
She didn't even have breakfast. She just put on her clothes and led her people to rush to Guangji Temple.
He wants to become a monk?
If he really dares to become a monk here, she will tear down this temple today!
"Mother, why are you here?"