The moment Chu Yan finished speaking, Feng Ling suddenly looked up, his eyes bloodshot.
"What did you say?"
He asked, the tearing pain almost overwhelmed him, and his hands trembled uncontrollably.
Chu Yan's eyes were cold and fierce. He looked back at Feng Ling with a distant and cold expression. "Can you still be with Yue'er without any guilt? Feng Ling, who can forgive what you have done? Is it me, Yue'er, or the Qing family? Or can you deceive yourself and pretend that nothing happened?"
Feng Ling was speechless. As Chu Yan's questioning voice fell, his shoulders seemed to slump and his back was trembling.
He felt so uncomfortable, as if he would die at any moment.
Just before that, his little girl came up to him and told him that she would detoxify him tonight and remove the poison from the Seven-Star Begonia before their wedding so that she could give him a healthy baby.
She had an inexplicable obsession with having children and mentioned it many times in front of him. Her eyes were full of undisguised love, which melted his heart.
She is reconciling with the past, trying hard to forget the pain and embrace a new life.
She finally came out of it.
But fate turned back and put her and him at the two ends of hatred and pain.
The more Feng Ling thought about it, the more painful it became. He almost whimpered. The corners of his phoenix eyes were red. He raised his eyes and looked at Chu Yan in front of him. He opened his thin lips and wanted to say "yes", but he couldn't. It was as if a big hand was strangling his throat, and he couldn't utter a single syllable. After a long time, he finally managed to make a sound, and he only heard him say, "Chu Yan, the king doesn't want to!"
Yes, he doesn't want to.
Four years ago, he was assassinated and poisoned. The poison contained an aphrodisiac, which made him confused and unable to control his emotions. He fled all the way to a teahouse, but took away the innocence of a little girl. In the darkness, he didn't know what she looked like, nor her identity. There were only suppressed groans and the delicate sound like a cat, humming in his ears, and he remembered it for a long time.
The assassin came after her, and his poison had not yet dissipated. He was afraid of implicating her, so he had to jump out of the window and escape. Before leaving, he took the purple glass jade pendant.
He wanted to wait until the next day to look for her, but she had disappeared.
At the same time, all clues in the teahouse were deliberately erased. He searched for a long time, eliminating them one by one, and finally found Qin Ningyue.
The jade pendant had the word "moon" engraved on it. She also went to the teahouse that day, and then she admitted it!
He never doubted that the girl would be Qingyue.
That was the girl who saved his life!
This is the first time.
She saved him, but he caused her to fall into the abyss, which made Chu Yan bear a grudge against her. He drank and made mistakes, and was disfigured and stabbed by Qing Yunyao. He was kicked off the cliff and died without a burial place. But God brought her back to life and she returned to his side!
At that time, his legs were broken, his body was poisoned, and he was walking alone in the darkness. He had already despaired of this world. It was she who once again grabbed his hand and saved him from the darkness.
She saved his life twice.
He really loved her so much, and they were about to get married. How could he bear to let her go? It would be better to take his life.
"You don't want to? Feng Ling, why don't you want to?"
Hearing Feng Ling's refusal, Chu Yan's eyes turned bloodshot. He raised his hand and punched him hard in the face, "You caused me and Yue'er to be separated by life and death. I have been deceived for four years. When I learned the truth, I was so heartbroken that I lost my life!
Why do you think Nanjiao Temple gave up? It's because I felt guilty towards her, because I couldn't bear to leave her and cried! You hurt me and Yue'er to such an extent, and you still want to take her for yourself. How can I swallow this anger? How do you think?
Feng Ling couldn't suppress his hatred and anger. Even a person like him who was very reserved couldn't stand it and his hatred reached the extreme.
His punch was so powerful that half of Feng Ling's face was swollen and red blood was oozing from the corner of his mouth.
"I will go and apologize to Yue'er and tell her the truth of what happened. I can accept it if Yue'er wants to beat me or kill me, but I can't leave her. I can't."
Feng Ling did not fight back. He looked at Chu Yan. His phoenix eyes were filled with the despair of a gamble, yet seemed to be firmly telling him his choice.
Yes, he was willing to bear all the consequences, but he couldn't leave Yue'er on his own initiative, he really couldn't.
"Feng Ling, how dare you!"
Chu Yan shouted, hatred surging in his eyes. He raised his hand and punched him again, hitting him hard in the face. "Are you crazy? Are you? You dare to tell her the truth of four years ago? Are you trying to force her to death? Feng Ling, don't you know how she survived?"
Chu Yan felt so much pain and hatred in his heart that there was even a hint of tears in his voice.
"Have you forgotten that she became a completely different person when she woke up that day? Have you forgotten that Master Yuanji of Nanjiao Temple said her soul was unstable? She loved you so much that she cut off all ties with me the moment she woke up. But Feng Ling, do you really think that I have no place in her heart?"
Chu Yan's eyes also turned red. He actually knew everything.
"That girl was the one I held hands with and watched grow up!
She was born into a family of generals and was used to hearing about life and death on the battlefield, but she had a kind heart. She couldn't bear to see the sufferings of the world, and she often went to provide relief to the disabled soldiers who retired from the battlefield and the poor families who had lost their children. Every time she went, she would feel sad for a long time.
That day, in the Golden Palace, she looked at me and I knew the truth. I regretted my decision, spit out the love poison, shed tears of blood, and stabbed my heart with a sharp knife. I followed her. I had already made up my mind to die, but she stopped me at the last moment. She said, Qingyue is still alive!
If she was cruel enough, if she hated me, she shouldn't have said anything."
Chu Yan's eyes were so red, almost red enough to bleed.
"There's a limit to the amount of pain a person can endure. When her soul left her body, we used Buddhist chants to guide her and called her back. The first thing she did when she woke up was to say goodbye to me, to the past, to the suffering, to the pain. She chose you because she loves you, and because this is a new life.
This king knows everything, and this king is reluctant to force her, so he agrees to all her requests. Because compared to getting her, this king is more afraid that she will disappear from this world."
Chu Yan wiped his face fiercely, leaving a trace of blood on his brow, adding a touch of bloodiness to his cold and solemn expression.
"You are her salvation, her new life, the destination where she forgives all her suffering. But one day... you tell her that the source of all her suffering is you, Feng Ling! What should she do? Tell me, what should she do?"
Chu Yan grabbed Feng Ling's shirt collar. There were two tall men, one cold and angry, the other with despair in his eyes.
“She’s going to die…”
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