Feng Ling looked at the little girl in front of him, watching her rosy red mouth opening and closing, and her heart being stabbed with blood.
He was in so much pain today. From the moment he learned the truth, he fell into an abyss.
He kept thinking about what happened four years ago.
Keep thinking.
If Feng Ling had not hurt Yue'er that night and taken away her innocence, all the things that happened afterwards would not have happened.
He would not lose his mind, become powerless, unable to face it, and drink to drown his sorrows, which led to that chaotic night with Qing Yunyao.
All this is because of Feng Ling.
He didn't kill him, which was the greatest tolerance.
He was in so much pain that he didn't even have dinner. He just sat here drinking. He thought about the past, those years, and how Feng Ling would file for divorce with Yue'er because he didn't have the face to be with Yue'er anymore.
He was waiting, waiting for the moon to leave him and come back to him.
He used this incident to force Feng Ling to leave Yue'er, so he deserves to suffer in the days ahead. This is what he should endure.
Feng Ling knew that he couldn't face Yue'er, so he did say it, otherwise Yue'er wouldn't rush to him with red eyes to question him.
But what did Yue'er say?
She said, "Even if it wasn't Feng Ling, it wouldn't be him."
She said, "She believes in Feng Ling and his love for her. No matter how he tries to sow discord behind her, she will not leave."
The pain and resentment of many days could no longer be suppressed after hearing these two sentences.
In Yue'er's understanding, Feng Ling is her love, and he is the bad guy, the one who sows discord.
"If it's not him, then it won't be this king either?"
Chu Yan asked.
The voice was extremely low.
Qing Yue pursed her lips tightly. "Yes, Brother Chu Yan, I didn't tell you clearly before. So I solemnly tell you today that no matter how many years we have known each other, no matter how good our relationship was before, it is all in the past. From the moment you and Qing Yunyao got together, there is no possibility between us anymore."
It has been completely talked about.
Then make it clear.
With all Chu Yan's thoughts gone, he no longer had any expectations and would not do anything bad behind his back.
Speaking of it again, I can't get around that night.
Before, he was so filled with regret and self-blame that he was about to die. He also let go temporarily in guilt and was secretly grieving.
But today, he knew the culprit behind all this. How could he possibly swallow this? He was almost annihilated by hatred.
Especially at this moment, Yue'er kept saying that she was standing up for Feng Ling and expressing her friendship for him. How ridiculous and ironic.
Chu Yan really felt that he was extremely pitiful.
The red in his eyes grew deeper and deeper, and the hatred he had been suppressing finally burst out. He spoke in a deep and painful voice, "What about me? Yue'er, am I not innocent?"
He asked word by word.
He sat in the pavilion, sipping his wine mouthful by mouthful, thinking about every little detail of four years ago. He kept asking himself, wasn't he innocent? He was the most innocent person!
Did anyone see his pain and tears?
"What?"
Qing Yue frowned.
But Chu Yan's mood became increasingly amiss, his eyes growing redder. He took another step forward, almost touching her, when he heard his low, painful voice, "Am I not innocent? What did I do wrong? No, I was wrong... I was wrong that night when I was drunk and did something I shouldn't have done with Qing Yunyao. So, do I deserve to die? Do I deserve to be tortured to death, to have nothing left, and not even a chance to start over?"
Who caused all this?"
He asked solemnly, the corners of his eyes growing redder and his breath reeking of alcohol.
Qing Yue's pupils shrank, and she pursed her lips. She raised her eyes and looked at Chu Yan, "Brother Chu Yan, what do you mean?"
"Yue'er, you are so smart, how come you don't understand the meaning of my words?"
Chu Yan chuckled softly, but it was a sad laugh that sounded somewhat empty and didn't reach his eyes.
He had suffered such a huge blow today, and coupled with the alcohol he had been drinking, the emotions and pain he had been suppressing since the accident could no longer be suppressed at this moment.
"I met you when I was less than ten years old. You were six then. Since that year, has there ever been another little girl by my side? You are the only one I have ever loved and doted on. I wish I could give you all the good things in the world, year after year, waiting for you to grow up.
My mother has tried to arrange marriages for me many times, but I always refused. You are the only one here, and my Chuyan princess can only be you, Yue'er."
Chu Yan's eyes grew redder, his fingers on his heart.
He knew he was drunk.
Otherwise he wouldn't be so out of control.
But today is really special.
Yue'er's words became the last straw that broke the camel's back.
Qing Yue's lips moved, and just as she was about to speak, she saw Chu Yan raise his hand. It was a strong gesture of interruption, telling her not to speak.
Chu Yan's gaze fell on her, and he said, "There's only one month left until our wedding day, but something happened to you. Yue'er, you're the victim of this whole thing. What about me? Did I suffer less than you? Back then, you only thought it was me that night. You cried, you were angry, you were ashamed, you knew nothing..."
But this king knows the truth, and suffers every day and every moment.
This prince destroyed the entire teahouse and killed everyone who knew about it, just to protect this secret, to protect you. If it were to be exposed, my father and mother would never allow you to marry me again."
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