When Rong Wan was here, Qing Yue didn't want to quarrel with Feng Ling in front of her mother, which would make her mother worry, so she had been enduring until this moment.
He shouted loudly, his eyes and brows full of coldness.
But the next moment, Feng Ling suddenly hugged him in her arms, "I won't let you go, never!"
Feng Ling hugged Yue'er very tightly, his eyes red. Last night, he was beside Yue'er's bed, looking at her pale face, her furrowed brows, and her unconscious murmur of pain. His heart was broken, and he really felt like a bastard. How badly had he hurt his beloved girl?
His girl saved him with her innocent body, but ended up clearing all ties with him. She was truly hurt to the extreme.
He felt like he was trapped on a cliff, with a cliff in front of him and an abyss behind him. He didn't know what to do.
Want to love, but dare not love.
Let go, but I can't do it.
This morning, at daybreak, he left and returned to the mansion. Xie Jinghuan was injured in the shoulder by Chu Yan, so he stayed in the palace and did not leave. After Old Wang treated his injury, he stayed in the side courtyard.
He went to find Xie Jinghuan.
Jing Huan didn't seem to sleep well either. As soon as Jing Huan entered the door, he woke up. Seeing his dejected look, he asked him what happened tonight.
Naturally, he didn't go into detail, but just tactfully told Jing Huan a few key points.
After a long silence, he said this.
"If this girl has been deeply hurt and you can't tell her the truth, pushing her away and staying away from her is definitely not the wisest thing to do. Instead, you should stay with her, protect her, love her, pamper her, and give her all the best things in the world, so that she can be happy and joyful every day.
In this way, if one day the truth is revealed to her, when she is suffering, she will at least have some good memories to comfort her, instead of feeling even colder.
Escaping and staying away are never the right solutions to a problem."
It was these words that gave him an epiphany.
It was as if the clouds had suddenly been peeled away, allowing him to suddenly see the road under his feet and his truest thoughts.
He wanted to be with Yue'er forever, but after what happened four years ago, he became afraid and retreated. He chose to push Yue'er away, but ended up hurting her even more.
Whether it was Yue'er in the previous life or Wan'er in this life, they were both his women.
If he still pushes people away, then he is really not a human being.
He was wrong, very wrong.
So as soon as the sun rose, he hurried over. He wanted to see Yue'er, to apologize to her, to ask for her forgiveness, to hold her in his arms, to tell her that he loved her, and to be with her forever.
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"Feng Ling, I asked you to let go!"
Qing Yue struggled several times, but Feng Ling still held her tightly. She couldn't break free at all. Her internal energy could not be used because of the poison that had entered her body. She had to wait until the poison was expelled before she could use her internal energy. Otherwise, once she mobilized her internal energy, the poison would spread.
"Yue'er, I'm sorry. I know I was wrong. Can you please forgive A Ling?"
Feng Ling's low and hoarse voice sounded in Qingyue's ears like a plea.
Qingyue was not as strong as Fengling, and since he didn't let go, she couldn't break free and was sweating all over.
Hearing Feng Ling's words, she said coldly, "Feng Ling, do you think that when I told you about settling the score, I was just joking?"
Qing Yue asked, feeling disheartened and exhausted.
She didn't struggle when she said this, but although she was in Feng Ling's arms, she felt as if there was a river between them, extremely cold and indifferent.
"Yue'er..."
Feng Ling felt a pain in his heart and a tightness in his chest. He raised his eyes to look at the little girl in his arms, but all he saw was a sense of alienation.
"Feng Ling, let go!"
Qing Yue looked at him and spoke coldly, without a trace of gentleness on her face.
Being looked at by Qingyue with such cold eyes, Feng Ling felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife. Finally, he slowly let go of her hand, and the two stood face to face.
"Why did you come to me? Is it because I saved you that you feel bad and want to get back together with me? That's totally unnecessary. I said I saved you voluntarily, and that was also part of the agreement we agreed on. I will avenge my great hatred, and you will be cured of the poison. Let's leave it at that, Feng Ling, don't come to me again in the future."
Qing Yue looked coldly at Feng Ling in front of her. Her red lips moved, but she said the coldest words, stabbing into Feng Ling's heart again and again.
He and Yue'er have been in love with each other for these days, and he almost forgot what the original "Qing Yue" was like. She was distant and cold, and would not give you the slightest chance to get close to her.
He saved her family, helped her clear obstacles, and saved her life while guarding her day and night, and only then was he able to open her heart, but it was suddenly closed again by him.
Feng Ling's eyes were red, and she tried to pull Qing Yue's hand, but she shook it off, "Your Highness, please respect yourself."
Every word is cold and indifferent.
Feng Ling was so angry that he couldn't say a word, but he didn't complain at all. He deserved it.
"Yue'er, I was wrong. I shouldn't have said those nonsense. Can you give A Ling a chance to make it up to you?"
Feng Ling said, his voice pleading.
Qing Yue stood there, her brows gradually furrowed. Her clear eyes looked at Feng Ling with confusion, and then she asked, "Why?"
She asked softly.
"Because I want to make it up to you and treat you well."
Because I owe you my past and present lives, I don't know what to do. I don't dare admit my mistakes to you. I'm tormented inside. I'm afraid the truth will be revealed one day, and I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it...
Yue'er, I originally wanted you to stay away from me, the person who caused you to fall into hell. You might feel pain and anger, but you will gradually forget me, find a husband who loves you the most, and have two lovely children with you...
And I am only fit to hide in a dark corner and watch you.
But... after last night, I understand. I can't just force you to leave like this, leaving you in confusion and letting you endure an inexplicable separation alone.
"Yue'er, it was A Ling's fault. I shouldn't have said those nonsense last night. Just think of me as someone bewitched. I said things that didn't mean what I said. Please forgive me..."
“Heh, heh…”
The next moment, Qing Yue chuckled softly, a laugh that was both sarcastic and mournful, as if mocking his words. She said, "Compensate me? Want to be nice to me? Feng Ling, I really think you're ridiculous. What made you change your attitude so drastically? You said you wanted to separate, you said you wanted to divorce...
When it came time to detoxify, you said you were looking for Qin Ningyue, you said you were looking for the head maid..."
When Qing Yue said these words, her eyes couldn't help but turn red.
"Then I used my innocence to save your life, and now you come to tell me that you want to make it up to me and treat me well. So do you feel you owe me something? Or did you doubt my innocence before this?"
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