Chapter 361 I Just Want You to Live Well
Seeing Xie Zhiwen's puzzled look, Yu Qinghuan sighed.
"Do you remember what you asked me earlier in Jiuchong Mountain?"
Xie Zhiwen didn't say anything, hoping to recall what he had said, but he had said so much at that time that he had no idea which sentence Yu Qinghuan was referring to.
Yu Qinghuan didn't really expect him to figure out what the sentence was, so she just said, "Then you asked me why I didn't refuse, why I didn't wait for you."
Xie Zhiwen's Adam's apple rolled, "Ah Huan, I was--"
Yu Qinghuan interrupted him directly, "Actually, I've rejected it before, and I've also waited for it before."
She thought that perhaps if she told Xie Zhiwen about the past, he would understand her and let her go.
But Yu Qinghuan's words were incoherent, and Xie Zhiwen found it difficult to understand what she meant.
"In my previous life, when the news of your death reached me, I didn't agree to your mother's request. Instead, I left the Marquis' Mansion and returned to the Yu Family. I was drugged and sent into a bridal sedan, and married into the Han Family in Linjiang."
Xie Zhiwen looked at her blankly. Wasn’t it Yu Zhilan who married into the Han family in Linjiang?
Yu Qinghuan continued to recount her past life, "The Han couple doted on their son to no end, and Young Master Han was abusive. Every day, I was either beaten and kicked by her, or whipped with a pepper-soaked whip covered in spikes... There wasn't a single piece of good flesh left on my body."
"I would run whenever I got the chance, but I was always caught and beaten again."
"You know, I was living a life worse than death. Every day I thought, I wish you hadn't died."
Xie Zhiwen's face turned pale. He didn't want to believe what Yu Qinghuan said, but as he listened to her, his heart ached, as if he had witnessed it with his own eyes. The feeling of suffocation was like an invisible hand, tightly gripping his heart.
Glancing at Xie Zhiwen's expression, Yu Qinghuan knew that he probably believed it.
Xie Zhiwen trembled his lips and murmured to her, "What happened next..."
"Then I was beaten to death." Yu Qinghuan continued calmly, "When I died, you came."
"You killed everyone in the Han family, took my body back to the capital overnight, killed everyone in the Yu Mansion, and finally died in front of my grave."
As Yu Qinghuan spoke, Xie Zhiwen's mind unconsciously emerged with some strange yet extremely familiar images...
It was as if Yu Qinghuan had really died in his arms.
He did die in front of her grave.
After saying this, Yu Qinghuan stood up and approached Xie Zhiwen. "Before you died, you said that if there was an afterlife—"
"Don't marry me."
It was Xie Zhiwen who took over Yu Qinghuan's words.
Yu Qinghuan was stunned, staring blankly at the person in front of him, not knowing why he would continue with this, but it was clearly what Xie Zhiwen said in the previous life.
At this time, Xie Zhiwen's eyes were red and his brain was so confused that it hurt, but his heart hurt even more. He remembered it all.
In his previous life, he returned to the capital and did not see Ah Huan. His mother said that she had returned to the Yu family, so he immediately went to the Yu family.
But the Yu family refused to tell him about Ah Huan's whereabouts, so he could only ask Xie Zhili, who was already the prince's confidant at the time, to exchange his title for his refusal to become the Ningyuan Marquis.
After learning about Ah Huan's whereabouts, he rushed to Linjiang without stopping, but when he went to the Han family, the Han family tried to stop him in every possible way.
He was afraid that something might happen to Ah Huan, so he took his men and rushed in with knives.
The moment he saw Yu Qinghuan's corpse, he didn't want to live anymore, but he couldn't let go of the murderers and accomplices who killed Ah Huan...
Their eyes met, and Xie Zhiwen looked at Yu Qinghuan with red eyes, recalling everything from his past life. Tears rolled down his cheeks, and he couldn't help it. He strode forward and hugged her in his arms with all his heartache and unwillingness.
"Ah Huan, I remember now, I remember everything!"
On the way to Linjiang at that time, he was thinking that as long as Ah Huan could live well, it didn't matter even if she really remarried, as long as she was happy.
If she is unhappy, I will definitely take her away from the Han family.
Yu Qinghuan clearly felt that when Xie Zhiwen hugged her, her whole body was shaking, as if she was shrouded in great anxiety.
She never thought that Xie Zhiwen would have memories of his past life. Could it be that she was not the only one who was reborn?
It’s just that I remember it, but Xie Zhiwen doesn’t.
Now that I mentioned some of them, he remembered them all.
She hesitated and still wanted to push him away, but Xie Zhiwen held her so tightly that she couldn't break free even if she tried hard.
She immediately said in a deep voice: "I tell you this to tell you that I rejected your mother and waited for you. I died because of this. I have not let you down."
"In this life, I want to live. Whether you blame me or resent me, I have never regretted it. Now, there is no possibility between you and me—"
Xie Zhiwen murmured, "It doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't matter at all."
"Ah Huan, as long as you can live well, even if you really fall in love with someone else and don't have me in your heart...it doesn't matter."
"No matter in the past life or this life, I just want you to live well."
Hearing this, Yu Qinghuan trembled all over...What a fool.
...
Outside the house, Xie Zhili tried to eavesdrop on what was going on inside, but he had no idea what the two were talking about. Their voices were so soft that he couldn't hear anything.
Is the soundproofing in this room so good?
He frowned, "They won't be in there..."
Mu Huaian interrupted, "Don't think too much, Ah Huan is not that kind of person."
Xie Zhili was silent for a while, then asked him, "So what kind of person do you think she is?"
Mu Huaian didn't respond, but Xie Zhiwen continued, "I went to Yu Mansion the night before she entered the palace. Du Yunxiao was there too. Do you know what they did?"
Mu Huaian pursed his lips tightly, "I don't need to know, and I don't want to know."
What Xie Zhili couldn't stand the most was the way he pretended to be generous and pleasing on the surface even though he clearly cared a lot in his heart.
"I saw them in the yard—"
Mu Huaian grabbed his wrist with such force that he pushed him to the pillar. He was usually as gentle as jade, but now his tone was a little colder. "I said, I don't want to know. You'd better shut up."
Xie Zhili was shocked by his sudden reaction, and suddenly sneered, "It's clearly the behavior of a villain, but you insist on pretending to be a gentleman, Mu Huaian, you are as hypocritical as Cheng Gongjin."
As soon as he finished speaking, Mu Huaian's eyes were bloodshot, "You can talk about me, why mention him!"
Xie Zhili immediately found his reaction ridiculous. "Cheng Gongjin treated you like that, and you're still speaking for him?"
Mu Huaian clenched his fists...
Just then, the door opened.
Yu Qinghuan walked out and saw Mu Huaian pressing Xie Zhili against the pillar, almost sticking to him. "What are you doing..."
In an instant, many images flashed through her mind, and she swallowed hard, "Did I disturb you?"
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