Chapter 1039 How many monkeys did she eat to be so smart
Han Yingying stood up and kept a few centimeters away from Zhou Junxiong.
"That... Senior Brother Zhou, I'm sorry, I... I'm not ready to fall in love with someone yet."
Seeing Han Yingying's tangled expression, Zhou Junxiong's heart skipped a beat. Oh no, it's too early to confess.
He also stood up, but didn't go forward. He maintained a very good manner, but the sadness in his eyes was about to overflow.
"I know. With my condition, how can I be with you? I shouldn't have even mustered up the courage to confess in front of you. I just... couldn't help the love I had for you, so I acted on impulse."
"Brother Zhou, you're a very good person. Your classmates at school all have a good reputation for you. I just... I'm not ready, and I never thought I'd fall in love right after entering college."
"Then you... don't dislike me, right?"
Han Yingying nodded: "Brother is such a good person, how could I dislike you? It's not your problem."
"Then can you consider me?"
"I..." Han Yingying hesitated for a moment: "I don't know."
"Then you can go back and think about it slowly. I will be here, silently guarding you and loving you. As long as you need me, I will stand up to help you at the first time. I will often express my love to you. When you have considered it and are willing to accept me, you must come to me, okay?"
How can I say no when someone is so sincere?
I have to resolve the embarrassment in front of me first.
She nodded: "Okay, then... I'll go back to the classroom to prepare."
"I'll go with you. I agreed to help you with your homework."
"No, no, no, I'm a little confused right now. Brother, please let me go back alone."
"I'm just confused, not that you hate me, right?" Zhou Junxiong acted very cautiously, trying his best to hide his hurt look. Anyone who saw him would probably think that he was really infatuated.
Han Yingying nodded: "Well, I don't hate you."
"Okay, then I'll take you back to the teaching building."
This time, Han Yingying couldn't refuse.
Mingzhu sat in the classroom, bored and flipping through a book. To her, the content in the book was really... too simple, just like a junior high school student reading a kindergarten curriculum, very boring.
Just as she was thinking about finding something to relieve her boredom, Han Yingying walked in with a heavy heart.
After she sat down, she put her schoolbag on the table, took out the afternoon professional course textbook, and stared at it in a daze.
Mingzhu held her face with her left hand, stared at Han Yingying for a moment, and pushed her with her right hand: "Hey, what were you doing just now? Did Zhou Junxiong suck your soul away?"
Hearing Zhou Junxiong's name, Han Yingying nervous: "Don't talk nonsense."
"Then why are you absent-minded."
"How could I."
Mingzhu tapped her desk with her right index finger: "Sister, it's amazing, you can even read the book backwards."
Han Yingying looked down, her face embarrassed, and quickly turned the book in a direction and cleared her throat: "Sometimes I like to read books backwards."
"Oh, it's my fault for being nosy. Where is your senior brother Zhou? Isn't he here to help you prepare for your homework?"
"Why... do you always mention him?"
Mingzhu looked at her confused and uneasy eyes, raised her eyebrows, and moved closer to her: "Did he confess to you?"
Han Yingying turned to look at her in surprise, but she didn't say anything: "You... how do you know?"
"Your face is full of girlish confusion. Usually, when a girl has such a confused look on her face, nine out of ten times she has been confessed to, and she is still in the dark. You probably haven't agreed yet."
Han Yingying was simply full of admiration. How many monkeys has she eaten to be so smart?
"Well, he suddenly confessed to me, and I felt...caught off guard. I didn't know what to do."
Mingzhu smiled: "Then do you need me, someone who has been through this before, to help you analyze the current situation as a close older sister?"
"You...Okay, you help me analyze it," Han Yingying had never experienced this kind of thing before and really didn't know how to deal with it.
"Have you ever been in love before?"
Han Yingying shook her head: "My mother watches me so closely, how could she let me fall in love."
"So what do you think now? Tell me the truth, do you want to accept it or not?"
"Well... I don't dislike Brother Zhou, and I even think he's a nice guy, but after he confessed, I felt like I didn't want to accept this relationship immediately, but at the same time I felt that I could give it a try. But if I try, what if I find out it's not suitable? So, I'm very conflicted now."
This is like a Han Yingying growing up on top of a contradiction.
Han Yingying tilted her head and looked at Mingzhu: "If you were in my current state, would you choose to accept this person?"
"People have different personalities and ideas. If I were in your current state, I would not accept it."
"Why?"
Mingzhu smiled: "Because of uniqueness. When you go shopping, will you buy the only one that makes your heart beat and makes you like it, or will you buy the one that doesn't seem to make your heart beat, but it's okay to have it?"
"Of course I'll buy the one that makes my heart beat, but falling in love is not like buying things."
"It's the same thing. Now, Zhou Junxiong is the person you don't fall in love with, but you can have him or not. Why can you have him or not? Because he is not indispensable in your eyes."
Han Yingying understood, but felt... it was a bit confusing. She still felt that people and commodities cannot be compared.
Mingzhu saw the confusion on her face and changed her approach: "Like there is uniqueness between me and my lover. My partner must be him and only him. If it were someone else, I would rather be alone for the rest of my life than settle for someone else.
It's the same with your fifth uncle. He could have stayed single and lived alone all his life, but when your fifth aunt appeared in his life, he felt unique, so for your fifth aunt, he let go of his obsession with not getting married and got married."
Han Yingying nodded. She understood: "But my fifth uncle didn't want to marry Jiang Shan the moment he saw her. Didn't Jiang Shan pursue him for a long time?"
Jiang Shan never shied away from this matter. She even told everyone that she was the one pursuing Han Changzhou, so it was nothing for others to mention it.
Mingzhu nodded: "Yes, but don't forget that your fifth uncle was a man who hired many people outside. He also faced the pursuit of others, but he did not compromise. From the beginning, in his subconscious, Jiang Shan might be her only one."
"Then who can guarantee that I won't find that he is my only one after being with Zhou Junxiong for a while? Besides, Zhou Junxiong is the only one for me, and others are very jealous of him."
Mingzhu felt that Han Yingying probably didn't like Zhou Junxiong that much. She was completely blinded by the envy of others.
"That's also possible. If you want to keep trying, then you can continue to associate with him. As someone who has been through this, I'm giving you a piece of advice: don't mistake momentary vanity for love. Before you're sure he's your one and only, don't easily agree to his pursuit. Don't let him waste your chance of first love. After all... first love is still beautiful."
For those around her who want to find a scumbag as their first love, Jiang Shan is enough. Don't have a second one, or it's quite disgusting.