Chapter 1270: Picking up the broken pieces of herself again
Because time flows at a different speed, Mingzhu is in summer and it is extremely hot. She came in to turn on the air conditioner while others were asleep.
Unexpectedly, she saw her eldest brother sleeping on the sofa.
Seeing the note on the coffee table, she took a look at it, raised her hand to wake Mingjue up, and shook the note in front of him: "Don't get angry with me, you asked me to wake you up."
Mingjue yawned and sat up: "Jiang Duo didn't come with you, or did he go back to the bedroom first?"
"He is on duty at the unit and will not be back until after twelve o'clock. What do you want to talk to me about?"
Mingzhu sat lazily on the sofa: "Is it about Zhaozhao?"
"What else? I want to know about Zhaozhao's past."
"Zhaozhao herself didn't tell you, and I certainly won't tell you. I respect her."
"She said, she said, she is not the good person I imagined, because she killed someone, and it was her biological father."
Hearing this, Mingzhu sat up straighter: "She didn't say why she killed?"
"She said that her father was not a good man. If her father hadn't died, those who were harmed by her father would never escape hell in their lifetime."
"More than that," Mingzhu said helplessly: "I told you before that Kang Jingzhi has obsession with his facial hair."
"Well, hasn't he recovered from his illness? Why did you mention this?"
"Because this matter is related to Kang Jingzhi. Kang Jingzhi got the disease because of Zhaozhao's father. When he was a child, Kang Jingzhi hid in the closet and saw with his own eyes that his mother and Zhaozhao's father were having an affair.
At that time, Zhaozhao, who was very young, was sent to the yard to eat candy, and she was told to call them when someone came.
Kang Jingzhi contracted a serious mental illness because of this. He hated his mother, Zhaozhao's father, and Zhaozhao at the same time."
"Why do you hate Zhao Zhao? Wasn't Zhao Zhao very young at that time? What could she understand?"
"Because we hate the whole family. From our point of view, Zhao Zhao is a victim. Her mother was forced to commit suicide by her father. Zhao Zhao's whole life was also displaced because of her father. She never had a good day.
When Jiang Duo and I went to find her for the first time, she was like a ghost living in the dark, unable to see the light of day. She was almost broken, and there was no light in her eyes.
I have never ... I have never seen a person who is so desperate about life. Later, I learned that she was often gossiped about by the neighbors and coveted and gossiped by some men with bad intentions.
But I investigated and found that she had always been very honest and had never done anything to seduce anyone, but she was notorious on that street.
Even so, she was still trying hard to live, carrying a man who had been sitting on her shoulders. Kang Jingzhi had a drunkard father who was in jail and sold her to other men at any time.
If she hadn't paid back the money her father had taken from other men, her life would have been even darker.
At that time, she didn't know why Kang Jingzhi hated her, or even why Kang Jingzhi got sick, or who killed Kang Jingzhi's father. She just silently bore everyone's malice. and hatred."
Mingjue listened, his chest tightening with heartache, thinking of the few times when she saw him, her eyes seemed to be looking through him to see other people's fear, he asked again: "Is she afraid of Kang Jingzhi?"
Mingzhu looked at Mingjue's face which had inexplicably become gloomy, and finally nodded honestly: "Kang Jingzhi hates him, and his revenge on his father will naturally affect her, but in fact Kang Jingzhi..."
"Is Kang Jingzhi sick? What does this have to do with Zhaozhao? He..."
"Brother," Mingzhu interrupted Mingjue: "Kang Jingzhi is indeed sick, and, although he tortured Qin Xiangrong on the surface, and Qin Zhaozhao was not easy to watch the show, but in fact, he would secretly take care of Qin Zhaozhao behind her back. "Mingjue
gritted his teeth: "So what? If he hadn't been targeting him, Zhao Zhao's life might not have been so difficult."
"How could Kang Jingzhi not be targeting him? Both of his parents died because Qin Xiangrong intervened in his family. He himself has suffered from mental illness for more than 30 years, living like a ghost.
When he and his brother were young, they also endured the exclusion and pain that others could not bear. Zhao Zhao is pitiful, but he is also a victim.
We outsiders, standing on our own standpoint, cannot judge who is right or wrong, who is right or wrong in that matter. But we know that both of them are indeed very pitiful."
Mingjue clicked his tongue in annoyance, raised his left palm, rubbed his forehead and eyes, trying to control the irritability in his heart.
"Then...did something happen to Zhao Zhao later? Why did she travel here? You lost consciousness at first, but what about Zhaozhao? What happened to her? "
"Didn't Zhaozhao tell you?"
"When she talked about the past, her brows were wrinkled into a "川" shape. I felt so sad, how could I bear to ask her? Tell me!"
"Kang Jingzhi's heart disease is Qin Xiangrong. As long as Qin Xiangrong is alive, Kang Jingzhi will never get better. So, Zhaozhao killed him for Kang Jingzhi, and then..."
Mingzhu said, looking at Mingjue, "She left us a letter, jumped into the artificial lake, committed suicide, and died. I was the one who held her funeral. "
Ming Jue's heartache reached its peak at this moment.
It turned out that Zhao Zhao had died once. How helpless she must have been when she was in the cold water, helpless and unable to breathe.
"In her previous life, I had already arranged a future for her. I asked her to work somewhere else, far away from Beijing, and far away from her father, who was a burden. But she still chose... the most extreme path.
Because I failed to save her, the broken Qin Zhao Zhao often appears in my dreams, making me feel guilty and uncomfortable.
Today, knowing that Zhao Zhao's soul is still there, and has come to this world, to your side, and has become your destined other half, I was really happy the whole day.
Brother, Zhao Zhao is not who I used to be. She no longer exists in this world. She has no way back. She can only stay here for the rest of her life.
You have to treat her well. At least... in this life, let her feel what true love is and piece together the broken her little by little. "
Ming Jue nodded carefully: "I know."
He has been single for thirty years and originally thought that there would never be a woman who belonged to him in this world.
He had given up and decided to be single for the rest of his life, but then Zhao Zhao showed up.
"All the suffering she endured in that world was her way to see me. I will love her well, don't worry."