Chapter 485
Until one moment, he heard someone talking in his ear.
"…People should never fall into the direction of darkness. Once you fall, it is very difficult to get up again. One thought can make you a Buddha, one thought can make you a devil. Everything is just a manifestation of the mind. The inner heart is strong…"
He also knew that people should not fall into darkness.
He also doesn't want to become a bad person.
But all things forced him to move towards a bad outcome.
One thought makes you a Buddha, one thought makes you a devil.
He lived like a rat for eighteen years, being bullied by the Wang family until he could not survive.
How can he not hate it?
He wanted to kill the rapist, kill all the members of the Wang family, and make sure that all those guys in the orphanage who laughed at him would die without a burial place.
If it weren't for them, he wouldn't have to bear so much infamy and live a life worse than death.
But the darkness frightened him, and he was afraid that his body would continue to fall into a bottomless abyss.
He wanted to wake up and take revenge himself.
"Qiang Di, stop struggling. No one will help you. Even if you don't hate them, they will kill you."
"Let your hatred be stronger. You can become a Buddha with just one thought. How can you become a Buddha without someone to help you? Only by hating them can you seek justice for the injustice in this world."
"Qiang Di, there is no good person in this world. It is not worth your hesitation. When Wang Qiang beat you, so many people watched, but no one helped. You won't forget it, right?"
"When you were in the orphanage, the enemy who killed your mother called you a bastard. So many people were watching, but no one helped you. What are you expecting? Those who are high and mighty don't know where they are wrong. They will only trample on the dignity of others as they please."
“…”
The devilish voice in his ear made him tremble with hatred.
The next morning.
Jin Chaochao came to Qiang Di's room and found that not only did he show no signs of waking up, but his evil power became even stronger.
Jin Chaochao felt his pulse and sighed with a headache.
Yan's mother followed her and saw that she looked worried, "Miss, can't you force him to wake up?"
"No!" Jin Chaochao pulled Yan's mother's hand, "You watch here. I want to go to his sea of consciousness."
"No, this is too dangerous." Yan's mother still remembered that the last time she treated Huo Zheng, she was attacked by evil forces.
Your life might even be in danger.
Jin Chaochao patted her hand to comfort her, "I'll be careful. If the situation gets bad, I'll back out."
"Miss..." Yan's mother was still worried.
Jin Chaochao has made up her mind.
She stood beside the bed, clasped her hands together, and the next second she entered Qiang Di's sea of consciousness.
The wind was howling in the abyss, and the darkness was so intense that one could not see one’s hand in front of one’s face.
She couldn't even find the location of the Qiang flute.
"Qiang Di, where are you?" Jin Chaochao spread out his palms, and the holy light slowly lit up.
Qiang Di, who had been falling in the darkness, sensed the location of the light and his consciousness quickly approached it.
In the blink of an eye, he came in front of Jin Chaochao.
Both of them were stunned for a moment.
"You..." Jin Chaochao looked at the young man in front of her and didn't know what to say for a moment.
The people in the sea of consciousness did not have bruises on their faces or were covered in wounds.
At this moment, Qiang Di had a soft face, majestic features, and deep phoenix eyes, a beauty that made it difficult to tell whether she was male or female.
Qiang Di stared at Jin Chao Chao and asked in confusion: "Who are you?"
"My name is Jin Chaochao. Qiang Di, if you don't wake up, the racing time will be over."
Qiang Di circled around Jin Chao Chao, staring at her face. After a long while, he said with a forced smile, "Wang Qiang wants to steal my identity to participate in the competition, but I can't beat him. Racing has no meaning to me anymore."
And he doesn't have a car that's worth showing off.
The club that previously sponsored him has removed him from the club, and without a car he is now a lone figure.
No matter how good your skills are, you can only envy others participating in the competition.
"You've proven that you love racing by not agreeing to him spending 30 million to buy your spot, even if you die. Don't you regret giving it up?"
Qiang Di curled his lips and smiled, "Why do you think he would give me 30 million?"
Wang Qiang only said this to outsiders.
He knows better than anyone whether he will really be given money.
Not letting him die was already an extra favor.
Jin Chaochao was suddenly speechless.
When people try to persuade others, they are always eloquent.
In fact, when something happens to you, you may not be as open-minded as others.
The space fell into dead silence, with only a small flame flickering in Jin Chaochao's palm.
Qiang Di stared at the flame in the palm of her hand and felt particularly happy when she was illuminated by the light.
"Why are you and I here?" Qiang Di had felt that his soul had been falling, and was suddenly attracted here by a beam of light.
Jin Chaochao explained: "This is your sea of consciousness."
Qiang Di looked at the boundless darkness around him and stared at Jin Chaochao for a while.
"How did you get in here?"
Jin Chaochao did not answer his question, but asked, "Qiang Di, do you still remember the old dean?"
Qiang Di was stunned for a moment and his expression changed rapidly.
"He heard that something happened to you and is looking for you everywhere. If you don't wake up again, you will never see him again."
Qiang Di changed his previous cold expression and showed anxiety in his eyes.
Jin Chaochao felt that the holy fire in her palm would not last long, so she stared at Qiang Di and said, "Wake up soon. No matter what happens, I am willing to help you. In this world, there are people who hate you, some who bully you, and some who care about you. Please be brave, don't pay too much attention to those who hurt you, but pay more attention to those who care about you."
The sacred fire went out and darkness fell again.
Jin Chaochao is at risk of being attacked by evil forces at any time.
She did not hesitate and quickly left Qiang Di's sea of consciousness.
…
When Yan's mother saw her come back, she was immediately relieved.
"How is Qiang Di doing?" asked Yan's mother.
Jin Chaochao calculated with her fingers and found that the old dean was really sick and hospitalized. It was really God's help.
Perhaps for Qiang Di, the old director of the orphanage is the only person who still protects him and makes him believe that there is light in this world.
Sea of consciousness.
The light went out and the Qiang flute continued to fall.
He thought of what Jin Chaochao said.
What happened to the old dean?
He was the only person who had ever given him warmth. If it weren't for him, Qiang Di would have died of illness long ago.
No, he had to wake up and see the dean.
But he couldn't wake up. His eyelids were heavy, his mind was dull, and his legs and feet seemed to be tied with lead, dragging him into the abyss.
He thought of what Jin Chaochao had said to him at the beginning.
Everything is but a manifestation of the mind. Only a strong mind can be fearless...
He couldn't just give in to Wang Qiang and succumb to fate.
He hated them, but he couldn't let himself become a monster.
If he hated them, he would no longer be himself.
Then what's the point of his hatred, which hurts the enemy by a thousand and harms himself by eight hundred?
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