Chapter 164 You Don’t Deserve It
Xiao Yu seemed to be surprised that she would say that. He was stunned for a moment, then lowered his eyes.
Seeing this, Xu Chuchu felt a little hope in her heart, and she knew that these words would be useful to Xiao Yu!
Xiao Yu has lived in an environment where he is not welcomed since he was a child. He has no relatives or friends. What he wants is not only a woman to accompany him, but also tenderness and love.
If you keep insulting him, it will inevitably remind him of the unpleasant times he had.
He certainly doesn't want to live this kind of life.
"Ayu." Xu Chuchu took his hand and said, "I know you were just impulsive. You didn't do this intentionally. It was your illness that affected you. I don't blame you."
"You won't blame me?" Xiao Yu looked at her expectantly.
"Yes, I don't blame you." Xu Chuchu took a deep breath, "As long as you are willing, we can start over."
"How do you start over?" he asked.
"Just like when we left Tailing County," Xu Chuchu said softly, "We leave the capital and live the life you want. We can wander around the world doing justice, or we can find a beautiful place to live and live a beautiful life. Isn't that good?"
"...Of course," Xiao Yu said softly, "The time I spent traveling north with you was the most unforgettable time of my life."
Xu Chuchu was delighted again: "Then we can live like this for the rest of our lives. As long as we leave the capital, no one will recognize us. Really, Ayu."
"Let's just treat everything that happened before as a quarrel and start over, okay?" She leaned close to Xiao Yu's ear and whispered, "Ayu, if you keep locking me up, I'll definitely resent you."
"If I blame you, I won't think about being nice to you, won't care about you, won't act coquettishly towards you, and won't take the initiative to get close to you."
"Don't bully me, let's still be as loving as before, okay?"
"We can go to the temple fair and release lanterns together. We can ride horses to faraway places and kiss under the starry sky. If you don't want to go out, we can also secretly snuggle up in bed and cuddle all day..."
Xu Chuchu's voice was very soft and fragmented, and she described to Xiao Yu all the beautiful love she could think of.
They can be very responsible and take the world as their own responsibility, or they can ignore all that and live a carefree life like a couple. No one can dictate how they must act.
…
"Xiao Yu?"
Xiao Yu closed his eyes tightly, his body was tense and trembling slightly.
Xu Chuchu believed that her words had worked, so she stood on tiptoe and gently kissed Xiao Yu's eyebrows.
First, she scanned his delicate features, his eyelids, the bridge of his nose… then she landed on his lips, caressing them gently.
This kiss did not contain any lust, but was more like a wounded animal licking its wounds.
Xiao Yu didn't react at first, and it took a long time before he slowly began to respond to her.
Maybe it was because the tea he just drank was too bitter, but the tip of his tongue felt a little astringent. Xu Chuchu didn't like the taste, but he still tried hard to roll and suck it, trying to get rid of the bitterness.
When the kiss reached its deepest point, Xiao Yu held her shoulders and pushed her to sit on the chair, while he knelt on one knee on the ground and continued to kiss her while looking up at her.
Xu Chuchu didn't know why Xiao Yu suddenly changed his posture. She just had a vague feeling that he was putting her in a superior position and making herself submissive.
As she bent down to kiss him, she gently stroked his cheeks and hair, her fingers inserted into his hair, intertwining them closely.
After a long time, the two separated. Xiao Yu did not get up, but lay on her legs, breathing heavily, and his expression could not be seen clearly.
Xu Chuchu's heart was beating fast. She knew that if she wanted to convince him, she had tonight. If she couldn't succeed this time, there would be no chance in the future.
She thought about her words for a while and then said, "Ayu, let's go. We'll leave tonight."
"But I'm scared." Xiao Yu's face was still buried in her legs, and her voice was muffled. "What if you leave me after we get out?"
"I won't." Xu Chuchu said firmly, "Trust me again, okay?"
"Well... okay." He hugged her legs and rubbed them, "Then where should we go after leaving the capital?"
Xu Chuchu quickly bent down and stroked his cheek: "It's all right. Where do you want to go? How about we go south first and see the sea, or..."
Before she could finish her words, she felt a warm and damp sensation on her fingertips.
When I looked down, I realized that my finger was in Xiao Yu's mouth, savoring it carefully.
"No, I can't pretend anymore."
He raised his head with a sullen laugh, revealing a pair of red, playful eyes. "You're so cute, Chuchu. You actually believed I would let you go? Huh? And go see the sea?"
Xu Chuchu's mind was stunned, as if she had been hit by a stick on the head: "Are you kidding me?!"
Xiao Yu laughed even harder: "How else can I get close to you? Hmm? Chuchu, I really like you to coax me and touch me so comfortably."
With a "pop" sound!
Xu Chuchu raised his hand and slapped Xiao Yu hard in the face.
She couldn't believe her eyes.
This is Xiao Yu, the person who toyed with her and mocked her. Is this the Xiao Yu she has known and loved for so long?!
Has he changed too much, or is this his true nature, but he is disguising it too deeply? !
"You beast..." She was shaking with anger.
Red palm prints soon appeared on Xiao Yu's face, but he was not angry at all. Instead, he pressed more tightly on Xu Chuchu's legs.
"Go on." He looked at her. "As long as it's you, I'll enjoy it even if you hit me."
Without saying a word, Xu Chuchu raised his hand and slapped him again.
This palm strike was even heavier, causing her own hand to become numb and painful. Needless to say, Xiao Yu suffered even more, with some bright red blood flowing from the corner of his mouth.
He wiped off the blood nonchalantly: "You can hit me anytime you want, as long as you're happy."
"You're crazy!" Xu Chuchu pushed him away.
"No, I'm sober, Chuchu." Xiao Yu laughed and stood up. "You're the crazy one. You actually want to trick me into taking you out with just a few words? Everyone knows that I can't stop you once I'm out of the door."
It turned out that he never believed her from the beginning to the end.
Xu Chuchu gritted her teeth in anger: "I didn't lie to you, Xiao Yu! I really want to give you another chance! Even if you imprison me now, I'm still willing to stay with you when I get out! You don't believe this or that, think about it carefully, in all the time we've known each other, have I ever told you a lie?"
"You..." A hint of surprise flashed across Xiao Yu's face.
"But I won't do that again!" Xu Chuchu said sternly, "Whether you let me go or lock me up forever, I won't do that again! Because you don't deserve it!"
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